SPIRIT's Diary

Yesterday, there is a festival of 24 Hour TV in Kotodai Park. So I went to Kotodai Park, and drunk beer too much. I drew a blank in the night of yesterday and I vomited three times in today's morning. I can't forget the fluffy feeling when I drink the liquor. It's no good, so I took cyanamide, the inhibitor of alcohol metabolism. I have to take good care of my brain more. It's strange to say this, the brain of bilingual is activating more than monolingual. I can speak English to some extent, so I have to take good care of my brain.

It's said JICA is flamed now. One of my peers in my church works in JICA, so I wanted talked about it with her, but I couldn't do it. She can speak with foreign peer of my church very well and shiny. I want to become like her. From my experience, the best way to improve English ability is using English thoroughly. As Dragon Sakura 2 pointed out, most of Japanese don't use English, so they can't improve English. I've also learned English by writing English in this blog and SNS, such as Experimental English Outgoing. In EXPO 2025, English is written in exhibition. I think, that we shouldn't care of be called "Americanized". Because we can learn language by using it. I want to learn English more, and inform Japanese culture of foreigners, such as Hakkenden.

I have a dream, that I want to watch various things in Japan and the world. But now, I'm likely to give up it. it hasn't gone well about saving money and "10 second rule", which is that I bear for 10 seconds when I have my impulse to eat and drink. I can bear for 10 seconds, but after it, I wasted money to eat and drink, such as Famichiki. And I have no methods except earning money effectively, such as making most of my assets the securities and social lending. is what I'm petulant at all the characteristic as my developmental disorder? In the short term, I have to go to Osaka and watch Osaka EXPO 2025. My father decided to accompany me, and today, we're planning to make schedule about EXPO 2025. I want to watch Italian Pavilion at first, but it's likely to crowded, so I want to Singapore Pavilion and German Pavilion instead. I'm planning enter the west gate in 1st and 3rd day, and the east gate in 2nd and 4th day. I want to watch pavilion near to ente...

This song is advertising song of "Takefuji （日本語：武富士） ", which occurred scandal. Recently, I've not heard of Takefuji. What has Takefuji become? Everybody jumping （みんなとべ） Jumping （とべ） Jumping （とべ） Jump....let's go! （とべ、いくぞ）     It's got to be your love （あなたの愛になった） The only love I call （私が呼ぶ愛だけが） And you're （そしてあなたは） You are the angel of my life （私の人生の天使なのだ）     It's got to be my heart （私の心になった） Being beside you all night long, and oh （あなたが 1 日夜を明かして私のそばにいたことは） I wanna be closer to you, my love （あなたともっと近づきたい） Until the day I die （私が死ぬその日までずっと） I'll be your everything （私はあなたのすべてになるんだ） Hey, whoa oh whoa oh-oh (whoa oh whoa oh-oh) （ああ、うれしい） Whoa oh oh oh!     Let's go! （いくぞ！） Won't you take my hand （どうして私の手を取らないのか） And I will be your man （私はあなたの男なのに） So tonight will come （今夜は） Dance the night away （一緒に踊る夜なのに）     One and one is two （ 1 人と 1 人で 2 人） Don't you be so cruel （どうか冷酷にならないでくれ） Synchronized love is what we've got to do （私と一緒になること...

Since long time, I haven't studied Financial Planner 3rd Grade while I'm too busy of doing DomoAI and PixAI. And it hasn't gone well of "my 10 seconds rule" for suspending my impulse to eat and drink liquor. I drunk liquor for 2 days. It's good experience that I learned DomoAI and PixAI. And I learned that we can make fake videos easily now. But I can't take examination of FP 3th Grade in September. More thinking, I found my personality is impulsive and instinctive. I act suddenly and easily. If my personality won't change for future, I may have to give up my dream that I watch various things in Japan and the world. Because I waste money to eat and drink and can't make money for travel. Well, I have impulsive and instinctive personality and it hasn't gone well for saving money. So I've taken most of my assets to securities and social lending, and I intend to earn money effectively. Yesterday, I received my renewal notice about my job earlie...

By PixAI, I generated an animation, that The Duel of Horyukaku/Horyu Tower by Harem Protagonists from Nansou Satomi Hakkenden. Itou Makoto as Inuzuka Shino and Momonari Junta as Inukai Genpachi are battling on the roof. Now I recognized, Junta is a bit short. Is it that he adjusts to Anchovy(Inukai Genpachi of Garupan Captain Group)? But, even in official settings, Junta's height is unknown. I thought Yuuki Rito(as Inusaka Keno) is the shortest in Hakkenshi of Harem Protagonists. Casting of  "Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi"  and  "Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi"  is below. Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi 仁(Jin)/benevolent: Inue Shinbei: Kasugano Haruka(Yosuga No Sora): (CV: Shimono Hiro) 義(Gi/justice): Inukawa Sosuke: Manaka Junpei(Ichigo 100%): (CV: Suzumura Kenichi) 礼(Rei/courtesy): Inumura Daikaku: Yuiga Nariyuki(We Never Learn): (CV: Oosaka Ryota) 智(Chi/wisdom): Inusaka Keno: Yuuki Rito(To Love Ru): (CV: Watanabe Akino) 忠(Chuu/loyalty): Inuyama Dosetsu:...

After I made "10 seconds rule", that I bear for 10 seconds when I have my impulse to eat and drink, I failed in the first day. After working, my craving was terrible, I paid over 3000 yens although I decided my budget to 1000 yens every day. Particularly, I bought 4 non-alcohol beer. Does it mean that my craving is such terrible? Even now, I always want to drink alcohol. I decided my budget for eating and drinking as 30,000 yens, but even it's just barely. After my parents pass away, can I make my own living? I have to reduce my money of investing because my budget for eating and drinking has increased. Even now, I become emotionally unstable easily. So I want to take alcohol. It's anti-effective. Can't I change my personality becoming emotionally unstable easily?