SPIRIT's Diary

I've not cooked by own since long time. Today, I got up 4:00 AM, earlier, so I made spicy spaghetti. It's no good that I make only Bolognese or mayonnaise salad spaghetti. So I made spaghetti hot. But after eating it, I've become perspiring. Recently, the climate is very hot about 35℃, so I shouldn't become heatstroke. More thinking, cooking is also one of the methods to relieve my stress. If I feel like it, I have to get up earlier and cook aggressively. As always, I generate animations by PixAI. This is animation that Nishizumi Maho is jogging.

As always, I hadn't let go the sake cup in the past years, and after taking cyanamide, the inhibitor of metabolism of alcohol, I haven't let go non-alcohol beer. I've not understood what I want to do. As a pharmacist, I want to increase foreign customers, and as a hobbyist, I want to inform foreigners of Japanese culture such as Hakkenden, Kanjin Sumo and so on. About sumo, I'm studying Raiden Tameemon（日本語：雷電為右衛門）, the strongest sumo wrestler in Japanese sumo history, having more than 90% wins and only 10 times lost in his entire sumo life. Chat GPT answered about Raiden correctly when I questioned Chat GPT about Raiden. Like this way, I've written English diary almost each day, so I may praise myself about it. At this way, it may be OK for me to introduce Hakkenden, sumo and so on. I have to increase my self-esteem. I've made animations by PixAI.

Yesterday, after the health check of our company, I've let loose very much. After working, I drunk red wine very much, and today morning, I vomited. It may made my parents worried. From today, I have to fix lifestyle. I always take cyanamide, the inhibitor of metabolism of alcohol, but I forgot to take it yesterday. So, I may let loose. I ate favorite ramen and hamburgers of McDonald, so my weight has increased again. After today, I have to decrease amounts of meals. I think it's cool if Anchovy in Garupan is drinking red wine.

In previous day of health check, I drunk alcohol. But, today, my weight is 85.9kg, under 86.2kg. I accomplished my goal, so I have to congratulate myself. The reason I drunk alcohol: 1. In my task, I'm writing the report making our company employees improve English ability, but I have strong anxiety that only I'm plowing ahead. 2. Recently, I got up earlier than 4:00 A.M. so I'm lack of sleep. 3. Because of lack of sleep, I drunk caffeine too much, so I become worried more. I slept until 4:30 A.M. today, so I'm hardly anxious as expected. I have to sleep more, at least 6 hours. I should have generate illustrations by PixAI or watch sumo in Youtube, rather than drinking alcohol. I generated an animation in PixAI.

By Using PixAI, it's useful for me to make animation. I was amazing for progression of AI. This is sumo of Nishizumi Sisters in Girls Und Panzer. It's OK for me that you look as if Nishizumi Sisters are doing sumo in Eko-in Temple. On second thoughts, thanks to Mr. Chono Masahiro, a wrestler, there are many illustrations that characters of garupan are wrestling. But scenes of sumo are none. I also generated animation that Nishi Kinuyo with Japanese clothes is dancing. It's very beautiful!

I’ve continued to generate animations by PixAI. I made an illustration that Nishi Kinuyo and Darjeeling is doing sumo an animation. Hmm...In this way, we can see as if they're doing sumo in Eko-in Temple in spring night. Next, Nishi Kinuyo is praying as Japanese Miko. Actually, I wanted to generate Kinuyo with monk clothes. But it’s not bad. Finally, the illustration that Kay is playing boxing is very popular, so I made it an animation. https://www.youtube.com/shorts/A5HOR2d8E-Y Next, what animations should I make?

In Edo period, Kanjin Sumo（日本語：勧進相撲）/promotional sumo was taking place in Eko-in Temple, for 5 minutes by walking from JR Ryogoku Sta. The origin of Eko-in Temple was that no-relation buddhism in Meireki Grand Flame was buried. But few people have known it. Eko-in Temple has been famous for Kanjn Sumo of spring and autumn and Nezumi Kozo Jirokichi's grave. After Tenpo Era, Sumo was decided to take place in Eko-in Temple for each 10 days of spring and autumn. So sumo wrestlers was said, "Ichinen wo hatsuka de kurasu ii otoko（日本語：1年を20日で暮らすいい男）/the good men who can make their living by only 20 days". As the taste of people in Edo period, when they wanted to watch sumo in Eko-in Shrine, it was said they intended to walk across Shin-Ohashi Bridge and walk alongside Sumida River and walk across Ryogoku Bridge . About 4 years ago, I walked the same way, but I was tired because of detouring. There are various graves for various life, including animals. Chikarazuka（日本語：力塚）, which...

I've drunk cyanamide, the inhibitor of metabolism of alcohol, since long time. So I can't receive alcohol. Therefore, I've been drinking non-alcoholic beer since 7 days ago. But it's too much.     Without alcohol, non-alcoholic beer makes me joyful. But I can't become happy if I don't drink over 1000ml non-alcoholic beer. Yesterday, I drunk 1350ml non-alcoholic beer. It was a bit much.     My weight has become 85.7kg, so next goal is that I take no alcohol and decrease amount of non-alcoholic beer under 1000ml. Without beer, doesn't generating illustration by PixAI make me sufficiently joyful?     As usual, I often generate illustrations by PixAI. In this case, the illustrations are that Nishizumi Maho is drinking beer in the observation deck of skyscraper in the night.

I'm likely to continue to try and error to also generate animations by PixAI. I've understood AI is very useful. This is the animation that Itou Makoto and Nishi Kinuyo is kissing. Based on this picture by Mihoniumu-san(@gupmihoniumu, key(gaigaigai123)) It's made well done, but there are some hallucination such as Kinuyo's hair band and Makoto's ahoge become gone in the middle part. My generate illustrations has many illustrations of Darjeeling. This is animation that Darjeeling with Japanese clothes is dancing. https://www.youtube.com/shorts/XmDKbJx8smk This animation is Darjeeling is boxing. It’s not very fittable to her. What illustrations should I generate for future?

Yesterday, in dinner, I ate most of tofu. So, my weight has decreased again to 86.1kg. I accomplished my goal that I lose my weight less than 86.2kg. However, Alli, the medication of inhibitor of fat absorption, is likely to become a few. I have some time to Aug.1st, so I have to buy Alli more. My weight could decrease about 5kg for one month. It's my best record until now. The reason may be for decreasing taking fat, including replacing Famichiki to chicken fillet bar, and for taking Alli. Instead of eating and drinking, the method to relieve my stress is that I generate illustrations by PixAI. Today too, I generated illustration such as Darjeeling is dancing with Japanese clothes. Can I maintain my weight under 86.2kg by Aug.1st. Today too, I ate one Famichiki.

I've been surprised that technology of AI has progressed such things. But, in PixAI, I sometimes generated animations. In this case, I generated animation that Nishi Kinuyo is doing straight punch.     Actually, I wanted to generate animation that Kinuyo is doing straight punch to the punching bag. But can't it generate the animation?     More, I should try to generate animation.

Recently, I drink only non-alcohol beer. Just by it, I can become drunk. But, somehow, the taste of non-alcohol beer is light. Instead of alcohol, the way to relieve my stress is that I generate illustrations of boxing by PixAI. Boxing of Garupan Captain Group is very cool. I've become interested in Rocky, so I've also become interested in boxing. Should I borrow videos of Rocky Series?

Yesterday, I went to Soyogi No Mori/Breeze of Forest in Ayashi again. I ate Unagi bowl, drunk the beer, and relaxed in the bath. If I can't travel, my best way to relieve my stress may be that I drink liquor and relaxed for long time. But, recently, I can't put the day to rest the liver. Addiction of alcohol is terrifying. The other way to relieve my stress is that I generate illustration by PixAI. But, recently, I have no idea about what I want to generate illustrations. I've become interested in Rocky, so I want to generate illustration that Garupan Captain Group is jogging, boxing  and so on. In this case, Anchovy is boxing.

On Jul. 19th, I took counseling in the psychiatry. I consulted to my counselor, "I don't understand what I'm doing." so, my counselor responded, "What do you want to do?" After thinking for a while, I answered, "I want to see various things in Japan and the world." I've forgot to want to see various things in Japan and the world, since long time. Of course, I want to make Japan the oriented-tourism country and interact with various foreigners. Now, in my church, I communicate some foreigners. I'm a bit troubled to communicate with English, but the foreigners aren't bad people. Yesterday, I went to Sunpia Onsen/Sunpia Hot Spring again, and I drunk alcohol and became relaxed. Except travel, my best joy may be drinking alcohol and relaxed after taking hot spring. All of my doing isn't wasting, including writing English in this blog. And I've tried to become used to AI by using PixAI. I may have to become relaxed.

Yesterday too, I went to ChocoZAP, but my body is stiff now because I've done weight training too much. Moreover, my weight has increased again to 86.7kg because I ate too much in yesterday lunch. More thinking, I've neglected to study medications since short time. I have no money to buy textbook of medications because I spent money to take a cataract surgery too much. It's no way except reading articles of CDC, NHS and so on, because I can read English to some extent. Now, I have to study about pertussis because patients of pertussis in Japan have increased more than usual. I ate chicken fillet bar too much yesterday, so my weight has become increased. Rather than wasting money to eat and drink, it may be better for me to contribute to generate illustrations in PixAI. I've often generated illustrations, that Garupan commanders are training such as boxing, running and so on because I've become interested in Rocky. I have to study medications more, and I have to save...

As you know, we can animation by using PixAI. I've continued to generate animations. But it needs much more credits for it. But I'm amazed because technology of AI has progressed such thing. By using PixAI, I made this animation, "Itou Makoto and Anchovy is whispering each other." https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-yUC7S1vy8 Based on this illustration made by Mihoniumu-san(@gupmihoniumu, key(gaigaigai123)) But actually, I wanted to generate anime they're kissing each other.

My goal is that I'll maintain my weight less than 86.2kg by Aug. 1st. So I went to ChocoZAP with wearing Y-shirt and suit pants when I was returning from my office. As I thought, I'm a bit troubled to exercise because I felt uncomfortable to Y-shirt and suit pants. But I could do weight training to improve muscle of chest and back. I've had ambition to get the physique like Sylvester Stallone. So, about PixAI too, I made PixAI generate illustration of boxing. These are illustrations that Kay in Garupan is doing boxing. But, lunch in today, I ate too much. Will my weight increase again?

Yesterday, I ate one egg sandwich, one tuna sandwich and one Pizza Potato as snacks. As a result, my weight has increased again, from 86.3kg to 86.5kg. They're take breaks, I thought. Including this case, I sometimes haven't understood what I'm doing. As opposition to my belief, I sold equities of Kao, the white company. I want this cash to spend to go to Osaka EXPO 2025. Because it's said seeing is believing. But more thinking, I've lost my weight about 4 kg, for 3 weeks. It may be for Alli, but I've changed to eat Famichiki into sasami fillet bar as a snack, to reduce calorie. It's strange for me to say so, I may be a hard-worker, and I may be able to do it if I make my goal obviously. To relieve my stress, I found PixAI instead of eating and drinking. But, recently, I can't come up with ideas of illustrations. Tentatively, I make PixAI generate Garupan Captain Groups with Jedi costumes. It's no choice but thinking, that adversity makes me stronger...

There is Mori No Ichiba, the farmers market, nearby Oroshimachi in Sendai. I went to Mori No Ichiba and ate Uni-don/sea urchin bowl with my mother. Compared to the previous year's the sea urchin stank a bit, but it was under permissible range. The stiff of sea urchin was soft and unique, and I thought it can attract to foreigners. It was more delicious pouring soy sauce. But Mori No Ichiba isn't accessible. From Oroshimachi Station of Tozai Line, it seems for 15 minutes. Can Sendai city put the bus line to Mori No Ichiba? In the meantime, I've continued to generate illustrations by using PixAI. Today, I generated illustrations of Asuka and Rei in Evangelion. And my weight has become 86.2kg, so it's OK if all of them go well.

Yesterday, I took a cataract surgery of my right eyes, and I always slept after it. So I wasn't affordable to write this blog. Today, the nurse took of the eye bandage of my right eyes, so my right visibility is very clear. I have to care for my right eyes after surgery for some days. While I was waiting for the surgery, I thought variously, and I decided to make two goals. They are, ・I make my weight lose less than 86.2kg until Aug.1st, the health check of my company. ・I pass the examination of 3th Grade Financial Planner in September. In this time, it'll goes well because genarating illustrations by PixAI can relieve my stress more than eating and drinking. But, for a few days, I can't exercise, such as walking, ChocoZAP and so on. Should I reduce the quantity of my meal? But about saving money, I waste money too much to get credits of PixAI. If I become used to it, can I learn how to use credits effectively? As always, I can't generate illustrations except heroines w...