SPIRIT's Diary

 As always, I've wasted my money to eat and drink liquor. So, I tried to investigate my problem. As Dragon Sakura 2 point out, I have to "What I'll do for what.", not "I do my best" . In other words, I have to think about it concretely. Well, "To make more foreigners read this blog, I increase English writing in this blog.", I said. My Problems are, "How method will I increase my productivity?" "How method will I skip drinking alcohol?" "How method will I resolve my stress successfully? “How method will I decrease wasting money to eat and drink?” If I resolve my stress successfully, I can skip drinking alcohol, and increase my health and productivity. And I can decrease wasting money to drink and eat. But for it, what should I do? In Gintama, it says that it's important to take a break and do meaningless action. But what should I do meaningless action to be able to resolve my stress? Listening relaxing music has become...

In Document 72 Hours in NHK, many people was having fun with medal games. Of course, they could neither swap the medals into cash nor presents. But they say, "It's important for us to do meaningless action in our meaningless life." Is it also important for me to do meaningless action? More thinking about it, my former developmental disorder peer always goes to the game center after working in B Type Office. In Gintama, it says that it's important to take a break and do meaningless action. More thinking about it, I've worked as an employment, invested, and spend time to write English in free time. Sometimes, it may be important to do meaningless actions. But, concretely, what is it? Is it watching sports, going to game center and so on? After hanami in Funaoka, I had wasted money to eat and drink more. I can't resolve my stress successfully. What should I do?

“It's important for persons to do what they can do from just in front of one, put aside big problem such as destruction of Ozone stream, global warming and so on. Such small power will become eventually the big power to save the Earth by collecting and collecting. I want to say, that you should save yourself, the small existence, before you save the Earth, the big existence. If you can't save even yourself, you can never save the Earth.” (By Matsudaira Katakuriko in Gintama)     I understand that I can't deal the big problem, such as Japanese politics, Japanese economics and so on, by own. In my case too, it's important for me to save myself. So, I've skipped to take the liquor since one month, paid only 500 yen every day to buy and eat, and lost my weight from 90.5kg to 86.2kg. In both my health case and working case, it goes well. But I feel it's insufficient.     I think, I still have what I can do. And I want Japan to become the...