SPIRIT's Diary

The main of this comic is LeoPon-san Team. Tsuchiya is only member of 2th Grade, so tentatively sulking because other members will graduate soon. In Girls Und Panzer das Finale, how will the graduation ceremony be drawn?     At any rate, the lines of this comic was a bit too much. we're likely to read difficulty.     By the way, I made Mihoniumu-san(@gupmihoniumu, key(gaigaigai123)) draw illustrations again. In this case, ”Ankou-team cosplaing The Elusive Samuirai ".     Nishizumi Miho as Hojo Tokiyuki     Isuzu Hana as Ayako     Akiyama Yukari as Suwa Yorishige     Reizei Mako as Shizuku     Actually, I wanted to add Takebe Saori as Kojiro. But they're very cool!

"Strong countries rob from weak countries, capitalists rob from laborers, and politicians rob from citizens. The society is robbing each other. It's not different from I rob from debtors although few people notice. If whether robbing or robbed, I choose robbing!" (By Ushijima Kaoru in Ushijima the Loan Shark) I've thought variously about saying by Mr. Jose Mujica, passing away some days ago. But I want to choose robbing if whether robbing or robbed. At first, I deny neither authority power nor financial power. Public image is that poor is good and rich is evil, but I don't think so. As I wrote it previously, Investors not careful of deposit in bank very well is safer than poverty people saying "clear and poor." Rather, rich people don't mistake and can learn more. About studying and learning too, it's out of the question if we have no money, needless to say about private. In Bakumatsu era of Japanese History, people who motivate Japanese history,...

My quotas are, 1. In English studying, I should write English in this blog or X(former twitter), or make video of my English speaking for 30 seconds. 2. In work, I should make one goal each one day, and finish it within this day. 3. About alcohol, I should drink nothing or 40g most (5% beer 1000ml). 4. About wasting to eat and drink, I should spend less than 500 yen each one day. But these quotas have become a mere shell of completely, except studying English. I had drunk 9% Chu-hai again and wasted more 1,000 yens to eat and drink. But, I can no more control my emotion and my appetite, so I'll go to an obesity hospital. I said before, that I'll fail if relying on only my passion and guts. But I can't believe I've failed to accomplish my quotas only one-half month. Should I revise my quotas? If I can control my emotion and appetite, I won't need to waste money to eat and drink liquor. But, somehow, it's no use. Is it only way that I give up with good grace?

I'm suitable follower rather than leader. I'm specialize in pharmaceutical knowledge and English a little, but my self-control ability and popularity is nothing at all. In other hand, I'm generous to foreigners and I'm OK to voting rights for foreign residents if they want to incorporate opinions of minority. Because I may want to go to see Japan and abroad. As writing previously, what I can do is only logistical support. From this view, I should think about my present doing, such as investing stock, my present work and so on. Usually, I'm privileged. I should take the risk and give someone more aggressively. But today's Sleep Apnea Syndrome outpatient service, I got first hypertension drug. I can't control my emotion and appetite, so my taking medication will increase for future. In short term, I have to use dividend in June for investing stocks. But, I have to leave the cash for the travel of Tateyama and the cataract surgery. Anyway, I've understood I...

"In human like lifestyle", I'm sinking into the garbage. "In human like lifestyle", I'm working like slave by nasty persons about my unwilling work. "In human like lifestyle", I'm masturbating with Ona-Hole by picking up the free porno pictures in the internet. Dammit! (By Itahashi Kiyoshi in Ushijima: The Loan Shark) This is one quote in Ushijima: The Loan shark. About myself, my work isn't my unwilling task, and my president is very kind. But, recently, I've not been able to accomplish my quotas. I've wasted over 1000 yen to eat and drink liquor. And I had drunk chu-hai again. "To increase my productivity and continue to work, I'll lose my weight and skip drinking alcohol." If I think so, I should have made my mind relieve On second thoughts, I'm easily agitated and inflammable. I'm very short-tempered and have few coordination. My personality is like “the savage beast” or “the tamed viper”. In other words, I...

In Japan of Showa Era, Heroes often wore scarves, such as Cyborg 009, Masked Riders and so on. Actually, in this era, Full-Faced Helmets are none, so the scarves were for wiping their own runny nose. One of comics by Watsuki Nobuhiro is "Embalming -The Another Tale of Frankenstein-". Characters in hero sides, such as Fury Flatliner, Elm L. Renegade, Ashuhito Richter, all wear scarves. But, John Doe, another main character, doesn't wear the scarf. I think, that Mr. Watsuki Nobuhiro intends to make John Doe become a character not able to judge a peer or an enemy in first concept. But finally, he's become a hero, different to Shishio Makoto, his model. Justice scarves of heroes often show their own fighting passionate, dynamism and sorrow. Fury's sorrow is moderate. By the way, about "Harem Protagonist as Hakkenshi" and "Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi", Only "Momonari Junta as Inukai Genpachi" and "Anchovy as Inukai Genpachi...

I also had forgotten that Dragon Ball Series on-aired in Fuji TV. So I can watch them in FOD, the subscription. In my free time, I often watch Dragon Ball Super and Dragon Ball GT. In Dragon Ball Super, The Baseball Story and Goku's Saying, "Work, not do such foolish doing!" makes me laugh. I think, that the end of Dragon Ball GT is far better than original work and Z. It's the end, that Goku and so on liquidated their desire coming true by Dragon Ball in final and Goku became the god with Shenron. To the return my main topic,  I'm straying how much I should write English in this blog. In X(former Twitter) tweeting, recently, I'm uncomfortable if I don't write English but Japanese. Is it the final phase of habituation of English tweeting? There's one quote in Dragon Sakura 2, "Study like brushing your teeth. Feel uncomfortable if you don't study." In writing my blog, it's also the best, if I feel uncomfortable if I don't write Eng...

After deciding my quotas each one day, I've been able to understand my ideal lifestyle increasingly. I can't still accomplish my quotas sufficiently. My ideal lifestyle is, "One is, that as a super staff officer, I help my president by informing managemental stratagies and information of disease and medication. Another is, that I often travel in Japan and abroad. The other is, that I inform Japanese culture such as Hakkenden of foreigners by using this blog and X(former Twitter)." For thinking about it, it's important for me to save money more. I have to waste less than 500 yens to eat and drink. Today, after going to the dental clinic, I wasted more 500 yens. I've understood I'm still immature. At first, I have to accomplish my quotas, particularly the quota about saving money. Many protagonists in Ushijima the Loan Shark is loose to spend money. But so am I. I should be careful particularly when I become hungry. I've understood that it's happy to...

Since long time, I'd forgotten that I'm Conservation Type(Stacking Type) in Dragon Sakura2. In other words, I finish to read the first book before the next book. The specification of this type is, 1. It's important to get own confidence and peace of mind. 2. Their place working and studying should become fixed. 3. They should decide quotas each one day. 4. They should inform own progressing condition of their peers. 5. They shouldn't try the high-level problems. In accordance with third principle, I decided make quotas each one day. My quotas are, 1. In English studying, I should write English in this blog or X(former twitter), or make video of my English speaking for 30 seconds. 2. In work, I should make one goal each one day, and finish it within this day. 3. About alcohol, I should drink nothing or 40g most(5% beer 1000ml). 4. About wasting to eat and drink, I should spend less than 500 yen each one day. With my smartphone, I can't write my blog...

Today, I went to the hospital of alcoholic department, and saw the result of my blood examination. The result was all terms was within normal range. I was happy, but it was the fact that I had sometimes drunk liquor. I told, that the reason I had drunk liquor was I couldn't understand what I was doing. Then, the doctor said, "What is your ideal lifestyle so that you become satisfied?" I've done many things, such as working, investing, and writing English in this blog and X. But I feel it's still insufficient. But as the doctor said, what is my lifestyle so that I become satisfied? Many protagonists in Ushijima the Loan Shark are bad models. But calculating reversely from them, should I think my ideal lifestyle? For my ideal lifestyle, I need all of things, which are working, investing, using English and so on. But it may be also important for me, to "Shou Yoku Chi Soku/Reducing My Greed and Knowing Satisfaction".

Yesterday, I drank the liquor again despite prohibiting it. But, I want to go to Funaoka Castle Park to see blossoms, and it's the critical point whether I drink the liquor in that place. On second thoughts, I have easily agitated and inflammable personality. So, my own pace easily collapses. Anyway, I have to continue to write English diary in this blog, to eventually make Japan an oriented-tourism country. It's my first own pace. As Dragon Sakura 2 pointed out, Person's most suffering time is when the result hasn't become better despite doing their own best. Inversely, this time is the critical point whether we make our own ability increase or not. If we break through, we can rush our goal incredibly. But if we stop, we'll decrease the quality of our goal. I don't care of my weight very much, but I want to stop drinking the liquor. And before it, I want to make this blog for foreigners. Thinking about this, I should skip drinking the liquor in seeing blossoms,...

One quote of Mita Norifusa's comics is "Do it like brushing your teeth. If you don't do it, feel too uncomfortable to sleep." Particularly, in Dragon Sakura series, they said, "Study like brushing your teeth. Feel too uncomfortable to sleep if you don't study." But for me, it's difficult to do it like brushing my teeth Of course, "like brushing my teeth", I've used English in this blog and X(former Twitter). And, "like brushing my teeth", I've bought the stocks of Ajinomoto, Kao and so on. But continuing to do it is very difficult. on this Sunday, I drunk the liquor despite skipping the liquor until Sunday. It's said that it's also strong to dependance to liquor. But if continuing to do it, I've thought it's natural to it. Actually, I think it's become natural for me to use English. Because I've continued to use English. I think it's true "Persistence pays off."