SPIRIT's Diary

Today too, I cooked. I made lunch. Because today is the day I work in my home. It's spaghetti salad for long time.   I t's wonderful of spaghetti's stiff and mayonnaise's mild. For future, I want to eat it.     What I make my favorite cuisine is also to relieve my stress. It's OK if I can relieve all of my stress by it. My mental stability is very weak.

I've not cooked by own since long time. Today, I got up 4:00 AM, earlier, so I made spicy spaghetti. It's no good that I make only Bolognese or mayonnaise salad spaghetti. So I made spaghetti hot. But after eating it, I've become perspiring. Recently, the climate is very hot about 35℃, so I shouldn't become heatstroke. More thinking, cooking is also one of the methods to relieve my stress. If I feel like it, I have to get up earlier and cook aggressively. As always, I generate animations by PixAI. This is animation that Nishizumi Maho is jogging.

Yesterday, I went to Soyogi No Mori/Breeze of Forest in Ayashi again. I ate Unagi bowl, drunk the beer, and relaxed in the bath. If I can't travel, my best way to relieve my stress may be that I drink liquor and relaxed for long time. But, recently, I can't put the day to rest the liver. Addiction of alcohol is terrifying. The other way to relieve my stress is that I generate illustration by PixAI. But, recently, I have no idea about what I want to generate illustrations. I've become interested in Rocky, so I want to generate illustration that Garupan Captain Group is jogging, boxing  and so on. In this case, Anchovy is boxing.

I've continued to cook by own. But, recently, I had cooked spaghetti salad repetitively. I think it's NG, so yesterday, I cooked the ketchup grilled udon. This cuisine was strong taste, and I didn't want to eat a lot amount very much. Moreover, my weight had become under 87.5kg, so I couldn't receive a lot amounts of meals. Conclusively, this cuisine was failure, wasn't it? Next time, I should add soy sauce, not ketchup.

There is Mori No Ichiba, the farmers market, nearby Oroshimachi in Sendai. I went to Mori No Ichiba and ate Uni-don/sea urchin bowl with my mother. Compared to the previous year's the sea urchin stank a bit, but it was under permissible range. The stiff of sea urchin was soft and unique, and I thought it can attract to foreigners. It was more delicious pouring soy sauce. But Mori No Ichiba isn't accessible. From Oroshimachi Station of Tozai Line, it seems for 15 minutes. Can Sendai city put the bus line to Mori No Ichiba? In the meantime, I've continued to generate illustrations by using PixAI. Today, I generated illustrations of Asuka and Rei in Evangelion. And my weight has become 86.2kg, so it's OK if all of them go well.

I started to use Alli, the medication to reduce absorption of fat, but my weight had never decreased. Because I can't stop wasting money to eat. So I was very depressed yesterday night, and I took dinner a little, and I went to Chocozap with my mother.     In ChocoZAP, I always took anaerobic exercise to improve my muscle. For it, today, my weight has decresed to 89.5kg.     I was a bit happy, so I cooked the crab spaghetti salad. The taste of mayonnaise was very delicious!

In the third day to go to Hakkenden-related place, and in the day to return to Sendai, I went to Daimaru in Tokyo. And I went to Nihonbashi Isesada and ate the eal bowl. The eal had sufficient fat to be able to eat deliciously. And it was very soft. I could eat deliciously. The value in Tokyo is very expensive. And the value of this eal bowl was over 6,000 yen. But I've thought it has sufficient value to be paid. In the third day, under very hot climate, I went to Artizon Museum in Nihonbashi. But I've not remembered very well. Because hot climate was very strong. I should have taken pictures to exhibitions.

Under very hot place, for 20 minutes by taxi, I went to former Takita Castle. In this place, fighting starvation, Satomi clans was fighting the enemy. Yatsufusa, Satomi's magical dog, bat and killed enemy's commander and helped Satomi clan. But as the reward, Satomi clan had to give Princess Fuse to Yatsufusa as marridge. However, now, in this place, I couldn't look this story at all. There is a natural observatory place, but I couldn't go to it. The taxi driver also hasn't recognized. From there, for 10 minutes by taxi, there is Yatsufusa's statue. It's heroically. There is also Satomi clan's graves nearby it. I'm impressed, because Satomi Yoshizane, the lord of Hakkenshi/The Eight Dog Warriors, has being slept. Returning Tateyama, to dodge to become heat stroke, I stayed and took a nap in the hotel for 30 minutes. After it, by a taxi, for 10 minutes, I went to Tateyama Castle. Tateyama Castle was diligent and beautiful. In it, it introduced Hakkend...

In the first day of travel to Kyokutei Bakin and Hakkenden-related place, I walked around in Tokyo capital. Kyokutei Bakin lived in Fukagawa, the central of Edo. But his grave is in Zojo Temple, 5 minutes walking from Tokyo Metro Myougatani Sta. Bakin's son and wife passed away before Bakin died. Bakin's sorrow was incredible. In this point, some said Bakin is similar to Mark Twain. In Zojo Temple, it was too hot but silent. But Bakin's grave can't be sufficiently maintained. The flower was corrupted. Zojo Temple may be the symbol of Bakin, so it's NG. I was likely to hot stroke; I immediately returned and bought 500ml water. Should I have poured Bakin's grave the water? For 3 minutes walking from JR Shinanomachi Sta, there is Bakin's death place. But now, it has no trace left. Bakin passed away when he wrote "Kinseisetsu Bishounen Roku（近世説美少年録）" It's said that Kinseisetsu Bishounen Roku wasn't a moralistic novel, near to modern novels. Tsu...

I saw this Youtube of Ryou-Gakucho（両学長）/President Ryou, and thought much.     I've understood that we can't succeed if we take no risk. Mr. Bill Gates and Mr. Mark Zuckerberg also said. "The biggest risk is not taking any risk. "     I've understood repeatedly, "Myself is a risk." I can still control neither my emotion nor impulse of my appetite. Today too, because of weekend, I made spaghetti salad and ate. I should have taken Calorie-Mate to lose my weight.     If losing stability of my emotion, immediately, I would make my fangs to others and society. One peer of developmental disorders said to me, "You should have lived in deep of mountains or no manned island." Her saying may be right. By the way, in Edo period, there is a punish "Entou （遠島） ", which is banished to a distant island, such as Hachijo Island.     However, it's bad for me to become a criminal. By eating favorite foods m...

There is a inaniwa udon shop, named Takisawaya, nearby Tagajo Library. It's for 2 minutes from JR Tagajo Station. I went to Takisawaya, while at it returning a rental book. I ordered both Inaniwa Udon and tempuras. Both of them were chewy, and smooth going down. It's 1,500 yen. The physician in the obesity clinic said you should skip drinking alcohol, but I drunk sake in Takisawaya. It was sweet and delicious. I think, it's no loss for foreigners to go to it and eat inaniwa udon once.

In the morning, I've been lost in thought about my future and skipped walking. Nevertheless, I made spaghetti as breakfast.     In previous time, I said supervisors rushing desperately is the past because strict hierarchy in workplace has collapsed by globalization and IT-zation. I have desperate personality but short-tempered, so I'm not suitable to a supervisor. But then, what should I do? Is it the best for me to just get by somehow by while not to lose your temper or get violent with people? It's waste of talent if I can't find any place able to use the qualification of pharmacist and TOEIC 840 score even if I have them. How is my future in my present workplace? Soon, I'll take three-way interview, but if the worst case, is there possibility that I'll be fired from my president?     Anyway, it's no way except continuing to invest and use English, about me. I want to get qualification of Financial Planner 3th Grade.

I got up early, 4:00 A.M. So I made the spaghetti salad again. Because spaghetti salad can take mayonnaise and vegetables. I can eat broccoli easily. Cooking is the best method to relieve my stress. But I see that my cuisine is repetitive, such as spaghetti and pork. What cuisine should I make?

To lose my weight, I've become limited not to eat noodle-related cuisine. But spaghetti is very delicious. The noodle-related cuisine is versatile, I've made various spaghetti-related cuisine. Particularly, it's very delicious when I mix spaghetti and cheese. The taste is smooth texture. For future, I can only brown rice as the staple food. But what should I cook with brown rice?

I've continued to cook spaghetti-related cuisine. Today, I made mayonnaise spaghetti salad. My mother made hijiki salad too much, so I added it into spaghetti. And, after a long time, I made tarako spaghetti. It was very spicy, but delicious. Cooking is the best method to relieve my stress.

Walking from Nagamachi-Minami Station in Sendai Namboku Line for 20 minutes, there is one lunch buffet restaurant, named Nanaya. On Apr.29, I went to Nanaya with my father's introducing. But it was inconvenient because we have to pay with only cash.     We could eat macaroni salad, sweet potatoes, curry spaghetti and so on. Macaroni salad and curry spaghetti were exquisite with adding spice, and sweet potato was very sweet and delicious. But macaroni was a bit stiff.     And my main dish was nanban chicken (the fried chicken with vinegar and tartar sauce). The vinegar was a little sour, but biting feeling of nanban chicken was moderately soft. I enjoyed both sourness of vinegar and biting feelings of nanban chicken.     Unfortunately, this place is inaccessible because we have to walk from Nagamachi-Minami Station for about 20 minutes. Are there any bus stops nearby?