SPIRIT's Diary

I've continued to take Alli, the inhibitor of fat absorption, for one week. Once, my weight had increased into 103kg, but by Alli, I could make my weight decrease into 101kg. But demerit of taking Alli is making my stool much muddier. The time to go to the restroom has become increased. With recording my lifestyle, I'll continue to take Alli for one year. At first, my goal is that I reduce my weight for 2kg in one month. The first goal is likely to become Jul. 20th. Can I reduce my weight under 101kg by Jul. 20th? I've forgotten that my dream is watching various places of Japan and the world. So I've changed my snack from Famichiki to the chicken breast protein. With also taking Alli, I can reduce my weight more effectively. According to the experimental report, for 52 weeks, it seems we can reduce own abdominal circumstances for 4.73cm. Can it make very well to me? However, I need 8800 yen for 90 tablets Alli. According to the calculation, I need 97600 yen for a year. ...

Today, I went to the counseling in the psychiatry clinic, and declared to the counselor, that my weight has become over 100kg. The counselor recommended me the methods to relieve my stress except eating and drinking alcohol. It would be the best if there were such methods. But, at least, for me, such methods have been nothing until now. However, recently, I've remembered, that I've lived for traveling. It would be no good if I couldn't travel. I told myself,  "I'll reduce my weight for traveling." In present era, it's insufficient to "do my best." It's said, "Do my best" have neither concreteness nor rationality. When returning from psychiatry clinic, I bought Alli, the inhibitor of absorption of fat. How it will be effect? And I decided to skip drinking alcohol for a while. How much can I reduce my weight, by the health checkup in August and German travel in October?

It's been 6th day since health check. I've maintained my weight less than 86kg. It's OK. But it's insufficient for me to stop CPAP remedy, the remedy of Sleep Apnea Syndrome. As always, my parents have ordered I lose my weight repeatedly.     My mother recommended me to teach how to lose my weight from 91kg to less than 86kg. But it's for Alli, the inhibitor of absorption of fat. And it's the fact I had walked for 30 minutes in every morning. I couldn't come up with the methods to lose weight except them.     More thinking, I've drunk non-alcohol beer instead of alcohol. Alcohol makes my weight increase. It's the other method to lose my weight.     To relieve my stress, instead of eating and drinking, I've made the methods to generate illustrations and anime by AI, watching sumo and so on. They may made my weight decrease.     Today too, I generated an animation by Domo AI. This is, that Itou Makoto...

I started to use Alli, the medication to reduce absorption of fat, but my weight had never decreased. Because I can't stop wasting money to eat. So I was very depressed yesterday night, and I took dinner a little, and I went to Chocozap with my mother.     In ChocoZAP, I always took anaerobic exercise to improve my muscle. For it, today, my weight has decresed to 89.5kg.     I was a bit happy, so I cooked the crab spaghetti salad. The taste of mayonnaise was very delicious!

My weight never reduces. So I decided to buy Alli, the medication reducing absorption of fat. After buying Alli, I took one capsule of Alli before I took my favorite ramen yesterday. As a result, my weight has decreased by 0.1kg, not increase. The result was to some extent. Nothing occurs if I don't nothing. The side effect may be nasty, but I had to do it. The side effect often occurs 24-72 hours after we take Alli. How will be it?

In Japan, there is one medication named Alli, which reduce metabolism and absorption of fat. The medication is categorized as BTC(Behind The Counter), because we can't buy without permission of pharmacists. In Japan, before we buy Alli, we need to record our own weight, waist circumference and percent body fat for 30 days. I want Alli to lose my weight, so I've recorded them for 5 days. But it's very troubling to record them. I have to continue the records for 30 days to get Alli. In Japan, Alli is almost dealt in Nihon Chouzai. Many stores of Nihon Chouzai are located in the center of Sendai city. They're very accessible, but anyway, I have to continue the record of my weight, and so on.

As scheduled, I went to the obesity hospital. But the doctor said, "My main remedy is alimentary therapy, and medication is supporting part." I inform him that I could lose my weight by using Parmodia, the anti- triglyceride medication. then, the doctor said, "Anyway, I can't prescript any medications unless I see your blood tests. Please reserve the blood test day." So, I reserved the blood test in next Thursday. But I was downhearted. Is it difficult for me to lose my weight unless my unstable personality as the developmental disorder change? And I went to Ootoya, the restaurant, and ate tha nanban chicken. I felt it was fatty but delicious. Soon, I'll take the three-ways interview. I have to apologize to my president that I couldn't lose my BMI less than 30.0. I want to take Alli, the anti-obesity drug, but for it, I have to record the lifestyle for 1 month from today. Is it that all is over?