My Weight Increased Again.

Yesterday, I went to my favorite ramen shop and ate my favorite ramen. So, my weight has increased by 91kg. It seems I become fat when I eat ramen. But that ramen is very delicious. I want to eat every time if possible. But my parents are likely to become noisy. I can’t suspend my appetite. I don't have self-control power very much. I become angry immediately and am likely to stab or shoot someone. It may be better for me not to care for my weight. Because I have no effective method to relieve my stress, except eating and drinking.