SPIRIT's Diary

Without taking alcohol yesterday, but I got up at 4:00 A.M. So I cooked again. This time was  "The salted pork, gyoza and broccoli." Surprisingly, pork and gyoza was matched very well. More thinking, because gyoza contains pork. And I added broccoli, so this cuisine was nutritious in this time. I want to add various vegetables which I make eat easier. Because it becomes more nutritious. I've enjoyed cooking, on other hand, I suspend wasting money for PixAI, as under 10,000 yen. It's effectively saving money. I want to invest equity more, so I have to return and collect more cash.

Today is fiercely rainy. I got up 4:00 A.M., so to resolve my depressive emotion, I cooked again  This time was, "The pork saute with soy sauce" I rarely eat pork. So I'm happy to eat pork since long time. Soy sauce made pork a bit spicy but delicious. This cuisine made my father pleased too. But my getting up time is too early, so my mother complained me in Saturday. It's fun for me to cook my own pace when around nobody But I want to continue to cook. Because I can resolve my stress by it effectively.

I got up at 3:30 A.M. So I cooked again. This time was, "The chicken nugget and mayonnaise spaghetti". Because I love mayonnaise. My father said that vegetables are insufficient, so he added many broccoli and carrots into spaghetti. It may be nutritious. Cooking is one method to relieve my stress. But, even now, I'm likely to pay money for PixAI excessively. My real dream is that I watch various things of Japan and the world. Which is my choice?

As a hobby and to relieve my stress, I continue to cook. Yesterday's breakfast was "The dipping noodles with tempura flakes and pork saute". Tddaay’s breakfast was "The sausage salad". It wasn't bad the sausage salad. But the dipping noodles with tempura flakes and pork saute was much more delicious than it. Texture of tempura flakes and pork had been mixed very well. And soup of dipping noodle was a bit deep but good. We should have added some water into the soup. I always cook spaghetti-related cuisines. But if so, I'm not very satisfied. Once in a while, I want to increase repertories of cuisine, by making such cuisines.

I got up at 4:30 A.M. again. So I cooked again. I wanted to make yakisoba, but noodle was nothing. So I decided to cook fried vegetables. The taste was light flavor. I wanted to add pork more. But such cuisine is not bad. And I have to lose my weight. As always, I'm feeling like worn out both physically and emotionally. I want to deal with it, but I've not come up the good method. Should I continue to cook I like? I often expect too much of myself, so I should be OK when I could just finish cooking.

2 days ago, in union of developmental disorders, my peers of developmental disorders introduced buffet restaurants each other. One of them introduced a buffet restaurant in AEON MALL Natori, the series of Skylark. I got interested and went to it yesterday. With about 5,000 yen, we can eat both hamburger and steak. And I ate both, and they were very delicious. Hamburger was moderately soft of meat. And so was the steak. And we can eat spaghetti as the main cuisine. It was also delicious. I'm investor and often buy equities of companies every month, with some thousand yen. And I'm thinking whether I buy equity of Skylark again or not. Because I can get discounts if I buy 100 equities of Skylark.

Today is also work from home. So to vitalize myself, I cooked again. This time is "Oyakodon" Most Japanese prefer oyakodon. And we can cook it within 30 minutes. It's very useful. I added sukiyaki sauce into oyakodon, so it was a bit too sweet. But it was within acceptable range. I should make don series more to make me full more.

I've been very depressed because I'd wasted over 30,000 yens for PixAI, AI illustration and anime generating system. Nevertheless, I've felt both regretting and new experience. To vent my anger, I cooked again today. This time is "Egg sandwiches" I added both crushed eggs and mayonnaise, so their taste was very melting and tasty. In Family Mart, I often buy egg sandwiches, but I should always cook them. In Japan too, working poverties have increased, but my family has maintained some high-level lifestyle. I don't want to waste it. My failure about PixAI has left it lay, but I have to invest my money more. I believe it's for society and other people.

For 2 days, I cooked again 2 times. Yesterday, I made the egg sandwiches. Today, I made the mayonnaise spaghetti again. I added much mayonnaise into both cuisines. The taste of mayonnaise was melting and tasty. And I could make my parents joyful. It was first time that I made the egg sandwiches. But I often buy the egg sandwiches in Family Mart, so it seems I love them. It would be good if I always cook the egg sandwiches.

Today, in early morning, I cooked again. This time is  "Salmon spaghetti". I poured burned salmons and much olive oil into spaghetti. The taste was very light and best. But coloring wasn't good, was it? I love spaghetti very much. I want to extend series of spaghetti cuisine.

 Friday was my work from home. So I decided to cook again to vigor myself. This time was Tarako Spaghetti. The taste is light moderately. But I used spaghetti noodle too much. After cooking, my father scolded me that I used spaghetti noodle too much. But I don't know how amount spaghetti noodle I should add. Being full makes me very happy. But I'm struggling to lose my weight. Which should I prioritize?

In Ueno, NHK Sunday Museum 50th anniversary exhibition will be held until June. The exhibition includes Okamoto Taro’s picture, so I’m very interested. To watch NHK Sunday Museum 30th Exhibition. I decided to go to it next June. I want to stay in Hotel Okura Tokyo Bay. But it’s too expensive and luxury. Has my senses of money become a bit crazy? If I choose hotels, I want to choose one which is near the station and is able to see the sea. Is it luxury? Anyway, I want to go to NHK Sunday Museum 50th Anniversary Exhibition in June. But I planned that I'll go to Germany in October, so I have to not decrease expense of Germany travel. What hotel in Tokyo should I stay?

Today is also work from home. To gain my vigorarity, I cooked again in the morning. This time is, “Natto Spaghetti” The sauce was a bit spicy. But stickiness of natto was mixed to texture of spaghetti very much. Natto spaghetti is one of Japanese-style spaghetti, isn't it? Spaghetti is one of my favorite cuisines. I want to expand array of my cooking.

For 3 days, I took alcohol too much. Because I may skipped taking Regtect and cyanamide. But, yesterday, I went to Sendai Port and ate butadon. The texture of pork was melting and delicious. And I went to hot spring in Dormy Inn Express Sendai Seaside. It made me refreshed And when I was returning home, the wind blew moderate, and I hadn't become perspiring. It made me very happy..

Yesterday, I went to Soyogi No Mori/Forest of Breeze in Ayashi, the big public bath again. Public bath was very warm and impressive. And, as lunch, I ate negitoro rice bowl and drank the large beer. Beer was crisp and refreshing, and negitoro bowl was light taste. However, I may shouldn't have drunk the liquor. But going to big public bath makes me refreshing. It's also good for me to relieve my stress by going to the public bath. Today, the cough is terrible because I may drink beer too much yesterday. I have to think about my body health more.

 Last Friday, I cooked again. This time was, "Spaghetti salad and gyoza" And grilled tuna was remained. They were improvised, but they were very delicious. Mayonnaise of spaghetti salad and soy sauce of gyoza mixed very much. This combination is not bad. It's good if I can stop drinking alcohol by relieving my stress by cooking.

I also watched Girls Und Panzer Motto Love Love Projekt 2nd. But, Darjeeling's turns are too little. However, Darjeeling in Motto Love Love Project is a bit eccentric, such as loving Orange Pekoe too much. Personally, I think it was too bad. In this story too, there are some heartfelt short stories. I love Duck's Team's story most. They never lose their passion to volleyball. BC Freedom High School's story was also interesting. Marie and Oshida had become fat, so they had to lose own weight. That Andou was contributive to them, made me laugh. I also have obesity, so I have to be careful more.

I got up at 3:30 A.M. So I cooked again. In this time, I made yakisoba. The sauce of yakisoba was delicious. But the texture of yakisoba was a bit soft. It was not suitable to me. However, the sliced pork became the good accent. I love pork meat, so I enjoyed the taste of pork. For future, I want to continue to cook. It's the best way to relieve my stress.

After going to my church, I went to Sunpia No Yu, the big public bath again. I have to walk for 15 minutes from Rokuchonome Station of Tozai Subway Line, but it was good exercise. Just after I arrived Sunpia No Yu, I went to the restaurant in the facility, and ate tonkatsu. I chose a large portion of rice, so I ate too much, But it was very delicious. I took bath only 30 minutes, but salty-sauna was very good. Applying salt into my skin was very pain, but I became perspiring better. After taking baths, I became relax with watching TV for 3 hours. It's the best way to relieve my stress. Yesterday, I drink liquor too much, so I took cyanamide, the inhibitor of alcohol metabolism today. So today, I couldn't drink liquor in this facility. But it was good for it. It's also OK that I go to the big public bath to relieve my stress instead of drinking liquor.

I woke up at 4:30 A.M. So to resolve boring, I made scrambled eggs. Color of ketchup and eggs were good. It was very colorful. And the taste of ketchup and scrambled eggs was matched very well. Like cooking, it's very good if I find hobbies not using money. But sleeping feeling always makes me irritated and have stress. I have to cook more, don't I?