SPIRIT's Diary

Yesterday, I went to "Soyogi No Mori/Forest's Breeze" in Ayashi, again. In my church, the pastor introduced Jesus Christ's saying, "You are the salt in the earth. But What will it become if the salt loses the salty." I thought about "my salty" when I was taking the bath in Soyogi No Mori. Because my strength is only English. In my church, English teaching workshop will be likely to held. My pastor recommended me to join it as the assistant. But can I make time for it? My governance for learning English is only below, "To learn English, we have to write and speak English more and more, such as in SNS and so on." But will students follow me? With thinking about it, after I took the bath, I ate the crepe. It was sweet and delicious. Yesterday was very cold, but I made fun memories.

Yesterday, after working, I took a workshop of Medifone Corporation, produced by Ministry of Health, Labour and Wealth. It's  "Teamwork Beyond of Medical Facility". I found, that foreign travelers occurring sudden illness are needed much effort and money. I think, it's very troubling and more medical staffs are needed. And I found, "Some foreign travelers can't speak English very well, and we need easy Japanese rather than English." So, I'm very straying. has it been no use for me to learn English hard? 1.5 billion people study English, I heard.(3 million people study Japanese.) I want to also learn easy Japanese, because I want to communicate foreigners more and inform Japanese culture of them. But I couldn't find where I can learn easy Japanese in Miyagi. There is also a public flyer about easy Japanese. I heard, that the teacher of Japanese has become national qualification. Should I study qualification of the teacher of Japanese?

I hadn't studied qualification of G Certificate for 5 days. Recently, it's all Greek to me about knowledge of G Certificate, and the opportunity I can use knowledge of G Certificate can't be found, same to knowledge of IT Passport. So, I've often lost my motivation much time. About English, I can write English in SNS, this blog and so on, and I have a dream, that I want to go to various place in Japan and the world. So the opportunity using English has much. Knowledge of IT Passport and G Certificate need to become more practical. However, I should have had to think how the qualification activates in my field such as my task. Should I stop studying G Certificate? Rather, should I spend my time to study English more?

In the comic, "Dragon Sakura", there is a key phrase,  "Study like brushing your teeth." It means, "Feel uncomfortable if you don't study." In my case, "'Like brushing my teeth', I write English in my blog, SNS and so on." It's my ideal. However, it's very difficult. Even now, I write English with confirming meaning in Google Translation. If I do it every day, it has much efforts. But we can't learn phrases effectively if we don't use them. In Japan, opportunity using English is a far little, so most Japanese can't use English very well. In my case too, such as experimental English outgoing, by using English, I've learned English and gotten TOEIC 840 score. It would be the best for me, if most of Japanese feel uncomfortable not to use English. I think using language is the best way to learn language

I often listen this music, " Boku No Nikki-Chou/My Diary" from Minna No Uta/Everyone's Song. Like this song, will I continued to write this blog, as the diary? By the way, yesterday, I continued to be awake by 0:00 A.M. to get reservation of first-come-first-served basis pavilions of EXPO 2025. But, access is congested, so we couldn't no reservations. Anyway, the travel for EXPO 2025 is soon. I'm thinking where we should go to pavilions. In the worst cases, we'll be able to go to only commons pavilions. But, in this case, I want to speak English, and communicate curators in pavilions more. I should have more confidence, because I've outgo English in this blog and SNS, such as experimental English outgoing and spoken English with foreigners in my church. By the way, this travel is accompanied with my father. Like Thailand travel, will I quarrel with my father and strike each other? It's a bit worrying. However, Thailand's travel has become my turnin...

I said, that I prayed with English in my church. I was happy because my English made foreigners understood. I want to learn English more because I want to watch various things of Japan and the world. By the way, Mr. Narita Yusuke, the vice professor of Yale University, said, "In Japan, the English's needs will polarize. Ones will need English deeply to communicate foreigners deeply, but the others will need minimum English knowledge by using translation app and so on." But I think that inbounds and foreign labors will increase in Japan for future. To incorporate their needs, we need English to communicate. (There is also "plain Japanese"). Therefore, not "for knowledge" but "FOR OWN", we will have to learn English, I think. English will become important equal to Japanese. According to BBC, the brain of bilingual is activating more vigorously than monolingual. Anyway, by using English more, we have to learn English.

In my church, there was "circle for praying" today. There is also "status report and praying with English", so I joined this circle with foreigners. I was very tensioned because it's first time for me to praying with English. I couldn't listen English talking of other foreigners. But I could inform, that I want to increase revenue of my pharmacy and contribute my president. Nobody except me had joined the English praying circle. But if I don't join this circle, nobody won't join this circle. And I wouldn't win the peer of my church which works in JICA forever. She has worked in JICA, so her experience communicating with foreigners is far more than me. I want to watch various things of Japan and the world, and I want to inform Japanese culture such as Hakkenden. I can't dismiss this experience. After it, I ate salmon-rice as lunch in my church. It was very delicious!

I've written, that my physical strength, guts and mental stability have weakened much more than when I was 20s. I've felt nostalgic, when I was desperate to work a pharmacist of the pharmacy and go to travel. And I also consulted Chat GPT how to rebuilding them. Recently, I become very tired, only even when walking for 8,000 steps and exercising in ChocoZAP. After them, I always take a nap for 30 minutes. About my mental stability, I have to do meditation occasionally, don't I? Recently, my father has learned that we can do English conversation in Chat GPT, and he recommend me to do it. I've registered Chat GPT app in my iPhone, I've done it immediately. Of course, It's the best for me to talk with real foreigners with English. But it's also better as exercise to use English. There are various ways to use Chat GPT effectively. But my method is, that I incorporate about pharmaceutical information and that I talk English with Chat GPT. For this way, I'll b...

Yesterday, I skipped taking alcohol and bear with non-alcoholic beer. So I could sleep very well, so I've become relaxed since this morning. But, in other hand, my father didn't look vigorous. So we skipped walking in the morning. Because it's also too hot. I'm contributing to make text of pharmaceutical English conversation in my job now. My president accepted my idea and published English texts I made in my company. It's very good if it will continue and our pharmacy will be able to take in more inbounds. Foreigners in Japan is increasing and will become a lion share.

It's said JICA is flamed now. One of my peers in my church works in JICA, so I wanted talked about it with her, but I couldn't do it. She can speak with foreign peer of my church very well and shiny. I want to become like her. From my experience, the best way to improve English ability is using English thoroughly. As Dragon Sakura 2 pointed out, most of Japanese don't use English, so they can't improve English. I've also learned English by writing English in this blog and SNS, such as Experimental English Outgoing. In EXPO 2025, English is written in exhibition. I think, that we shouldn't care of be called "Americanized". Because we can learn language by using it. I want to learn English more, and inform Japanese culture of foreigners, such as Hakkenden.

Recently, I've not able to find the songs that I'll translate into Japanese. But I remembered "Beautiful Sunday", which translated into Japanese and has been signed by Tanaka Seiji. I tried to translate this song into Japanese.       Sunday morning, up with the lark （日曜の朝、ひばりとともに起きる） I think I'll take a walk in the park （公園で歩けると思った） Hey, hey, hey, it's a beautiful day （ああ、なんて美しい日なんだろう）     I've got someone waiting for me （誰かが僕を待っている） And when I see her, I know that she'll say （その人にあったとき、その人の言おうとしていることがわかる） Hey, hey, hey, it's a beautiful day （ああ、なんて美しい日なんだろう）     [Chorus] Hi, hi, hi, beautiful Sunday （ああ、美しい日曜日） This is my, my, my beautiful day （これは僕のための美しい日） When you say, say, say, say that you love me （君が僕のことを好きと言ってくれたら） Oh my, my, my, it's a beautiful day （もっと美しい日になるんだ）     [Verse 2] Birds are singing, you by my side （君の横で鳥たちが歌っている） Let's take a car and go for a ride...

Recently, I often go to the restroom in the night, up to 3 times. So for my father's recommendation, I went to the urology. The urology has many foreign patients, so they've made English homepage, and often hold English learning. One clerk of the urology had gone to Australia to learn English. I felt it's amazing. I've thought it's good if our company will become suitable to foreigners, so I'm making the reports for learning medical English. But I'm always anxious because I'm always thinking I'm rushing away without caring for others. So, I always take alcohol for escaping from this fact. I understand it's no good. More thinking about it, I have Asperger and ADHD, so I'm very troubled to communication to others. But I'm generous to foreigners. Because I may like English and have a dream that I want to watch various things of Japan and world. And I may want to improve my English ability by communicating various foreigners. I've underst...

My quotas are, 1. In English studying, I should write English in this blog or X(former twitter), or make video of my English speaking for 30 seconds. 2. In work, I should make one goal each one day, and finish it within this day. 3. About alcohol, I should drink nothing or 40g most (5% beer 1000ml). 4. About wasting to eat and drink, I should spend less than 500 yen each one day. But these quotas have become a mere shell of completely, except studying English. I had drunk 9% Chu-hai again and wasted more 1,000 yens to eat and drink. But, I can no more control my emotion and my appetite, so I'll go to an obesity hospital. I said before, that I'll fail if relying on only my passion and guts. But I can't believe I've failed to accomplish my quotas only one-half month. Should I revise my quotas? If I can control my emotion and appetite, I won't need to waste money to eat and drink liquor. But, somehow, it's no use. Is it only way that I give up with good grace?

Recently, I've not thought I want to go abroad. For myself, I'm alarming. Vaguely, I want to go to Shanghai. Why? Perhaps, because my opportunity using English has increased exceptionally in Japan, such as my blog and my church. It's also OK for that, but how about my dream that I watch various things in Japan and foreign. Will I be satisfied to so when I will be about to die? Perhaps, the reason I want to go abroad may be that I want to use English anyway. In Japan, the opportunity using English is a far few, so most Japanese can't learn English very well. Both inbound tourists and foreign laborers will increase, so we should learn English more by using it. Should I confirm my dream again? Of course, I shouldn't make my pharmaceutical knowledge and English ability decrease.

Recently, I've not accomplished my quotas, such as skipping alcohol, wasting money with less than 500 yen and so on. I often drunk 9% Chu-hai, and today I vomited on account of drinking alcohol too much. Should I adjust my quotas a little, or should I continue these quotas? I'm always strain and easily become tired, so I drink alcohol to become relaxed. But from the view of long period, alcohol makes me bad of my mind. I should more relaxed, but what should I do? I may should think, that both my meaningful action and meaningless action makes me. Of course, it's important for me to write English in this blog. Just writing and speaking English may be wonderful to me. Tentatively, I decided to continue these quotas, such as skipping alcohol and wasting money is less than 500 yen.

I also had forgotten that Dragon Ball Series on-aired in Fuji TV. So I can watch them in FOD, the subscription. In my free time, I often watch Dragon Ball Super and Dragon Ball GT. In Dragon Ball Super, The Baseball Story and Goku's Saying, "Work, not do such foolish doing!" makes me laugh. I think, that the end of Dragon Ball GT is far better than original work and Z. It's the end, that Goku and so on liquidated their desire coming true by Dragon Ball in final and Goku became the god with Shenron. To the return my main topic,  I'm straying how much I should write English in this blog. In X(former Twitter) tweeting, recently, I'm uncomfortable if I don't write English but Japanese. Is it the final phase of habituation of English tweeting? There's one quote in Dragon Sakura 2, "Study like brushing your teeth. Feel uncomfortable if you don't study." In writing my blog, it's also the best, if I feel uncomfortable if I don't write Eng...

Since young age, my agitated and inflammable personality has never changed. I don't understand whether it's for alcohol or for my original personality. But I can't be satisfied, even if I've tried to write English tweeting, English article, make videos of my speaking English and so on. But Dragon Sakura 2 said, "It's the sin that we don't make them challenge." More thinking about it, from this personality, I've challenged to various things such as English tweeting, English writing, video compilation and so on. For it, I could improve my English ability and got 840 TOEIC score. I've understood that it's the sin that we don't challenge. I'm challenging to skip alcohol every day again. It's taken 3 days since I skipped alcohol. Until now, I couldn't understand about my doing, so I had escaped to liquor. But now, I can understand my action and my ideal lifestyle increasingly. Can't I fail again?

It took 5 days after I decided my quotas in various field. Until now, About English studying: I accomplished every day within the morning. About drinking alcohol and finishing the goal at work: I accomplished and not. About wasting money to eat and drink: I couldn't accomplish at all. Is my 500 yens budget to drink and eat strict? It needs 432 yens for only Tokucha and one Famichiki. About studying English, I could make video of my speaking English within the morning. About studying, it's easy for me to accomplish my quota. But, it's difficult to reduce wasting money to eat and drink. Still, my habit I resolve my stress to eat and drink hasn't revised. By other methods, can't I resolve my stress? I'm Conservation Type (Stacking Type). So it's important for me to decide my quotas each one day. But it's meaningless if I don't accomplish my quotas. Should I make my quota, particularly about wasting money to eat and drink lower?

In my church, yesterday was Easter Festival. With eating Hayashi Rice, I talked with foreigners more than usual. On second thoughts, I understand I can learn language by using more times. Of course, it's the best if I can speak English smoothly with native pronuncication. But, in my present condition, I can talk with foreigners moderately with English. It's better, not the best. Of course, I've not spoken my ambition to foreigners yet. My ambition is that I inform Japanese culture such as Hakkenden of more foreigners. But I'm embarrassed to speak it to others. General speaking, it's difficult for me to make foreigners in my church become interested in Hakkenden. Should I speak that Hakkenden may be similar to Super Sentai/Power Rangers? Anyway, I have to improve my English ability more. In quota about studying English, I could accomplish it every day, within the morning. I have to continue it.

Today is the first day after I decided quotas in various field. About English studying, within the morning, I made the video of my speaking English, and accomplished the quota. About work...the goal may be wildest, so I couldn't my goal today. And it's doubtful that information I used is accurate. It needs more time to finish my goal. About alcohol, I succeeded in skipping alcohol today. But I should have drunken Regtect, the alcohol restraint, after every meals. About wasting money to drink and eat, this quota is very difficult, I spent over 500 yen, my budget each day. It needed 432 yen of only Tokucha and Famichiki. I compiled the result, Success: studying English and skipping alcohol Failure: Accompilshing the goal at work and spending money less than 500 yen. Particularly, it's difficult to surpress wasting money. I want caffeine when I become sleepy, so I have to increase sleeping time. There is one Dragon Sakura's quote, "Only one or two people in groups in...