SPIRIT's Diary

On Saturday, I went to see my psychiatric counselor and talked with them about my excessive spending on PixAI. Then on Sunday, perhaps because it was the end of the month, my regular allotment of PixAI credits came in. By Monday, I had used them all up, but I did not buy any additional credits. The question is whether I can keep this up. One important key to my excessive spending on PixAI is this fact about myself: "I am a devoted hime-danshi - a male fan of yuri - and yuri excites me more than it does most people." When I opened up to my counselor about this, they advised me: "Couldn't you go to a store and buy books like that instead?" I sometimes find digital copies of that kind of doujinshi (the so-called "thin books") online, but they still do not quite satisfy me. Anyway, once my regular credits came in, I resumed generating "a yuri anime featuring Yukime and Ritsuko Takahashi from Hell Teacher Nube," and I also resumed generating ...

“I realized that I'm a hime-danshi—that is, someone whose heart races for yuri more than most people.” Once I realized that, I somehow thought I had found a breakthrough that might keep me from overspending on PixAI. And yet yesterday, I went and overspent on PixAI again. I haven't learned my lesson at all. On top of that, I heard from the travel agency yesterday, and perhaps because of the recent turmoil in the Middle East, I found out that the fuel-related charges and travel costs will be higher than I expected. At this rate, in the worst-case scenario, I might have to sell even more of my stocks. (As for social lending [crowdfunding], I can't liquidate it until a certain period of time has passed.) The AI animation I had PixAI generate after, once again, overspending on it was: “Yuri between Kaoru Kamiya and Megumi Takani from Rurouni Kenshin.” This one, too, was something I came up with “just going with the flow,” and had generated “just going with the flow,” I guess. (...

Lately, I've really been slacking off at work. The progress on my reports about diseases and new drugs has also been much slower than it used to be. I also want to attract more foreign tourists to our pharmacy, but lately I haven't been writing reports about how to serve them or about English conversation for customer service either. I can't keep going like this. I actually want to attract LGBTQ customers to our pharmacy as well. The problem is that there aren't any LGBTQ people around me, and although I myself have a developmental disability, my sexual orientation is straight. (The term "normal" can be discriminatory.) And as I wrote up to this point, I suddenly remembered something I had completely forgotten: I'm a huge hime-danshi. People who know the term will already be familiar with it,  but a hime-danshi is a man who likes yuri. Here, "yuri" does not mean the lily flower; it refers to imagined romantic or same-sex relationships between wom...

By Domo AI and PixAI, I generated animations again. This time is "Heroines in Sakura Trick are kissing, with adding voice." I generated animations with voices by PixAI, and upgraded 4K and 60fps by Domo AI. It was the best for me to try these below: 1.  That I bought some equity with 1000 yens in Paypay Securities. 2. That I wrote English in SNS and this blog to improve English ability. 3. That I tried video compilation like this. Particularly, about 2, I recommended some friends to improve own English ability, but they've not begun yet. Are they making "reasons they can't do"? Challenge is very important if we have readiness to take responsibility by own when we failed. Like Dragon Sakura 2 saying, "We can't become anyone if we don't try." I think, that it's true of this phrase, "Just do it." by NIKE.

By Domo AI and PixAI, I generated animations again. This time is, "Wedding Peach Yuri Kiss with Adding Voice". I was very surprised to this video popular, despite the video for only 20 seconds. People loving yuri aren't a few. If it's the truth, I'll become very happy. I also prefer yuri.

By Domo AI, I generated videos and compilated with adding music. This time is, “Hot Scenes of Higurashi Kagome and Sango in Inuyasha.” Both Kagome and Sango are very sexy. Although it's too late, I've understood that Takahashi Rumiko's comics are icons of moe. As always, I'm fascinated to yuri kiss.

I've continued to generate animations by Domo AI. In this time, I generated, "The hot scene of Momoi Satsuki and Aida Riko in Kuroko No Basket"     In X(former Twitter), the kiss scene of Momoi Satsuki and Aida Riko has become some famous. In this Youtube, how it will become?     I have only published hot scenes in anime, haven't I? I should diversify variations of Youtube anime.

Step by step, I've become used to use Domo AI. In accordance with it, my passionate to Domo AI has gone. For future, I'm not likely to disturb my eating and job on account of Domo AI. By Domo AI, we can upgrade videos to maximum 4K level and 60fps, with comparatively low capacity. But we need many credits. About Topaz AI too, we can need much time, such as than 5 hours, to upgrade video quality to 8K level. And generated videos have a far big capacity, so we're troubled to upload to Youtube. For future, will the problems be resolved? Anyway, I made 8K video again. This time is "Heroines in Sakura Trick are kissing each other." They are very sexy!

I've been addicted to Domo AI, the AI anime generating system, with even being likely to forget to eating and job.     But, recently, I've seen the limitation of Domo AI. At first, by Domo AI, we can't make over 3 people move. And, we can't generate fierce action like chanbara. But, about simple movement, such as kissing and hugging, we can generate many smooth animations.     In my case, I need to use Domo AI more, to be used to it. If systems of Domo AI upgrade for future, can we make over 3 people move?     Today too, I also made an animation by Domo AI and Topaz AI, It's "Wedding Peach DX Yuri Kiss Scene Part 3".

After I've known and gotten Domo AI, the AI animation system, my lifestyle has very changed dramatically. Always, I want to use Domo AI more than thinking my job and travel. Today, I always thought I want to use Domo AI earlier, and I couldn't concentrate my task. If we can't be more careful, we would be likely to pay for Domo AI excessively, we couldn't concentrate our job and so on.     Actually, by only using DomoAI, I can't still be believable that we can make many smooth animations from only one picture or illustration. But, in other words, AI system has progressed to such things. However, now, I've disturbed my job and my lifestyle because I'm always thinking of DomoAI.     At any rate, I'm also always thinking, "How many fields can we, the human being, be permitted to step in?"     Anyway, I made 8Kvideo again. This time is, "Heroines in Wedding Peach DX are doing yuri kiss." All heroines are...

Today is holiday, but it's fierce rainy. So I stayed at home, and was enthusiastic to use Domo AI.     I can't still believe that we can generate smooth animations from just one anime picture by Domo AI. But, in other words, the technology and society has been changing fiercely. I have system Topaz AI, the system expands video image quality to maximum 8K. With mixing Domo AI and Topaz AI, I generated the anime, that Hanasaki Momoko and Scarlett Ohara in Wedding Peach DX is kissing, with 8K level((600%))     They are very sexy!