SPIRIT's Diary

My weight became under 90kg, but haven't lose successfully. By my father's recommendation, I went to ChocoZAP after long time. In this place, most of the time, I take anaerobic exercise, such as muscle training. But there is a reclining chair. After exercising, I sat the reclining chair and became relaxed. For going to ChocoZAP, I need to walk for 4 km as a round trip. It's also the ordinary exercise. By the way, I've taken Parmodia which is reduction of Triglyceride twice a day. But my weight hasn't lost. When taking each two Parmodia twice a day, my weight lost amazingly. Should I increase the amount of Parmodia?

As scheduled, I went to the obesity hospital. But the doctor said, "My main remedy is alimentary therapy, and medication is supporting part." I inform him that I could lose my weight by using Parmodia, the anti- triglyceride medication. then, the doctor said, "Anyway, I can't prescript any medications unless I see your blood tests. Please reserve the blood test day." So, I reserved the blood test in next Thursday. But I was downhearted. Is it difficult for me to lose my weight unless my unstable personality as the developmental disorder change? And I went to Ootoya, the restaurant, and ate tha nanban chicken. I felt it was fatty but delicious. Soon, I'll take the three-ways interview. I have to apologize to my president that I couldn't lose my BMI less than 30.0. I want to take Alli, the anti-obesity drug, but for it, I have to record the lifestyle for 1 month from today. Is it that all is over?

My weight has become over 92 kg. By own, I can't control all of my weight, appetite and emotion, so I decided to consult obesity clinic.     On second thoughts, I'm a developmental disorder and my emotion is unstable by all means. In this case, I've continued to my career as a pharmacist and an investor.       Dragon sakura 2 said, "To make good peers, we should go to Tokyo University." But about my peer of developmental disorders, "Without working, he's stayed at home." "Except working in Pre-employment transition centers B type, he always goes to game centers and restaurant." "He had been a hikikomori since long periods, but he's gone to an Employment Support Center recently." And most of them are very fat. Thinking about it, I've been desperate and lived like a chariot horse. Instead, I can't control both my emotion and my appetite, and I'm easily agitated and inflammable.    ...