SPIRIT's Diary

Today, I got my payroll. So I gave offering for my favorite church, and I bought equity of NIKE with 1,000 yen. However, I'm feeling it's insufficient. I have little cash, but I don't have intention to give up the hotel room able to see Rainbow Bridge in Odaiba. What should I do collect the cash? I'm trying to continue hedge selling. I won't return into "Hinkou（貧幸）/poverty and happy" which is said Mr. Kuramoto Sou. I'm continue to think Hinkou is contradiction of words. My father said own health is more important than money. However, to get medications, supplement and so on and go to hospitals, we also need money. Anyway, by getting more money, I intend to both make my dream come true and contribute the society. Should I invest my rest cash for equity?

I rejected Mr. So Kuramoto’s idea of “poverty-happiness” (hinkō), and I also brushed aside Ms. Chizuko Ueno’s notion of “being equally poor.” Sometimes I feel a twinge of guilt about that. Even so, it’s also true that I couldn’t go along with the idea that: “Poverty itself is ‘good’ and ‘beautiful.’” To begin with, as for me: ・I was born right in the middle of the bubble era. ・My father is an investor who’s good at paired trading/hedging with stocks, and I’m a petty-bourgeois type whose living standards are a bit higher than others. ・I grew up in cities—Chiba and Sendai—my whole life. ・And because I have a developmental disorder, I probably can’t control myself as much as I’m “supposed” to. Well, maybe it’s simply the difference between someone who’s lived in the countryside and nature, and someone who’s lived in the city and civilization. Come to think of it, something suddenly came back to me. According to a “behind-the-scenes” setting for Castle in the Sky (Laputa): “Back in the era...

I'm continuing to oppose the word, "Hinkou/poor and happy" said by Mr. Kuramoto Sou. Rather, I'm continuing to approve Dragon Sakura 2 's saying, "Happiness is both money and health." "We're happy if we have money. More money we have, better it is."     But I've thought that it's better for us to alsoquestion foreigners, so I translate 『貧幸 (hinkou) 』 into English phrases "hinkou" as it is. I'm a bit surprised that Mr. Yuasa Makoto is keeping the phrase "hinkou" in his mind.     Of course, I have father, an investor and specializing in hedge selling. So my family is a bit rich, same to Suneo. Therefore, I may think such a thing.     At least, in the world changing fiercely, I don't think we're OK of "hinkou". I want to win and I must win in the world, and want to watch various places in Japan and foreign. So, I need money much more than others.     I ha...