SPIRIT's Diary

Today, I bought Shinkansen tickets for travel of Osaka EXPO with my father. For the discount coupon of shareholder of JR East, I could buy about 50% value. But, recently, I'd understood that my physical strength and guts have decreased far more than when I was 20s. Because I've not been able to rise the hill from my favorite church to my home. I'm anxious whether I can bear walking around in the venue of Osaka EXPO from morning to night. The time I want to sleep has increased recently too. Always, I can sleep about 5.5 hours every night. Perhaps, for future, I'm likely not to go abroad. What will my dream that I want to watch various things of Japan and the world become? What will I become because all of physical strength, guts and stability of my mental has decreased much?

Today, I went to Misaki, the sushi restaurant in the central of Sendai city when I was in the way to go to obesity clinic. I've been impressed to tablet ordering system normalized now, when it had been cutting edge system in Aichi EXPO of 2005, rather than sushi. Tablet ordering system, IC tagged card, AED and so on were cutting edge system in 2005, Aichi EXPO year. But now, all of them have been normalized. Tomorrow, I'll buy the ticket of Shinkansen for travel of EXPO 2025 with my father. Will the cutting-edge exhibitions on EXPO 2025 become normalized in Japan after 20 years? Recently, such as AI, development of technology has been fierce. I want to catch up this progress and become used to cutting-edge technology.

Under my father's request, we're progressing about the travel for EXPO 2025. But, recently, I found, that I want to go to foreign pavilions more than Japanese pavilions but my father prefers Japanese pavilions. My father wants to watch the stone of Mars in Japanese pavilion. Until now, I've not been very interested in Japanese pavilion, but I also want to watch it.     Today, I and my father reserved pavilions we need to see it. But the result is unknown.     Also, I've not been interested in Kura-sushi in EXPO 2025. But my father wants to go to it. But how does foreign sushi taste in Kura-sushi?

I have a dream, that I want to watch various things in Japan and the world. But now, I'm likely to give up it. it hasn't gone well about saving money and "10 second rule", which is that I bear for 10 seconds when I have my impulse to eat and drink. I can bear for 10 seconds, but after it, I wasted money to eat and drink, such as Famichiki. And I have no methods except earning money effectively, such as making most of my assets the securities and social lending. is what I'm petulant at all the characteristic as my developmental disorder? In the short term, I have to go to Osaka and watch Osaka EXPO 2025. My father decided to accompany me, and today, we're planning to make schedule about EXPO 2025. I want to watch Italian Pavilion at first, but it's likely to crowded, so I want to Singapore Pavilion and German Pavilion instead. I'm planning enter the west gate in 1st and 3rd day, and the east gate in 2nd and 4th day. I want to watch pavilion near to ente...

Recently, I've drunk non-alcohol beer too much. If I don't do so, I can't calm down. But, on second thoughts, I've understood I'm alcoholic addiction.     The reason drinking non-alcohol beer too much is recent insufficient sleeping and taking caffeine too much too. But, originally, my mental stability is a far weaker than person without disability because I have Asperger and ADHD. So, I become mentally unstable easily.     I've wasted money for buying non-alcohol beer too much, so I thought I give up to go to EXPO 2025 once. Then, I decreased the budget of Osaka travel from 300,000 yens to 200,000 yens. I have discount coupon of JR East, the shareholder incentives, so I can also decrease the expense of Shinkansen.     But, for living by own, I want to decrease expenses to eat and drink more. It's ideal if I can relieve my stress to only generate illustrations and watch sumo.

I had forgotten that I reserved APA Hotel in Osaka in Oct for EXPO 2025. Immediately, I cancelled it, and changed Toyoko INN my father has recommended. At one time, I thought I give up to go to EXPO 2025. Because, this month too, I spent much money such as DomoAI, AI Video generating system over 30000 yen. But after it, I got over by some reasons. I decided to go to Osaka EXPO 2025 in October. Seeing is believing.     More thinking, I had forgotten I want to watch Italian Pavilion the best.     Anyway, I want to make Japan an oriented-tourism country. As the method for it, EXPO is not bad. It's not bad for me to go to EXPO 2025 and review it.