SPIRIT's Diary

Tomorrow will be the three-way interview. But, I couldn't accomplish my goal that I reduce my BMI less than 30.0. Without becoming inflammable and mad, I'm continuing to deal with my task calmly. But I'm a bit frustrated because my suggestion that we should put down English in our pharmacies more doesn't adopt. In fact, it's OK for me to only continue to work calmly. My president said the operating profit of our company has increased more than she expected for 2 years. Therefore, my bonus payroll in this year was more than last years. But until when will it continue? Amazon Pharmacy has advanced in Japan and is there the possibility that prescriptions in our pharmacies will be devoured to Amazon? Someone said we should be careful for the service after customers come in more than the service before they come in. But I'm not good to care meticulous service after customers enter. More customers before entering our pharmacies should increase by ourselves. By the way...

My quotas are, 1. In English studying, I should write English in this blog or X(former twitter), or make video of my English speaking for 30 seconds. 2. In work, I should make one goal each one day, and finish it within this day. 3. About alcohol, I should drink nothing or 40g most (5% beer 1000ml). 4. About wasting to eat and drink, I should spend less than 500 yen each one day. But these quotas have become a mere shell of completely, except studying English. I had drunk 9% Chu-hai again and wasted more 1,000 yens to eat and drink. But, I can no more control my emotion and my appetite, so I'll go to an obesity hospital. I said before, that I'll fail if relying on only my passion and guts. But I can't believe I've failed to accomplish my quotas only one-half month. Should I revise my quotas? If I can control my emotion and appetite, I won't need to waste money to eat and drink liquor. But, somehow, it's no use. Is it only way that I give up with good grace?

Recently, I've not thought I want to go abroad. For myself, I'm alarming. Vaguely, I want to go to Shanghai. Why? Perhaps, because my opportunity using English has increased exceptionally in Japan, such as my blog and my church. It's also OK for that, but how about my dream that I watch various things in Japan and foreign. Will I be satisfied to so when I will be about to die? Perhaps, the reason I want to go abroad may be that I want to use English anyway. In Japan, the opportunity using English is a far few, so most Japanese can't learn English very well. Both inbound tourists and foreign laborers will increase, so we should learn English more by using it. Should I confirm my dream again? Of course, I shouldn't make my pharmaceutical knowledge and English ability decrease.

My mother has recommended me to take Financial Planner 3th Grade. Then, what should I do? Of course, my sense of money is loose. It's OK for me if I get normal sense of money by getting qualification of FP 3th Grade. But can I get normal sense of money? In other case, she's recommended me to learn Chinese. Because, in Close Up Gendai in NHK, Chinese residents in Japan have increased. I have gotten qualification of HSK2, but I'm troubled to study HSK3, so I had given up tentatively. Now, I can somehow manage to use English, but it will be the best for me to be able to speak and write Chinese. My vision has been still abstract. But it's OK for me to be able to improve foreign language by talking to foreigners, and invite foreigners to my pharmacies. It's important of both sense of money and linguistic skills. What should I do?

Today, I got bonus payroll. But what should I use it? Should I invest stocks such as Ajinomoto more, or should I take a collection for my favorite church? Thinking about it, eventually, I decided to use 60% for investment and take a collection for my favolite church 40%. I'm living by own, but I've paid money for various thing. I've understood finally since I've lived 38 years, "What I can do is only logistical support." It's also the logistical support that I buy stocks such as Ajinomoto and that I inform my president of medical information and disease. But can I use my ability, such as pharmaceutical knowledge, English and so on, more effectively? I'm a bit troubled for communicating foreigners in my church with English. Anyway, I should use pharmaceutical knowledge and English more, and should become used them.

Recently, I've not accomplished my quotas, such as skipping alcohol, wasting money with less than 500 yen and so on. I often drunk 9% Chu-hai, and today I vomited on account of drinking alcohol too much. Should I adjust my quotas a little, or should I continue these quotas? I'm always strain and easily become tired, so I drink alcohol to become relaxed. But from the view of long period, alcohol makes me bad of my mind. I should more relaxed, but what should I do? I may should think, that both my meaningful action and meaningless action makes me. Of course, it's important for me to write English in this blog. Just writing and speaking English may be wonderful to me. Tentatively, I decided to continue these quotas, such as skipping alcohol and wasting money is less than 500 yen.

I also had forgotten that Dragon Ball Series on-aired in Fuji TV. So I can watch them in FOD, the subscription. In my free time, I often watch Dragon Ball Super and Dragon Ball GT. In Dragon Ball Super, The Baseball Story and Goku's Saying, "Work, not do such foolish doing!" makes me laugh. I think, that the end of Dragon Ball GT is far better than original work and Z. It's the end, that Goku and so on liquidated their desire coming true by Dragon Ball in final and Goku became the god with Shenron. To the return my main topic,  I'm straying how much I should write English in this blog. In X(former Twitter) tweeting, recently, I'm uncomfortable if I don't write English but Japanese. Is it the final phase of habituation of English tweeting? There's one quote in Dragon Sakura 2, "Study like brushing your teeth. Feel uncomfortable if you don't study." In writing my blog, it's also the best, if I feel uncomfortable if I don't write Eng...

Since young age, my agitated and inflammable personality has never changed. I don't understand whether it's for alcohol or for my original personality. But I can't be satisfied, even if I've tried to write English tweeting, English article, make videos of my speaking English and so on. But Dragon Sakura 2 said, "It's the sin that we don't make them challenge." More thinking about it, from this personality, I've challenged to various things such as English tweeting, English writing, video compilation and so on. For it, I could improve my English ability and got 840 TOEIC score. I've understood that it's the sin that we don't challenge. I'm challenging to skip alcohol every day again. It's taken 3 days since I skipped alcohol. Until now, I couldn't understand about my doing, so I had escaped to liquor. But now, I can understand my action and my ideal lifestyle increasingly. Can't I fail again?

It took 5 days after I decided my quotas in various field. Until now, About English studying: I accomplished every day within the morning. About drinking alcohol and finishing the goal at work: I accomplished and not. About wasting money to eat and drink: I couldn't accomplish at all. Is my 500 yens budget to drink and eat strict? It needs 432 yens for only Tokucha and one Famichiki. About studying English, I could make video of my speaking English within the morning. About studying, it's easy for me to accomplish my quota. But, it's difficult to reduce wasting money to eat and drink. Still, my habit I resolve my stress to eat and drink hasn't revised. By other methods, can't I resolve my stress? I'm Conservation Type (Stacking Type). So it's important for me to decide my quotas each one day. But it's meaningless if I don't accomplish my quotas. Should I make my quota, particularly about wasting money to eat and drink lower?

In my church, yesterday was Easter Festival. With eating Hayashi Rice, I talked with foreigners more than usual. On second thoughts, I understand I can learn language by using more times. Of course, it's the best if I can speak English smoothly with native pronuncication. But, in my present condition, I can talk with foreigners moderately with English. It's better, not the best. Of course, I've not spoken my ambition to foreigners yet. My ambition is that I inform Japanese culture such as Hakkenden of more foreigners. But I'm embarrassed to speak it to others. General speaking, it's difficult for me to make foreigners in my church become interested in Hakkenden. Should I speak that Hakkenden may be similar to Super Sentai/Power Rangers? Anyway, I have to improve my English ability more. In quota about studying English, I could accomplish it every day, within the morning. I have to continue it.

Today is the first day after I decided quotas in various field. About English studying, within the morning, I made the video of my speaking English, and accomplished the quota. About work...the goal may be wildest, so I couldn't my goal today. And it's doubtful that information I used is accurate. It needs more time to finish my goal. About alcohol, I succeeded in skipping alcohol today. But I should have drunken Regtect, the alcohol restraint, after every meals. About wasting money to drink and eat, this quota is very difficult, I spent over 500 yen, my budget each day. It needed 432 yen of only Tokucha and Famichiki. I compiled the result, Success: studying English and skipping alcohol Failure: Accompilshing the goal at work and spending money less than 500 yen. Particularly, it's difficult to surpress wasting money. I want caffeine when I become sleepy, so I have to increase sleeping time. There is one Dragon Sakura's quote, "Only one or two people in groups in...

In this late point, I don't think I want to be filial to my parents. And I can't help them buy a mansion. What I can do is just what I pretend non-poli and improve my English ability. Yesterday, my president relied on me to translate an English medication book into Japanese. I also ordered the book, but what is the concept of the English book? At this point, my position may be similar to Hizen in Bakumatsu, which aren't interest on Sonnou and Joui and just improve their militial ability. But this position may make me improve Japan as an oriened-tourism country. However, recently, my lifestyle has been disturbed again. Amount of all liquor, money to waste eat and my weight has increased again. At first, I should revise my lifestyle. Are there any method except eating and drinking liquor, to relieve my stress? Relaxing music has been not effective recently. Anyway, I must write English in this blog and X(the former Twitter) every day, at least.

Mr. Egawa Suguru, the former Japanese baseball player, had played baseball at his own pace. Does Mr. Ohtani Shohei, I heard. It's also important to me. It's important for me not to lose my own pace. But I question myself, "What is my own pace?" At least, my own pace is that write English in this blog and X(former Twitter) every day. And as a pharmacist, it's that I inform my president of managemental stratagy and information of disease and medication. And my pace is also that I introduce the fascination of Japan, Hakkenden and Hakkenshi. Japanese prefer burnout persons to persons at my own pace. But, recently, it's changed on account of innovation of working. And, in my case, If I try it with only spirit and guts, I definitely fail. With my pleasant, I should improve my English ability and achieve my goals. My parents have recommended me to try the examination of Financial Planner 3th Grade and TOEIC test again. It's also important to me, but it's OK t...

One quote of Mita Norifusa's comics is "Do it like brushing your teeth. If you don't do it, feel too uncomfortable to sleep." Particularly, in Dragon Sakura series, they said, "Study like brushing your teeth. Feel too uncomfortable to sleep if you don't study." But for me, it's difficult to do it like brushing my teeth Of course, "like brushing my teeth", I've used English in this blog and X(former Twitter). And, "like brushing my teeth", I've bought the stocks of Ajinomoto, Kao and so on. But continuing to do it is very difficult. on this Sunday, I drunk the liquor despite skipping the liquor until Sunday. It's said that it's also strong to dependance to liquor. But if continuing to do it, I've thought it's natural to it. Actually, I think it's become natural for me to use English. Because I've continued to use English. I think it's true "Persistence pays off."

I took 840 TOEIC score on Aug. 2023. But since this time, I've not taken TOEIC test.     My father has recommended me to take TOEIC test again. But recently, I've not taken practice test, except Part1, 2 and 5. If I'm as I am, I'm likely to decrease the TOEIC score.     It's strange that I say so that, but I've gotten some English ability now. So, by using my English ability, I want to inform foreigners of Japanese culture such as Hakkenden. But until now, in this blog, it didn't go well. It would be good if I had gotten attractive speaking fascinate to foreigners.     I want Japan to make the oriented-tourism country. But before that, I have to make Miyagi and Sendai the oriented-tourism regions. And before that, I have to make this blog for foreigners. Of course, for it, I have to use English more. And I want to get 935 TOEIC score.

Originally, it's said this song is Peruvian song. Original song is drawn that Destruction of Inka, but Simon & Garfunkel song is what they want to blend in nature and fly in the sky. This lyric may be sympathy to more people. [Verse 1: Paul Simon] I'd rather be a sparrow than a snail （カタツムリよりスズメがいい） Yes I would （そう、わたしはそれを望む） If I could （もしできるなら） I surely would （いや、絶対それを望む） [Verse 2: Paul Simon] I'd rather be a hammer than a nail （くぎより金づちがいい） Yes I would （そう、わたしはそれを望む） If I only could （もしできるなら） I surely would （いや、絶対それを望む） [Bridge: Art Garfunkel] Away, I'd rather sail away （船に乗って遠くへ行きたい） Like a swan that's here and gone （ここから飛び立つ白鳥のように） A man gets tied up to the ground （人は地面に縛り付けられて） He gives the world （世界に） Its saddest sound （悲しい音を鳴らす） Its saddest sound （悲しい音を鳴らす） [Verse 3: Paul Simon] I'd rather be a forest than a street （町の大通りより森になるのがいい） Yes I would （そう、わたしはそれを望む） If I could （もしできるなら） I surely would （いや、絶対それを望む） [Verse 4: Paul Simon] I'd rather feel th...

By my mother's saying, one of the peers of developmental handicapped is struggling to continue the job. If we survive, we have no choice except becoming irreplaceable people. For it, we need some qualification. Now, reskilling has become very common.     But what qualification will I get? I'm not able to still make use of IT Passport which I got last years. For future, will its knowledge become increasingly important to me?     Rather, until now, I can make use of English knowledge very well, having 840 TOEIC score. For future, inbounds and foreign labor will rapidly increase, so I want to talk with more foreigners and improve English ability.     I'm a pharmacist, graduating from Master course, and have 840 TOEIC score. But I'm very short-tempered and not able to control myself very well. If losing control, I'm likely to stab or shoot someone immediately. For future, my unstable emotion won't change, so it'll be the key ...

I've thought the things when I watched this scene in Gintama, "Nobody Prefer The Photo of Driver's License". It's true that few people can put up with the long training now. In Kamen Rider Series, we can rarely watch the training scene now, while it was naturally in Showa era. In Jump Comics too, it's said the popurality decrease if they write the story of training. In such era, I think how we should study English. In my case, derive from Dragon Sakura 2, in X(former Twitter), I write English phrases. If I feel like it, with smartphone, I record the video of speaking English, and also publish in X. According to Dragon Sakura 2, we can't learn language unless writing and speaking many times. In PC, it's useful because we can write English easier than Japanese and Chinese. It's OK that we take the TOEIC test, but at first, I think it's better to write English in X. Or, it's good to write English diary every day.