SPIRIT's Diary

Recently, my father bought a translation device of Sourcenext. So I’ve continued to take English conversations with my father by using it. However, the translation device can’t read my English very well. So I’m struggling to continue English conversation. Is my pronunciation no good? We can't improve English ability if we don't use English, but I've become depressed if I can't inform correct English to the translation device. This is one of my barriers. The other barrier is saving money. Today too, I went to convenience store and waste for Famichiki and Tokucha. And today too, I paid for PixAI, AI illustration and AI animation generating system. My impulsive personality hasn't changed yet, and I'm very troubled for defense of money and saving. I took paid leave for going Tokyo, but do I have to give up staying expensive hotel? If not the hotel, I can't watch the sea of Odaiba. My last hope is dividends of equities. I think I'll get over 30,000 yens as di...

In a whim, I translated Japanese Song "Minato No Yoko Yokohama Yokosuka（日本語：港のヨーコヨコハマヨコスカ）/Yoko in The Port, Yokohama and Yokosuka", after I returned home from Sunpia No Yu/Sunpia Hot Spring. At any rate, "Jiruba" in Japanese is called as "the jitterbug" in English. It made me very surprised. "I remember about a bit ago, （「ちょっと前なら覚えちゃいるが） but I can't remember about one year ago. （1年前だと、ちと分からねえな） And long-haired girls have many here （髪の長い女だって、ここにはたくさんいるからね）. Sorry, but please search her in other places. （悪いな、他をあたってくれよ） You, what do you mean to her?" （あんた、あの娘の何なのさ？）） Yoko in the port, Yokohama and Yokosuka （港のヨーコ、ヨコハマ、ヨコスカ） "I think she had quitted about a half year ago. （「半年前にやめたはずさ） She had left without salutations to us. （あたいたちには、あいさつなしさ） She often clamored with saying she took Mari's customers （マリのお客を取ったってさ、そりゃあもう大騒ぎ）. It was naturally she couldn't stay here because of her lack of humanity. （仁義を欠いちゃ、いられやしないよ） You, what do you m...

My dislike phrase is "naturally". In Japanese, it's called as " atarimae （当たり前）" or " touzen （当然）" Because it needs much energy and labor amount for doing "naturally". And now, in 4th Industrial Revolution, the era of innovation, "naturally" until now has been upturned increasingly. By AI, robots, cryptocurrency and so on, the world will change dramatically. Get off track, but as the method teached from Dragon Sakura 2, I've written English in this blog, SNS and so on, to improve English ability. Recently, I often record the video speaking English by the smartphone, and also publicize in SNS. At first, I had tried "to improve English ability", but now I feel it's "naturally" to them. For me, it's naturally to write English in SNS and so on, but most Japanese don't think so. As technology has improved sharply, the way of thinking has diversified increasingly. In such society,  "There are no na...

It's my faint memory, but this song was shown in the climax of the movie, "Bohemian Rhapsody". I felt this song it was dynamic. But I thought Freddie Mercury's life was strange. He was bisexual, broke up with female lover, and got AIDS and died. Had he felt his life was happy? I've paid my dues （僕は自分の運命を満たした） Time after time （長い年月の後で） I've done my sentence （自分の使命を満たした） But committed no crime （犯罪に走ることもなく） And bad mistakes （悪い間違いは） I've made a few （ほんのわずかに犯した） I've had my share of sand kicked in my face （屈辱的な思いをさせられたこともあった） But I've come through (And I mean to go on and on, and on, and on) （しかしそれはもう過ぎ去っている（僕の中からも忘れ去られている）） We are the champions, my friends （友よ、僕たちはチャンピオンだ） And we'll keep on fighting till the end （最後まで僕たちは戦いきるんだ） We are the champions （ぼくたちはチャンピオンだ） We are the champions （僕たちはチャンピオンだ） No time for losers （負け犬だったことはない） 'Cause we are the champions （なぜなら僕たちはチャンピオンなのだから） Of the world （世界の中で） I've taken my bows （舞台で僕は挨拶をし） And my c...

After long time, I can translate English song. This time is  "Imagine" by John Lennon. When September 11 Attacks in United States Occurred, it was said that America prohibited to listen this song. I think Americans in this time were not good of these lyrics below; "Imagine there's no countries" It seemed American thought the lyrics were rebel to patriotism. However, it's right, that it would be easy if we don't imagine. Because some thinking makes us pain. Imagine there's no heaven （天国はないと想像してほしい） It's easy if you try （その気になれば簡単なはず） No hell below us （人々の下に地獄もない） Above us, only sky （ただ空だけがある） Imagine all the people （すべての人々が） Living for today （今日だけを生きていると想像してほしい） I （僕は） Imagine there's no countries （国がないと想像してほしい） It isn't hard to do （想像するのは難しくない） Nothing to kill or die for （殺すことも死ぬこともない） And no religion too （そして地方や境界線も） Imagine all the people （すべての人々が） Living life in peace （平和の中に生きていると想像してほしい） You （あなたも） You may say I'm a dreamer （きっと僕は...

Yesterday, I went to "Soyogi No Mori/Forest's Breeze" in Ayashi, again. In my church, the pastor introduced Jesus Christ's saying, "You are the salt in the earth. But What will it become if the salt loses the salty." I thought about "my salty" when I was taking the bath in Soyogi No Mori. Because my strength is only English. In my church, English teaching workshop will be likely to held. My pastor recommended me to join it as the assistant. But can I make time for it? My governance for learning English is only below, "To learn English, we have to write and speak English more and more, such as in SNS and so on." But will students follow me? With thinking about it, after I took the bath, I ate the crepe. It was sweet and delicious. Yesterday was very cold, but I made fun memories.

Yesterday, after working, I took a workshop of Medifone Corporation, produced by Ministry of Health, Labour and Wealth. It's  "Teamwork Beyond of Medical Facility". I found, that foreign travelers occurring sudden illness are needed much effort and money. I think, it's very troubling and more medical staffs are needed. And I found, "Some foreign travelers can't speak English very well, and we need easy Japanese rather than English." So, I'm very straying. has it been no use for me to learn English hard? 1.5 billion people study English, I heard.(3 million people study Japanese.) I want to also learn easy Japanese, because I want to communicate foreigners more and inform Japanese culture of them. But I couldn't find where I can learn easy Japanese in Miyagi. There is also a public flyer about easy Japanese. I heard, that the teacher of Japanese has become national qualification. Should I study qualification of the teacher of Japanese?

I hadn't studied qualification of G Certificate for 5 days. Recently, it's all Greek to me about knowledge of G Certificate, and the opportunity I can use knowledge of G Certificate can't be found, same to knowledge of IT Passport. So, I've often lost my motivation much time. About English, I can write English in SNS, this blog and so on, and I have a dream, that I want to go to various place in Japan and the world. So the opportunity using English has much. Knowledge of IT Passport and G Certificate need to become more practical. However, I should have had to think how the qualification activates in my field such as my task. Should I stop studying G Certificate? Rather, should I spend my time to study English more?

In the comic, "Dragon Sakura", there is a key phrase,  "Study like brushing your teeth." It means, "Feel uncomfortable if you don't study." In my case, "'Like brushing my teeth', I write English in my blog, SNS and so on." It's my ideal. However, it's very difficult. Even now, I write English with confirming meaning in Google Translation. If I do it every day, it has much efforts. But we can't learn phrases effectively if we don't use them. In Japan, opportunity using English is a far little, so most Japanese can't use English very well. In my case too, such as experimental English outgoing, by using English, I've learned English and gotten TOEIC 840 score. It would be the best for me, if most of Japanese feel uncomfortable not to use English. I think using language is the best way to learn language

It's long time no see. I returned from OSAKA EXPO 2025 yesterday. But I've felt my decreasing physical strength and resilience rather than fun. My father was more vigorous than me, and he stepped forward faster. About me, in third day, I've felt tiredness and wound and been likely to return the hotel earlier. But, by my father's recommendation, I stayed EXPO and watch the drone show. It was very beautiful. I went to EXPO because I had felt a picture is worth a thousand words, but honestly, I had underestimated it. However, in EXPO, there were many and many people. I had to appreciate my father. If my father doesn't accompany me, I would bring neither portable chair and water bottle. So it would be more miserable. All pavilions were so crowded, our main place to go was Commons Pavilions. But I interpreted the words of my father and curators, such as Georgians, Slovakians and so on. My English words made foreigners understood, so I got the best experience. I have mise...

I often listen this music, " Boku No Nikki-Chou/My Diary" from Minna No Uta/Everyone's Song. Like this song, will I continued to write this blog, as the diary? By the way, yesterday, I continued to be awake by 0:00 A.M. to get reservation of first-come-first-served basis pavilions of EXPO 2025. But, access is congested, so we couldn't no reservations. Anyway, the travel for EXPO 2025 is soon. I'm thinking where we should go to pavilions. In the worst cases, we'll be able to go to only commons pavilions. But, in this case, I want to speak English, and communicate curators in pavilions more. I should have more confidence, because I've outgo English in this blog and SNS, such as experimental English outgoing and spoken English with foreigners in my church. By the way, this travel is accompanied with my father. Like Thailand travel, will I quarrel with my father and strike each other? It's a bit worrying. However, Thailand's travel has become my turnin...

I said, that I prayed with English in my church. I was happy because my English made foreigners understood. I want to learn English more because I want to watch various things of Japan and the world. By the way, Mr. Narita Yusuke, the vice professor of Yale University, said, "In Japan, the English's needs will polarize. Ones will need English deeply to communicate foreigners deeply, but the others will need minimum English knowledge by using translation app and so on." But I think that inbounds and foreign labors will increase in Japan for future. To incorporate their needs, we need English to communicate. (There is also "plain Japanese"). Therefore, not "for knowledge" but "FOR OWN", we will have to learn English, I think. English will become important equal to Japanese. According to BBC, the brain of bilingual is activating more vigorously than monolingual. Anyway, by using English more, we have to learn English.

In my church, there was "circle for praying" today. There is also "status report and praying with English", so I joined this circle with foreigners. I was very tensioned because it's first time for me to praying with English. I couldn't listen English talking of other foreigners. But I could inform, that I want to increase revenue of my pharmacy and contribute my president. Nobody except me had joined the English praying circle. But if I don't join this circle, nobody won't join this circle. And I wouldn't win the peer of my church which works in JICA forever. She has worked in JICA, so her experience communicating with foreigners is far more than me. I want to watch various things of Japan and the world, and I want to inform Japanese culture such as Hakkenden. I can't dismiss this experience. After it, I ate salmon-rice as lunch in my church. It was very delicious!

I've written, that my physical strength, guts and mental stability have weakened much more than when I was 20s. I've felt nostalgic, when I was desperate to work a pharmacist of the pharmacy and go to travel. And I also consulted Chat GPT how to rebuilding them. Recently, I become very tired, only even when walking for 8,000 steps and exercising in ChocoZAP. After them, I always take a nap for 30 minutes. About my mental stability, I have to do meditation occasionally, don't I? Recently, my father has learned that we can do English conversation in Chat GPT, and he recommend me to do it. I've registered Chat GPT app in my iPhone, I've done it immediately. Of course, It's the best for me to talk with real foreigners with English. But it's also better as exercise to use English. There are various ways to use Chat GPT effectively. But my method is, that I incorporate about pharmaceutical information and that I talk English with Chat GPT. For this way, I'll b...

Yesterday, I skipped taking alcohol and bear with non-alcoholic beer. So I could sleep very well, so I've become relaxed since this morning. But, in other hand, my father didn't look vigorous. So we skipped walking in the morning. Because it's also too hot. I'm contributing to make text of pharmaceutical English conversation in my job now. My president accepted my idea and published English texts I made in my company. It's very good if it will continue and our pharmacy will be able to take in more inbounds. Foreigners in Japan is increasing and will become a lion share.

Yesterday, there is a festival of 24 Hour TV in Kotodai Park. So I went to Kotodai Park, and drunk beer too much. I drew a blank in the night of yesterday and I vomited three times in today's morning. I can't forget the fluffy feeling when I drink the liquor. It's no good, so I took cyanamide, the inhibitor of alcohol metabolism. I have to take good care of my brain more. It's strange to say this, the brain of bilingual is activating more than monolingual. I can speak English to some extent, so I have to take good care of my brain.

It's said JICA is flamed now. One of my peers in my church works in JICA, so I wanted talked about it with her, but I couldn't do it. She can speak with foreign peer of my church very well and shiny. I want to become like her. From my experience, the best way to improve English ability is using English thoroughly. As Dragon Sakura 2 pointed out, most of Japanese don't use English, so they can't improve English. I've also learned English by writing English in this blog and SNS, such as Experimental English Outgoing. In EXPO 2025, English is written in exhibition. I think, that we shouldn't care of be called "Americanized". Because we can learn language by using it. I want to learn English more, and inform Japanese culture of foreigners, such as Hakkenden.

Recently, I've not able to find the songs that I'll translate into Japanese. But I remembered "Beautiful Sunday", which translated into Japanese and has been signed by Tanaka Seiji. I tried to translate this song into Japanese.       Sunday morning, up with the lark （日曜の朝、ひばりとともに起きる） I think I'll take a walk in the park （公園で歩けると思った） Hey, hey, hey, it's a beautiful day （ああ、なんて美しい日なんだろう）     I've got someone waiting for me （誰かが僕を待っている） And when I see her, I know that she'll say （その人にあったとき、その人の言おうとしていることがわかる） Hey, hey, hey, it's a beautiful day （ああ、なんて美しい日なんだろう）     [Chorus] Hi, hi, hi, beautiful Sunday （ああ、美しい日曜日） This is my, my, my beautiful day （これは僕のための美しい日） When you say, say, say, say that you love me （君が僕のことを好きと言ってくれたら） Oh my, my, my, it's a beautiful day （もっと美しい日になるんだ）     [Verse 2] Birds are singing, you by my side （君の横で鳥たちが歌っている） Let's take a car and go for a ride...

Recently, I often go to the restroom in the night, up to 3 times. So for my father's recommendation, I went to the urology. The urology has many foreign patients, so they've made English homepage, and often hold English learning. One clerk of the urology had gone to Australia to learn English. I felt it's amazing. I've thought it's good if our company will become suitable to foreigners, so I'm making the reports for learning medical English. But I'm always anxious because I'm always thinking I'm rushing away without caring for others. So, I always take alcohol for escaping from this fact. I understand it's no good. More thinking about it, I have Asperger and ADHD, so I'm very troubled to communication to others. But I'm generous to foreigners. Because I may like English and have a dream that I want to watch various things of Japan and world. And I may want to improve my English ability by communicating various foreigners. I've underst...

Recently, my task has become carefree, but I've lost my goal. I want to survive for new era, so it's very bad. I have to re-confirm my weapon and battle style (equal my ability). I decided three components for my surviving. They're pharmaceutical knowledge, English and investment. Investment is only main tool for earning money effectively. So, to survive, it's important for me to pharmaceutical knowledge and English. I'm a pharmacist of master's level graduate and have 840 TOEIC score. So, it's OK if there are methods for activating both. Recently, there are many foreign laborers and inbounds. So, it's OK for my pharmacy to become the pharmacy for fittable to them. My president rejected my proposal that we should increase English sign in our pharmacies, So can I increase English abilities of employments of my company? I'll consult Chat GPT about how to increase English abilities of employments of my company. In Tsukigami/The haunted god written by As...