SPIRIT's Diary

In a whim, I translated Japanese Song "Minato No Yoko Yokohama Yokosuka（日本語：港のヨーコヨコハマヨコスカ）/Yoko in The Port, Yokohama and Yokosuka", after I returned home from Sunpia No Yu/Sunpia Hot Spring. At any rate, "Jiruba" in Japanese is called as "the jitterbug" in English. It made me very surprised. "I remember about a bit ago, （「ちょっと前なら覚えちゃいるが） but I can't remember about one year ago. （1年前だと、ちと分からねえな） And long-haired girls have many here （髪の長い女だって、ここにはたくさんいるからね）. Sorry, but please search her in other places. （悪いな、他をあたってくれよ） You, what do you mean to her?" （あんた、あの娘の何なのさ？）） Yoko in the port, Yokohama and Yokosuka （港のヨーコ、ヨコハマ、ヨコスカ） "I think she had quitted about a half year ago. （「半年前にやめたはずさ） She had left without salutations to us. （あたいたちには、あいさつなしさ） She often clamored with saying she took Mari's customers （マリのお客を取ったってさ、そりゃあもう大騒ぎ）. It was naturally she couldn't stay here because of her lack of humanity. （仁義を欠いちゃ、いられやしないよ） You, what do you m...

I spent depressive Golden Weeks. I increased going out time, because I’m not comfortable even if I stay home or accompany my parents. I spent time such as staying Sunpia No Yu/Sunpia Hot Spring, doing window shopping in Yodobashi Camera and so on.  But I wasted money for them and eating out too much. Recently, it hasn’t gone well for me, about my losing weight, my work and so on, So I took alcohol too much and it may make me depressed. I decided to fudge my weight to parents for a while. Like Ushijima the Loan Shark, without taking alcohol, I may need to forgive myself. Anyway, I may want to resolve my loneliness. But it may be good for me because writing English makes me a bit satisfied. I have to increase time to write English rather than going out.

In this April, AI anime generating systems has been upgraded in PixAI. It's a bit expensive, but I tried to use it. I generated 3 animations, These are  "Hakkenden Series Renewal" "As Inuzuka Shino, Itou Makoto and Nishizumi Miho are striking each other with Murasamemaru" “Itou Makoto as Inuzuka Shino and Momonari Junta as Inukai Genpachi are striking each other in Horyukaku/Horyu Tower.” “Nishizumi Miho as Inuzuka Shino and Anchovy as Inukai Genpachi are striking each other in Horyukaku/Horyu Tower” Movement has become more dynamic than past system. And drawing hasn't collapsed so much. Improvement of AI system makes me surprising. And we can generate 15 seconds AI animations.

I've been very depressed because I'd wasted over 30,000 yens for PixAI, AI illustration and anime generating system. Nevertheless, I've felt both regretting and new experience. To vent my anger, I cooked again today. This time is "Egg sandwiches" I added both crushed eggs and mayonnaise, so their taste was very melting and tasty. In Family Mart, I often buy egg sandwiches, but I should always cook them. In Japan too, working poverties have increased, but my family has maintained some high-level lifestyle. I don't want to waste it. My failure about PixAI has left it lay, but I have to invest my money more. I believe it's for society and other people.

For society and other people, I've assumed that I have to buy equities more. (It's also important to earn money effectively) But I also want to make my desire come true. More thinking about it, the level of hotel I stay have elevated steadily. In June, I'll go to Ueno to watch NHK 50th Sunday Exhibition, but I try to stay in Grand Nikko Tokyo Daiba.     When I was young, I thought I'm OK if I even sleep crowd together. But I've become old and my physical strength has weakened, so time I stay in the hotel has increased correspondingly. My father was more vigorous than me when we went to OSAKA Expo 2025.     I've applied to the theory, "It's more meaningful for us to use money and we should money for the best memories." So I want to stay the skyscraper of Grand Nikko Tokyo Daiba and watch the view of the sea of Daiba.     I've understood it's too luxury to developmental disorders. But I think that I stay true...

In PixAI, recently, new AI anime generating systems have been upgraded. I was flowed from it, I paid PixAI more. In this month, my billing has been likely to be over 20,000 yens. I tried to generate animations from "The duel of Horyukaku/Horyu Tower by Harem Protagonists" and "The duel of Horyukaku/Horyu Tower by Garupan Captain Group" , from this new AI anime generating system. Because there is nothing that I can show to men and women of all ages, except them. It seems that movement of animations is more dynamic. And movement of camera angle has also become more dynamic. And we can add voice into these animations. It's very useful! But hallucination is still remained, and this anime generation system often fails to generate anime. Well, we should wait and see.