SPIRIT's Diary

I'll go to Germany on October with my father. But sufficient money hasn't been collected yet. In my case, I have a bad habitancy, that I intend to use deposit if excess deposit remains. This habitancy also hasn't changed yet. Now, I always think what equity I should buy from my deposit despite my insufficient deposit. I've made it a habit to estimate money for German travel to fixed deposit. Anyway, always, I just want to snack on something, so I waste money for snacks and liquor. I decided to watch this video about department stores in Showa era if such time comes. In Showa era, entertainments are a far fewer than present era. But people were living hard despite high birth and death rates. Only once in a year, my mother also went to the department store in Kamogawa when she was a child but my father hadn't gone to department store when he was a child, I heard. There may be many things that I have to learn from this era. Entertainments and values of people have dive...

Yesterday, I went to Funaoka for hanami.  However, fully-blossomed time has been passed, so passengers of train was very few. And most of cherry blossoms in Funaoka had been scattered. It was profanity because I brought my favorite ramen and hamburgers of McDonalds. I wanted to watch Hitome Senbon Sakura（日本語：一目千本桜） in Funaoka, but, in the middle way, I felt strong bowel movement, so I went to Aeon near from Hitome Senbon Sakura. This Aeon was run-down, but I’ve thought, that it was gorgeous shopping center in the past and many people had come to it.  What should I do for renovating this Aeon? Should I buy equity of Aeon? By the way, as an investor, I'm always thinking what equity I should buy for society. I’m troubled where I should invest for.  I’m being troubled, that I have to invest for one and I have to also invest for another. After returning from Aeon to JR Funaoka Station, I had become completely tired. And it was too hot.  So, earlier, I returned to Sendai C...

Again, I requested Mihoniumu-san(@gupmihoniumu, key(gaigaigai123)) an illustration. This time is, “As Inuta Kobungo, Fuyuzora Kogarashi and Kay are showing orbs of ‘悌(Tei/brotherhood)’.” Kogarashi and Kay: We’re Inuta Kobungo Yasuyori. We have orbs of Tei（悌）/brotherhood. Among Harem Protagonists and Garupan Captain Group, both Kogarashi and Kay look natural to fight by living body, not tanks, from my view. I want to watch their powerful action very well From my view, both Kogarashi and Kay mow down enemies by bold and audacious techniques. In next times, I requested an illustration of "Inusaka Keno pair (Yuuki Rito and Darjeeling)". How will be the quality? HAKKENSHI! FIGHT FOR JUSTICE!! Casting of  "Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi"  and  "Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi"  is below. Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi 仁(Jin)/benevolent: Inue Shinbei: Kasugano Haruka(Yosuga No Sora): (CV: Shimono Hiro) 義(Gi/justice): Inukawa Sosuke: Manaka Junpei(Ichigo 100%...

For 2 days, I cooked again 2 times. Yesterday, I made the egg sandwiches. Today, I made the mayonnaise spaghetti again. I added much mayonnaise into both cuisines. The taste of mayonnaise was melting and tasty. And I could make my parents joyful. It was first time that I made the egg sandwiches. But I often buy the egg sandwiches in Family Mart, so it seems I love them. It would be good if I always cook the egg sandwiches.

In PixAI, we can generate animations with voice, including NSFW animations.  But I’ve spent money too much for it.  In this month, I've spent over 5000 yen. I said one of my strong points is action-oriented. But this personality backfired on me in this time. AI animations we can made in PixAI are useful, so I'll publish new AI animations in Youtube soon. But I'm impatient, and is it that I'm not good with money? I'll go to Tokyo in June, but should I stop staying in Hotel Grand Nikko Daiba? My habitancy that I eat too much when I have stress has never gone.  if I’m as I am, will I become bankrupt?

Yesterday, I went to Matsushima to watch cherry blossoms. However, I had to accompany to my parents and be cooped up in my car. Moreover, my parents always quarrel. I was always anxious that they're likely to quarrel each other yesterday Therefore, I had much stress, and I ate too much in the convenience store when returning home. Today, despite secret to parents, my weight has increased to 96kg. I can't bear to be together with my parents. Anyway, I should join Overeaters Anonymous in Sendai. But where is it?