SPIRIT's Diary

Ever since the Sagamihara stabbings, I’ve occasionally wondered what has happened since then to Tsukui Yamayuri-en and to Kanagawa. So every now and then I take a look at Kanaloco, the online site of the Kanagawa Shimbun. Honestly, I’d like to go directly to Tsukui Yamayuri-en and lay flowers there, but I’ve heard that since the incident the media may crowd in, and that there’s no shuttle bus and the access has gotten worse. I also hear things like: compared with Miyagi, Kanagawa has a larger population and a larger foreign population, and there’s more hate speech than in Miyagi. I’ve never actually seen hate speech myself, though. Or rather, if people with developmental disabilities were to drive out resident foreigners, I think it would just become infighting. (Christ also said something like, “If Satan drives out Satan, it’s divided against itself.”) Basically, I think the foreign people at church are good people, and I probably also have the desire to share Japanese culture with th...

In October, I'll go to Germany with my father. But now, I'm struggling to collect money. It's last-minute planning, that I collect money after I applied travel tour. At any rate, I've collected half money of expense. But I couldn't stop small wasting, such as eating and liquor. Should I rely on dividend of my equity, or sell gold or bitcoin? In my case, my cash is always barely. I also think for the benefit of society, but I want to broaden my vision by going to various place at first. Going Germany is one method. I become easily mad if I rely on only passion and guts, so I have to maintain my pace, in the saving money case too.

Since Edo Period, Inusaka Keno, the warriors of "智(Chi/wisdom)" has been very popular. Because “He is a beauty man like female, and he's no discomfort even if he becomes cross-dressing.” “He is extremely cruel despite of beauty people, and even kill women and children of enemy family without hesitating.” But he has a bit human touch. It's that he is a little gay. In original work, there is "Asakeno's woo to Kobungo". Asakeno is Keno's fake name as the female dengaku performer, and he flirted with Inuta Kobungo, the warrior of "悌(Tei/brotherhood)", with condition that Keno will release Kobungo from the prison. He even said and offered his head to Kobungo, "I want to be killed by you if this love won't become true." By unknown reasons, Kobungo responded it. However, in ancient Japan, "Shudou(日本語：衆道)/male homosexuality" like this was not rare. For example, Yajirobee(Yaji-san) and Kitahachi(Kita-san), the heroes of Tokai...

Thanks to you, my weight has decreased from 94 kg to 92.4 kg. For my health, it's very good. Other reasons are, ・I've continued to take GLP-1 every day. ・I've taken over 2,000 ml water every day. ・4 times a week, I've walked for 1 hour with my father. However, in Polynesian, full-figured women are called as beauty. And, In Qing, the ancient China, women having small feet were called as beauty. In other words, it seems that every people are called as beauty depending on someone's perspective. But, in present Japan, it's the satiation era, so thin people are called as beauty. In such era, how much will I reduce my weight* At least, I want to continue to drink over 2000ml water every day.

Again, my lifestyle has been disturbance. I hadn't studied G Certificate, except Youtube video, And I had drunken liquor for some days. For future, it's no good. So, yesterday, I always stayed at home, and strived to study G Certificate. But I couldn't learn very well. Yesterday, I drank some liquor, so I took cyanamide, the inhibitor of alcohol metabolism today. But will it go well? More thinking, my ideal lifestyle is, "As the brain, I contribute my company, continue to study English, and sometimes go to travel of Japan and various world." I have to remember it, and at least, I have to maintain my health. Recently, my weight has decreased from 94kg to 92.8kg.

Today is work from home. So, I cooked twice. As lunch, I made spaghetti salad. It was light taste. Texture of spaghetti and chicken was very good. As dinner, I made zaru soba. I added olive oil as secret taste, so it was deep taste. By chance, there is dried soba noodles by Akiu, so I used them. I want to cook for future.