SPIRIT's Diary

 In pre-article, I introduced Kaishu Katsu's quote, "It's meaningless if we hurry up. Waiting with lying down is our first priority." But, more thinking, I'm not good at waiting. Today too, not having learned my lesson, I paid money for PixAI. There was an animation that I want to make by any means. But, inversely, I can act aggressively. As new customers of our workplace, I've been interested in LGBTQ recently. So, today, II devoted money for one of LGBTQ group and became a supporting member of it. I prefer yuri, but yuri and LGBTQ are different, so I have to learn about LGBTQ more,, such as books。 However, even a bit, I have to learn ability I can do "waiting", such as saving money. I've understood that I want to spend money for the society..

Recently, I've spent impatient days every day. Because I don't have sufficient cash and I can't invest such as equity and social-lending whatever I want. And I'll go to Germany with my father. I don't understand how much we will use money on-site, and I can't predict how much cash will remain. So I don't know amount of money for investing, so it makes me irritated as an investor. And, in November, I'll take colonoscopy. I almost drink liquor every day, so I wonder how much mucosa of digestive tract have been harmed. I also don't know how much expense of this examination. Shouldn't I become impatient? Kaishu Katsu said, "It's meaningless if we hurry up. Waiting with lying down is our first priority." Is this saying true? Someday, my cash for investing will collect, so shouldn't I be impatient? Anyway, at first, I have to save money more. Of course, paying for PixAI is strictly inhibited. To contribute the society, I want to resta...

Without taking alcohol yesterday, but I got up at 4:00 A.M. So I cooked again. This time was  "The salted pork, gyoza and broccoli." Surprisingly, pork and gyoza was matched very well. More thinking, because gyoza contains pork. And I added broccoli, so this cuisine was nutritious in this time. I want to add various vegetables which I make eat easier. Because it becomes more nutritious. I've enjoyed cooking, on other hand, I suspend wasting money for PixAI, as under 10,000 yen. It's effectively saving money. I want to invest equity more, so I have to return and collect more cash.

Today is fiercely rainy. I got up 4:00 A.M., so to resolve my depressive emotion, I cooked again  This time was, "The pork saute with soy sauce" I rarely eat pork. So I'm happy to eat pork since long time. Soy sauce made pork a bit spicy but delicious. This cuisine made my father pleased too. But my getting up time is too early, so my mother complained me in Saturday. It's fun for me to cook my own pace when around nobody But I want to continue to cook. Because I can resolve my stress by it effectively.

 The subtitle of this article is a play on “Gouki’s Choice,” the title of an episode of Seijuu Sentai Gingaman. (Incidentally, Gouki is Ginga Blue, played by a young Shoei.) Yesterday, despite myself, I ended up paying for PixAI yet again. So far this month, I’ve spent just under ¥5,000 on PixAI. If possible, I want to keep it at that and avoid spending any more. Incidentally, I make my Hakkenden-related animations with a different AI animation system called DomoAI (https://www.domoai.app/). What I really want to make is “an animation in which the Eight Dog Warriors fight fiercely,” but I’m struggling even to generate “an animation in which the Eight Dog Warriors walk side by side,” so I need to finish that first. That said, I still haven’t accumulated enough credits for it, and perhaps not enough time has passed yet, because I haven’t received any of the periodic credits either. Since I’m managing to hold back in that area, perhaps that means I am capable of exercising self-restra...

I got up at 3:30 A.M. So I cooked again. This time was, "The chicken nugget and mayonnaise spaghetti". Because I love mayonnaise. My father said that vegetables are insufficient, so he added many broccoli and carrots into spaghetti. It may be nutritious. Cooking is one method to relieve my stress. But, even now, I'm likely to pay money for PixAI excessively. My real dream is that I watch various things of Japan and the world. Which is my choice?