SPIRIT's Diary

According to some YouTube videos, both drinking no alcohol and becoming early birds are suitable to health. When I was a pharmaceutical university student, I was a night owl. Particularly, when the next day was holidays, I slept from 3:00 A.M and got up at 10:00 A.M. But now, I've become adult, I have to make my conditions always ordinary. For father's recommending and so on, now, I've gotten up at 4:00 A.M. The time is easy for me to cook to relieve my stress. (But I didn't cook today.)   To get up at 4:00 A.M, I had to sleep earlier, 7:00 P.M. But I become sleepy after eating dinner, it was easy for me to go to bed until 7:00 P.M, after dinner and taking the bath. When I've become 30s, finally, I've become an early bird. However, my craving to alcohol has never stopped despite having to stop alcohol. I drank alcohol for 2 days. Today, I want to skip alcohol. For healthy lifestyle, I want to skip both drinking alcohol and eating Famichiki. But I can't do it...

In Japan, there are holidays from Sept.19th to Sept. 23th. So they are called as "Silver Week" So, both yesterday and today too, I cooked again. The cuisine of yesterday was, "Gyoza" . However, I added wrong amount of water into gyoza. So texture of gyoza were soft and watery. For my father, he could eat them more easily than ordinary gyoza . Today's cuisine was, "Yakisoba". The texture of yakisoba noodle and the taste of sauce were moderate. So both I and my father could eat them too much. To relieve my stress, cooking is important to me. However, for a whopping of these 3 days, I paid money for PixAI too much. German travel is soon, so I have to save much money as possible. What should I do?

I got my requested illustration from Mihoniumu-san(@gupmihoniumu, key(gaigaigai123)) This time was, "Itou Makoto and Kadotani Anzu are sleeping together in the bed, as the lovers." They’re sexy, aren’t they? In X(former Twitter), My peer requested this illustration desperately. I'm running out ideas, so I applied this idea in this time. But now, I have some idea about my willing requested illustrations. "Kyoshinhei/The Giant Warriors with Tsuji Renta's face are destloying Oarai's town(The parody of Nausicaa in The Valley)" "Itsumi Erika and other Kuromorimine' Girls School Students' student are burrying Itou Makoto into the ground because he had flierted with Garupan Commanders." And so on. After making him drawing such illustration, I'll requested illustrations again, about "Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi/The Eight Dog Warriors" and "Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi/The Eight Dog Warriors" , based on Nansou ...

In last week, there was the health check in Thursday. So, in Wednesday, I didn't drink liquor, so liver rest days in last week were 3 times a week. My father recommended me to take no alcohol after I found my reflux esophagitis in the health check. And my father shows me various YouTube videos about alcohol, such like Yukkuri Series about Health. I've been trying to stop drinking alcohol until now. But today too, because of holiday, I've been troubled to my craving to alcohol. I drank Mitsuya Cider with peach taste instead. In Saturday, I drank 2000ml beer in the fair in Koto-dai Park, but in Sunday, I drank no alcohol. I would be able to continue skipping alcohol for 2 days if I don't drink alcohol today. But I've decided, that I definitely drink liquor if my parents quarrel and make my parents' apartment noisy.

Today is very rainy. It makes me a bit depressed. To relieve my stress, I got up at 3:30 A.M, and I cooked again. This time was  "Gyudon/Japanese beef rice". By my father, cabbage was added after my cooking. For it, textures had become very strange. But it was also good. In yesterday's case, I made mayonnaise spaghetti again. I prefer mayonnaise. Mellowness of mayonnaise and texture of spaghetti had been mixed successfully. I want to make mayonnaise spaghetti many times. To relieve my stress, cooking is one important method of many ways. I want to cook more.

Yesterday, I went to the travel agency with my father. And we paid remaining balance for German travel, by credit cards. (By the way, after it, for 40 minutes, I had to walk to my father's favorite restaurant for lunch, it made me very perspiring and irritated. So I drunk liquor in this day.) However, I re-confirmed my household budget and balance when I had returned home, and I found my cash is insufficient for paying credit cards. It's about 70,000 yen insufficient. If it goes on like this, I have to sell my equity more again. In this month too, I paid money for PixAI excessively and also hadn't taken into account for insurance of the travel. Perhaps, they've become bad. For the good of society, I've continued to invest and buy equities, but it's a very mess like this. As soon as possible, I have to stop to pay money for PixAI and liquor. However, my personality is impulsive and not good at putting up. So I consulted Chat GPT about how to overcome my impulsive...