SPIRIT's Diary

I have to collect 900,000 yens by next Aug for German travel. But yesterday too, I went to eat out. It's not good for collecting money. In Yayoi-Tei, I ate mackerel cuisine. It was very fatty and delicious. Salt was also moderate. But how will I collect 900,000 yen? There may be no choice except selling part of my assets, aren't there? I'm using NISA, so tax is waived. I may have to sell part of my mutual funds, and invest generated cash for social-lending in Alterna Bank. I have to make do with cheaper meals. I may have to make do with Instant Yakisoba Noodles. Because it needs only about 300 yen.

Yesterday, I went to the office of Kinki Nippon Tourist before I went to the circle of developmentally handicapped. I wanted to know accurate expense for German Travel of next Oct. I also need departure tax and so on. At least, I need 824,650 yens. Therefore, I need about 900,000 yens budget at least. And minimum number of participants is 14. There is only way, that I collect 900,000 yens by next Aug with believing to collect 14 people. The hurdle for German travel has elevated, but it's not impossible for me to collect 900,000 yen.

Recently, my gums on left and top have had sometimes pain. I've thought I have periodontal disease. So today, I went to dental clinic. My prediction was accurate. The doctor said that my gums on left and top has worse and inflammation. I have to take treatment with anesthesia. I was surprised because I've blushed my teeth thoroughly every day. But it seemed my brushing the gap between my teeth was a bit rough. Next week, I'll go to Tokyo, so I have to brush more thoroughly.

By Domo AI, I generated videos and compilated with adding music. This time is, “Hot Scenes of Higurashi Kagome and Sango in Inuyasha.” Both Kagome and Sango are very sexy. Although it's too late, I've understood that Takahashi Rumiko's comics are icons of moe. As always, I'm fascinated to yuri kiss.

It's been about 1 month since I felt chest pain on Oct. 11th. My mother said, "You took caffeine too much, so chest pain occurred." I went to sleeping hospital about this case and Sleeping Apnea Syndrome. My doctor said, "The reason that you felt chest pain was unknown. But you should drink cold water when you feel chest pain. It may be occurred by GLP-1 agonist. But please monitor your chest feeling." By nitroglycerin, it'd not recovered my chest pain, so I didn't get nitroglycerin. But is it better if I got it? The doctor also said, "It's better for you to lose your weight and continue to take CPAP, to reduce your chest pain." Recently, my nausea is terrible and my appetite has decreased. Today too, I ate a little dinner and drunk no liquor. Is it OK for me to go with the flow? My weight is 89.2kg now? For future, how much can I reduce?

Today, I've become 39 years old, but I'm still immature. I've still waste money to eat Famichiki and drink liquor. Recently, I made the goal that I want to go to Germany on next Oct, but how will I change my lifestyle? I felt that my physical strength has fell considerably. I go down the hill when I go to my church, but I can't go up the hill to return home. So I detour the route to go to central of Sendai or return my home. And I'm still short-tempered. I'm likely to grab hold of my parents when they scold me fiercely. Perhaps, it won't change. I may have to bear until next October. I've been variously immature yet, but thank you for your continuing support.