SPIRIT's Diary

I have a bad habitancy, that I want to use the rest cash to invest equities and social-lending. But I decided to leave 100,000 yens as the cash. Always, I've been worried whether I can pay the paying of credit cards. In other words, I also need some cash. I made the cash by selling the stocks of ANA. But I don't know it goes well or worst. And, I have the thinking,  "Using the cash is the most meaningful. the cash is a voucher to be able to exchange the value and the cash itself has no value." Anyway, I have to collect the money to go to Germany. Anyway, I have to live by my own.

I have to lose my weight with maintaining my muscle amounts, to deal with three-ways interview on Dec. 10th. In this time, I found the chicken thigh steak in Family Mart. It's suitable when I become a little hungry. The chewy is firm, and mix the taste of teriyaki sauce very well. The chewy of chicken breast is too solid, so I can't eat it very deliciously. But the chicken thigh is not. I'll be likely to lose my weight if I exercise regularly and eat chicken thigh when I become a bit hungry. But it's ever difficult to me.

For my mother's recommendation, I went to ChocoZAP and exercise too much yesterday. But I thought I had done both aerobic exercise and anaerobic exercise. I could lose my weight if I can continue this.     I always keep in mind that I have to do lat pull down in ChocoZAP, to correct my posture. And lat always consume our calories the most. I think I can lose my weight easily if I train my lat.     But, yesterday and today, I ate Famichiki too much. I've kept in mind that I have to eat chicken protein instead of Famichiki. But I couldn't forget the soft texture of Famichiki.     I have three-way interview on Dec. 10th in my company. I have to get physical strength and lose my weight.

My parents returned from Chiba. They brought many souvenirs and I ate them today. But I couldn't eat so much because I've become aging. Yesterday, I ate Billy Ramen too much, so my weight has returned over 92kg. On Dec. 10th, I'll take three-ways interview in my company. Until the day, I have to reduce my weight. Recently, bears won't appear in my town, so my mother recommend that we go to ChocoZAP again. In this way, it's good for me to lose my weight.

I got a requested illustration from Mr. Mihoniumu(@gupmihoniumu, key(gaigaigai123)) again. This time is, “Darjeeling Is Pushing Itou Makoto's Head to Her Breast” Darjeeling: “Please don't hesitate... Do you understand? my heart is beating fast such thing.... It's OK for you to do what you want to do...” Makoto: “Darjeeling…” Darjeeling is very sexy! I think my next request of illustrations will be Hakkenshi/The Eight Dog Warriors series. Because their illustrations are also very cool!

Since long time, I've thought I want to eat Billy Ramen enough be tired of it. So I went to Billy Ramen and buy ramen when my parents were going out. However, when I tried to eat it as lunch, I couldn't eat ever half of it. Char siu was fatty and delicious. Have I been aging like not being able to eat favorite food enough? But I’ve been still fat. My parents went to Chiba, so they won't return by tomorrow. So I'll eat Billy Ramen little by little.

Because of wasting for buying in the convenience stores and so on, my cash is likely to become gone completely soon. Perhaps, I may not be able to pay credit card payment in next month. It seems I've not changed since young age. It's important for me how to use money more than saving money. In this age and times, I've been able to go to many foreign countries, such as Thailand, Singapore and so on. But some people may think about, "It's the short-term luck of the ferocious people who can't control own." Actually, I can't deal with it if I need emergence expense. But, there is the way to resolve it, such as selling my equity. Like Ushijima, it's good if I can say, "I'm giving all with admitting the risk."

My weight has never decreased recently, and I've maintained my weight 90kg. I want to eat Billy Ramen on this weekend, so I've tried to lose my weight. On next Sunday, there is my uncle's 77th birthday, and will hold its party in Chiba. But I can't attend party on account of my choir of my church. At least, I want to buy my favorite Baum-kuchen and send to my uncle. When my parents leave their home for my uncle's party, I intend to eat my favorite ramen. But can my cash become left? I also restarted hedge selling to get more money. Can it become effective?

Recently, I can't drink except little liquor. I easily vomit when I drink 9% Chu-hai. So, I don't like it, but I can't drink except beer. Has my body changed because of aging? For maintaining my physical ability, I'm trying to decrease my weight, such as taking Alli and so on. For it, I could reduce my weight to 89.8kg. Would it be better if I don't drink liquor? I've finally understood that physical ability is the most important for travel, because I'd become tired easily when I went to OSAKA EXPO 2025 and Tokyo. But can I reduce my weight easily?

I went to Gogh Exhibition, and I knew, that Gogh's opus has extended by Theo, Vincent Van Gogh's little brother. And Jo, Theo's wife, and Vincent Willem, the son of Theo and Jo, also had done their best to expand Gogh's opus. Extremely, artists need their own patron, I understood. What about me? I have my favorite artist, which often draw Girls Und Panzer illustrations. Of course, it's OK for me to pay money for my requested illustrations. But what I have to do the most is that I bring out his talent, isn't it? Because both I and he love School Days. I've often requested illustrations of "the romance of Itou Makoto and Garupan Heroines" and "Hakkenshi/The Eight Dog Warriors series". But it's also for bringing out his talent, isn't it? I need to bring out the identity and individuality of his illustrations. If he were Vincent Van Gogh, I would want to become Theo. I don't know what I'm capable for yet, but I want to extend ...

I went to Tokyo to watch Gogh Exhibition in Tokyo Metropolitan Museum from Nov.12th to Nov. 13th. But was it luxury for me to stay in Grand Nikko Tokyo Daiba? This hotel was very accessible, that it's 1 minute from Yurikamome Daiba Station. And I could enjoy the taste of steak and salmon. However, I felt considerably that my physical strength has decreased. After breakfast in the hotel, I slept in hotel room for 1 hour and my checkout was about 10:00 A.M, later than usual. Horiemon/Horie Takafumi recommended, that we have to watch ourselves and maintain our physical strength. That's absolutely right. In this way, I may have no physical strength to go to Germany.

I always think I have to become thin when I watch my swollen body. So I changed the snack from Famichiki to chicken protein bar. After I decided to go to Germany, I often watch this story of Doraemon. But it's first time for me to watch Mizuta Wasabi's version. As always, it's not easy for us to save money. Can I reduce amounts of alcohol? Recently, I can't receive 9% Chu-hai 1000ml. When it's about 750ml, I always vomit. It's on account of my age, isn't it? Anyway, I want to go to Germany. I also have to think my mutual funds to cash.

I have to collect 900,000 yens by next Aug for German travel. But yesterday too, I went to eat out. It's not good for collecting money. In Yayoi-Tei, I ate mackerel cuisine. It was very fatty and delicious. Salt was also moderate. But how will I collect 900,000 yen? There may be no choice except selling part of my assets, aren't there? I'm using NISA, so tax is waived. I may have to sell part of my mutual funds, and invest generated cash for social-lending in Alterna Bank. I have to make do with cheaper meals. I may have to make do with Instant Yakisoba Noodles. Because it needs only about 300 yen.

Yesterday, I went to the office of Kinki Nippon Tourist before I went to the circle of developmentally handicapped. I wanted to know accurate expense for German Travel of next Oct. I also need departure tax and so on. At least, I need 824,650 yens. Therefore, I need about 900,000 yens budget at least. And minimum number of participants is 14. There is only way, that I collect 900,000 yens by next Aug with believing to collect 14 people. The hurdle for German travel has elevated, but it's not impossible for me to collect 900,000 yen.

Recently, my gums on left and top have had sometimes pain. I've thought I have periodontal disease. So today, I went to dental clinic. My prediction was accurate. The doctor said that my gums on left and top has worse and inflammation. I have to take treatment with anesthesia. I was surprised because I've blushed my teeth thoroughly every day. But it seemed my brushing the gap between my teeth was a bit rough. Next week, I'll go to Tokyo, so I have to brush more thoroughly.

By Domo AI, I generated videos and compilated with adding music. This time is, “Hot Scenes of Higurashi Kagome and Sango in Inuyasha.” Both Kagome and Sango are very sexy. Although it's too late, I've understood that Takahashi Rumiko's comics are icons of moe. As always, I'm fascinated to yuri kiss.

It's been about 1 month since I felt chest pain on Oct. 11th. My mother said, "You took caffeine too much, so chest pain occurred." I went to sleeping hospital about this case and Sleeping Apnea Syndrome. My doctor said, "The reason that you felt chest pain was unknown. But you should drink cold water when you feel chest pain. It may be occurred by GLP-1 agonist. But please monitor your chest feeling." By nitroglycerin, it'd not recovered my chest pain, so I didn't get nitroglycerin. But is it better if I got it? The doctor also said, "It's better for you to lose your weight and continue to take CPAP, to reduce your chest pain." Recently, my nausea is terrible and my appetite has decreased. Today too, I ate a little dinner and drunk no liquor. Is it OK for me to go with the flow? My weight is 89.2kg now? For future, how much can I reduce?

Today, I've become 39 years old, but I'm still immature. I've still waste money to eat Famichiki and drink liquor. Recently, I made the goal that I want to go to Germany on next Oct, but how will I change my lifestyle? I felt that my physical strength has fell considerably. I go down the hill when I go to my church, but I can't go up the hill to return home. So I detour the route to go to central of Sendai or return my home. And I'm still short-tempered. I'm likely to grab hold of my parents when they scold me fiercely. Perhaps, it won't change. I may have to bear until next October. I've been variously immature yet, but thank you for your continuing support.

I decided to go to Germany on next Oct. And I also decided to collect 700,000 yens by next Aug. Of course, I consult Chat GPT to accomplish it. I need 70,000 yen saving every month. And I have to make ends meet of 125,000 every month. I think it's difficult but not impossible. I've invested for equity and social-lending vigorously, and I can get its dividend. In Altanabank, the social-lending site, there is merchandises for 6 months. I decided to lend this social-lending merchandise my money. For it, I'm likely to collect money for German travel easier. Can I collect 700,000 yens by next Aug?

Since long time, I've wanted to go to Europe even once. So yesterday, I went to Kinki Nippon Tourist to get brochures. Of course, it needs much money. I want to go to Germany and need 650 thousand yen at least, even as the Economy Class. And it needs 8-10 days. Is my paid leave sufficient? In Germany, it seems castles are very beautiful. But which castles will I want to go? I love German cuisine, such as potato cuisine. I want to eat authentic German cuisine too much. In this way, I'm enjoying the plan to go to Europe. But I have to collect cash to do it.