SPIRIT's Diary

After long time, I can translate English song. This time is  "Imagine" by John Lennon. When September 11 Attacks in United States Occurred, it was said that America prohibited to listen this song. I think Americans in this time were not good of these lyrics below; "Imagine there's no countries" It seemed American thought the lyrics were rebel to patriotism. However, it's right, that it would be easy if we don't imagine. Because some thinking makes us pain. Imagine there's no heaven （天国はないと想像してほしい） It's easy if you try （その気になれば簡単なはず） No hell below us （人々の下に地獄もない） Above us, only sky （ただ空だけがある） Imagine all the people （すべての人々が） Living for today （今日だけを生きていると想像してほしい） I （僕は） Imagine there's no countries （国がないと想像してほしい） It isn't hard to do （想像するのは難しくない） Nothing to kill or die for （殺すことも死ぬこともない） And no religion too （そして地方や境界線も） Imagine all the people （すべての人々が） Living life in peace （平和の中に生きていると想像してほしい） You （あなたも） You may say I'm a dreamer （きっと僕は...

Again, by Domo AI and PixAI, I generated animations. This time is, "Itou Makoto and Darjeeling are kissing as the lover." They are very cute! In the snow, Itou Makoto and Darjeeling are kissing. In tea time, Itou Makoto and Darjeeling are kissing. In the bed, Itou Makoto and Darjeeling are kissing. These animations were made from illustrations by Mihoniumu-san(@gupmihoniumu, key(gaigaigai123)). I have to thank to him. Really, I love to stir up Garupan Ojisan(Garupan Fan) by using Makoto.

After 4 years, I received notification of renewal workshop of Japan Expert Master of Health Literacy. I have to receive many workshops and pass the examination by Mar. But, the reasons aren't understood, I'm very happy. I've understood, that what we have my goal and dream make ourselves very happy. Dragon Sakura 2 also said. I wanted to escape my recent dissolute lifestyle. And I decided to never drink alcohol. Instead, I want to drink more milk, my favorite drinking. And, I returned my guts of passing the examinations of G Certification. I want to pass both examinations of Japan Expert-Master of Health Literacy and G Certificate.

On Friday, I cooked again. In this case, I made the pork and cheese sauté. The taste of cheese was very delicious. And the texture of cheese was very melting. I love cheese. Recently, liver rest days are only a handful time. It would be good for me if I can relieve my stress by cooking not drinking alcohol.

Ever since the Sagamihara stabbings, I’ve occasionally wondered what has happened since then to Tsukui Yamayuri-en and to Kanagawa. So every now and then I take a look at Kanaloco, the online site of the Kanagawa Shimbun. Honestly, I’d like to go directly to Tsukui Yamayuri-en and lay flowers there, but I’ve heard that since the incident the media may crowd in, and that there’s no shuttle bus and the access has gotten worse. I also hear things like: compared with Miyagi, Kanagawa has a larger population and a larger foreign population, and there’s more hate speech than in Miyagi. I’ve never actually seen hate speech myself, though. Or rather, if people with developmental disabilities were to drive out resident foreigners, I think it would just become infighting. (Christ also said something like, “If Satan drives out Satan, it’s divided against itself.”) Basically, I think the foreign people at church are good people, and I probably also have the desire to share Japanese culture with th...

In October, I'll go to Germany with my father. But now, I'm struggling to collect money. It's last-minute planning, that I collect money after I applied travel tour. At any rate, I've collected half money of expense. But I couldn't stop small wasting, such as eating and liquor. Should I rely on dividend of my equity, or sell gold or bitcoin? In my case, my cash is always barely. I also think for the benefit of society, but I want to broaden my vision by going to various place at first. Going Germany is one method. I become easily mad if I rely on only passion and guts, so I have to maintain my pace, in the saving money case too.

Since Edo Period, Inusaka Keno, the warriors of "智(Chi/wisdom)" has been very popular. Because “He is a beauty man like female, and he's no discomfort even if he becomes cross-dressing.” “He is extremely cruel despite of beauty people, and even kill women and children of enemy family without hesitating.” But he has a bit human touch. It's that he is a little gay. In original work, there is "Asakeno's woo to Kobungo". Asakeno is Keno's fake name as the female dengaku performer, and he flirted with Inuta Kobungo, the warrior of "悌(Tei/brotherhood)", with condition that Keno will release Kobungo from the prison. He even said and offered his head to Kobungo, "I want to be killed by you if this love won't become true." By unknown reasons, Kobungo responded it. However, in ancient Japan, "Shudou(日本語：衆道)/male homosexuality" like this was not rare. For example, Yajirobee(Yaji-san) and Kitahachi(Kita-san), the heroes of Tokai...