SPIRIT's Diary

Today was for struggling to lose my weight. After walking for 30 minutes, I tried to go to my favorite convenience store, but stopped it. Alternatively, in YouTube, I watched an anime, "Anne in The Green Gables" by Miyazaki Hayao. On second thought, I'd been surprised to Anne's characteristics, that speaks very much and is very well for imaginative and fictional ability. In the afternoon, I wanted to eat Ramen Billy, my favorite ramen, very much when I was working in my task. I intended to order it by Uber Eats, but I stopped it just in time. Alternatively, I decided to use the expense for buying equity of Canon. It was 2000 yen. However, I've been satisfied because I can contribute the prosperity of Canon and research and development of nuclear fusion. In the evening, as substitute of Ramen Billy, I ate Cheese Bread and Chinese Dried Chicken. It was simple, but the taste of cheese was melting and salty. Once in a while, it's OK for me there is such days.

Today is also work from home. To gain my vigorarity, I cooked again in the morning. This time is, “Natto Spaghetti” The sauce was a bit spicy. But stickiness of natto was mixed to texture of spaghetti very much. Natto spaghetti is one of Japanese-style spaghetti, isn't it? Spaghetti is one of my favorite cuisines. I want to expand array of my cooking.

I requested that illustrator an illustration, "Momonari Junta and Anchovy, as Inukai Genpachi are showing orbs of `信(Shin/faith)`". And Inukai Genpachi in Nansou Satomi Hakkenden specializes in Torimono Juujutsu/arrest tactics with jitte. Recently, I think what is Torimono Juujutsu, and researched it in Youtube. According to this video, it was said that Torimono Juujutsu with jitte was generated in Kyoho Reforms in Edo periods. And Torimono Juujutsu seemed it was mixed with jitte tactics and judo to me. I had thought, that Torimono Juujutsu is like piercing-centered tactics like Makashi in Star Wars, who is mastered by Count Dooku. But it must be wrong. The hook part of jitte seems to it can catch Japanese Sword easily. But, jitte is 30-60cm and a bit short. I think jitte isn't practical if it's not a bit longer. I tried to imagine the battle style of "Momonari Junta and Anchovy as Inukai Genpachi". It would be like, "With using jitte, they do piercing-...

Yesterday, I went to the church, and sing the chorus, and went to Sunpia Onsen/Sunpia Hot Spring. But in the even afternoon, I drunk liquor too much. Recently, my lifestyle has become unhealthy again. At 4:30 P.M. yesterday, I took Sushi and Udon as late lunch in Sunpia Onsen. But in the time, I drunk Japanese Sake too much. I've not forgotten my relaxed feeling when I drink liquor. So, I can't stop drinking alcohol. But it's also called as "small wasting". Can I reduce it? Today, I took cyanamide, the inhibitor of alcohol, and Regtect again. Can I stop drinking liquor by this? My throat has continued to have pain, and hasn't studied G Certificate very well. Can I change this dissolute lifestyle?

Today is also work from home. So, both as breakfast and dinner, I cooked twice. Breakfast was junk. I added salmon and pork. Dinner was carbonala. Cooking makes me happy. But carbonala was spicy.

I rejected Mr. So Kuramoto’s idea of “poverty-happiness” (hinkō), and I also brushed aside Ms. Chizuko Ueno’s notion of “being equally poor.” Sometimes I feel a twinge of guilt about that. Even so, it’s also true that I couldn’t go along with the idea that: “Poverty itself is ‘good’ and ‘beautiful.’” To begin with, as for me: ・I was born right in the middle of the bubble era. ・My father is an investor who’s good at paired trading/hedging with stocks, and I’m a petty-bourgeois type whose living standards are a bit higher than others. ・I grew up in cities—Chiba and Sendai—my whole life. ・And because I have a developmental disorder, I probably can’t control myself as much as I’m “supposed” to. Well, maybe it’s simply the difference between someone who’s lived in the countryside and nature, and someone who’s lived in the city and civilization. Come to think of it, something suddenly came back to me. According to a “behind-the-scenes” setting for Castle in the Sky (Laputa): “Back in the era...

I got up at 4:30 A.M. So I decided to make spaghetti salad again. Spaghetti mayonnaise salad is my favorite cuisine. I want to make it for future. Because I love salt of mayonnaise. Today, one of what I could do was  I could cook. Today, in other, what can I do?