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My Weakest Point is Self-Controlling Ability.

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It hasn't gone well for me about "10 second rule", which is that I bear when it occurs my impulse to eat and drink. But For 2 days, I've skipped alcohol. Over and over, I've understood my weakest point is self-control ability. When I think more, my supervisor pointed out me that my self-control ability is weak and I become easily irritated when I was a pharmacist in the pharmacy. I couldn't overcome it, I've become distraught when the pharmacy was crowded, and had to quit from the pharmacy. Until now, this weak point has never changed, or it seems it has become worse. I couldn't be patient to eat and drink. It's that my personality is ferocious, isn't it? From next month, my payroll will raise and I'll get about 190,000 yens every month. But the value in Japan is also raising. Can I bear even if most of my assets are securities and social-lending. I can't control my impulse, like Dr. Jekyll. When my parents passed away, what should I do...

I feel relaxed because I skipped taking alcohol yesterday.

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Yesterday, I skipped taking alcohol and bear with non-alcoholic beer. So I could sleep very well, so I've become relaxed since this morning. But, in other hand, my father didn't look vigorous. So we skipped walking in the morning. Because it's also too hot. I'm contributing to make text of pharmaceutical English conversation in my job now. My president accepted my idea and published English texts I made in my company. It's very good if it will continue and our pharmacy will be able to take in more inbounds. Foreigners in Japan is increasing and will become a lion share.