SPIRIT's Diary

I watched this video in Youtube, by Mr. Tanaka Kei. According to it, we have to decide both "What do we want to do?" and "By when will we do them?" What I want to do is, "I want to use English more because I have 840 TOEIC score." "I want to go abroad and watch various things in the world more." About the first desire, it has been fulfilled because I often talk foreigners in my church with English. But about the second desire, I want to this desire more. But I have both Asperger's and ADHD, so my mental health has been very unstable. So I can't control my appetite and liquor desire, and both my weight and my blood pressure has increased recently. Is it the limit of developmental disorder? Recently, I've done the meditation to relieve my stress, but it hasn't gone well? Should I continue it? However, it's no other methods, to reduce money to eat and drink and relieve my stress. It may be said I have to continue meditation.

Today too, I went to go to ChocoZAP with my father, and exercised. Anaerobic exercise in ChocoZAP can help to make my muscle. But, about my weight, my weight hasn't decreased yet. However, as always, I haven't cared for my weight. As always, to eat and drink is the best way to relieve my stress. My physical strength and resilience have fluctuated for days. If I have both of them, I have much desire such as going to Shanghai. But if I have neither of them, I don't want to do anything including to work. It may be the key whether my mental is stable or not. Recently, I re-started that I often take meditation in free time. But, until now, I can't make my mental stable even if I do it. Will it become effective.

I said, that I prayed with English in my church. I was happy because my English made foreigners understood. I want to learn English more because I want to watch various things of Japan and the world. By the way, Mr. Narita Yusuke, the vice professor of Yale University, said, "In Japan, the English's needs will polarize. Ones will need English deeply to communicate foreigners deeply, but the others will need minimum English knowledge by using translation app and so on." But I think that inbounds and foreign labors will increase in Japan for future. To incorporate their needs, we need English to communicate. (There is also "plain Japanese"). Therefore, not "for knowledge" but "FOR OWN", we will have to learn English, I think. English will become important equal to Japanese. According to BBC, the brain of bilingual is activating more vigorously than monolingual. Anyway, by using English more, we have to learn English.

In my church, there was "circle for praying" today. There is also "status report and praying with English", so I joined this circle with foreigners. I was very tensioned because it's first time for me to praying with English. I couldn't listen English talking of other foreigners. But I could inform, that I want to increase revenue of my pharmacy and contribute my president. Nobody except me had joined the English praying circle. But if I don't join this circle, nobody won't join this circle. And I wouldn't win the peer of my church which works in JICA forever. She has worked in JICA, so her experience communicating with foreigners is far more than me. I want to watch various things of Japan and the world, and I want to inform Japanese culture such as Hakkenden. I can't dismiss this experience. After it, I ate salmon-rice as lunch in my church. It was very delicious!

My company is struggling to decline the revenue and have to raise the minimum payment. I want to make the productivity of my company, but before it, I have to improve my productivity. And my physical strength and resilience have decreased a far more than when I was 20s. I've consulted Chat GPT again, but the answer is how to improve productivity as a pharmacist. I charged 15000 yen to Rakuten Pay, so I have to consider my earning power and productivity more seriously. My job is that I write reports about disease and medication. Applications of my paid leave has approved easily, so I have much freedom in my company. But because of it, my payroll is a bit cheap. I recover insufficient payroll by earning money by investing. But I want more money. Eventually, the best way earning money and increase productivity is that I reduce money to eat and drink and invest instead. But I can't do it easily. I decided that the budget to eat and drink every day is 500 yen again. But until now, i...

My vigor has recovered one by one since I was working in my office yesterday. I've become the emotion that I want to go abroad again. At first, I decided to go to the Gogh's Museum in Tokyo Metropolitan Art Museum in November. I've known this exhibition, when I was watching NHK in Topos, the onsen in central of Sendai. I watched various opus by Gogh in Singapore, but I want to watch them again. I 'm thinking about how much budget is. But I also want to watch both Newoman Takanawa and Odaiba Retro Museum. If I will watch them, I have to stay in the hotel of Tokyo, and the budget has to increase much more. Should I make this trip the day trip?

I've continued to generate animations by Domo AI. In this time, I generated, "The hot scene of Momoi Satsuki and Aida Riko in Kuroko No Basket"     In X(former Twitter), the kiss scene of Momoi Satsuki and Aida Riko has become some famous. In this Youtube, how it will become?     I have only published hot scenes in anime, haven't I? I should diversify variations of Youtube anime.

The tenth day after I've taken GLP-1 agonist again. My weight has increased to 88.1kg reversely. Yesterday, because it was holiday, I ate the snack, such as cheese bread, too much. While I was relaxed, management of my company has decline because the revenue has decreased and the minimum wage had to rise. I want my company's productivity to increase. But, before it, I have to increase my productivity. However, my vigor and physical strength have decreased a far much. Recently, I haven't thought I want to go abroad and go to travel, and I become tired even morning 30 minutes walking. But my appetite and sleeping desire hasn't increased. I've wasted money to eat and drink, and my money for investing had to decreased. I've felt than my time has come to the retreat time. What should I do?

I requested Mihoniumu-san(@gupmihoniumu, key(gaigaigai123)) an illustration again. This time is, "Itou Makoto is lying down by the Saibaiman's self-destruct" Once in a while, it's OK to such this internet meme. Sakata Gintoki in Gintama, Bossun in SKET DANCE has done the same pose.

I've written, that my physical strength, guts and mental stability have weakened much more than when I was 20s. I've felt nostalgic, when I was desperate to work a pharmacist of the pharmacy and go to travel. And I also consulted Chat GPT how to rebuilding them. Recently, I become very tired, only even when walking for 8,000 steps and exercising in ChocoZAP. After them, I always take a nap for 30 minutes. About my mental stability, I have to do meditation occasionally, don't I? Recently, my father has learned that we can do English conversation in Chat GPT, and he recommend me to do it. I've registered Chat GPT app in my iPhone, I've done it immediately. Of course, It's the best for me to talk with real foreigners with English. But it's also better as exercise to use English. There are various ways to use Chat GPT effectively. But my method is, that I incorporate about pharmaceutical information and that I talk English with Chat GPT. For this way, I'll b...

Today, I bought Shinkansen tickets for travel of Osaka EXPO with my father. For the discount coupon of shareholder of JR East, I could buy about 50% value. But, recently, I'd understood that my physical strength and guts have decreased far more than when I was 20s. Because I've not been able to rise the hill from my favorite church to my home. I'm anxious whether I can bear walking around in the venue of Osaka EXPO from morning to night. The time I want to sleep has increased recently too. Always, I can sleep about 5.5 hours every night. Perhaps, for future, I'm likely not to go abroad. What will my dream that I want to watch various things of Japan and the world become? What will I become because all of physical strength, guts and stability of my mental has decreased much?

Today, I went to Misaki, the sushi restaurant in the central of Sendai city when I was in the way to go to obesity clinic. I've been impressed to tablet ordering system normalized now, when it had been cutting edge system in Aichi EXPO of 2005, rather than sushi. Tablet ordering system, IC tagged card, AED and so on were cutting edge system in 2005, Aichi EXPO year. But now, all of them have been normalized. Tomorrow, I'll buy the ticket of Shinkansen for travel of EXPO 2025 with my father. Will the cutting-edge exhibitions on EXPO 2025 become normalized in Japan after 20 years? Recently, such as AI, development of technology has been fierce. I want to catch up this progress and become used to cutting-edge technology.

Kenkaku Heiki, the new enemy of Kenshin, has appeared in Hokkaido Arc. In English, they are called as below: (Reference: Fandom(https://kenshin.fandom.com/wiki/Kenkaku_Heiki)) Commanders Itekura Byakuya: The Eccentric Kanzato Gouto: The Supreme Fuyukai : The Benevolent Shimonji Rurio: The Gem Reisen: The Strange Troopers subordinated by Itekura Doi Mogura: The Earth Gonguu Gougou: The Fake Amachi Mikoto: The Wisdom Isagawa Itoi: unknown Troopers subordinated by Shimonji Ono Tomitaka: The Axe Honda Udoku: The Record Recently, we found troopers' name subordinated by Kanzato. Perhaps, we should call them as Tatsuse Yuusei: The Flying Tadokoro Rokuro: The Love Surenda Manji: The Sting It seems that the names of Kenkaku Heiki in English are a bit different to Japanese in Fandom.

To expand Hakkenden to foreigners, I've started to use Reddit. Because Chat GPT recommended me to use Reddit to expand Hakkenden. I've not understood yet, how the difference is between X(former Twitter) and Reddit. But, anyway, I have to do everything to expand Hakkenden to foreigners. At first, I joined a community of Girls Und Panzer's fans. And I introduced illustrations, "Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi" . I've been happy for illustrations to become a bit popular. But, more and more, I can't say much about "Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi" . How and where will I introduce them? Anyway, I have to become more serious if I want to expand Hakkenden to foreigners. I also have to use MyAnimeList, DeviantArt and so on.

One day after I took three-ways interview, I forgot to check both my weight and my blood pressure. My president had recommended me to lose my BMI by 30.0. But, as always, I've continued to buy and eat. And, as always, I've not been careful of my weight and my blood pressure. Rather, I'm scared to accumulate my stress and lose my control. As always, I can't control myself insufficiently. In the day of three-ways interview too, I ate lunch too much. I think, that my insufficient self-control ability won't change or become worse in some cases. In this case, how will I live? To lose my weight, I've continued to take GLP-1 agonist every day. But I don't know what result become. Because I continue to buy and eat . Well, it's far better than losing my control and stab or shoot others. It's fortune that my living place is Japan, not United States, over and over.

In Document 72 Hours of NHK, a firework shop in Yamanashi has been introduced. After I was watching it, I came up with the vision that Nishizumi Miho in Garupan is enjoying fireworks. ] So, I used PixAI again, and I generated illustration and animation that Nishizumi Miho is enjoying fireworks. It's very beautiful. Autumn is not suitable to fireworks, but I felt like watching fireworks by only watching the illustrations and animations.

From yesterday, my father is going to EXPO 2025 with his friends. And I also enjoyed with my mother, such as going to Sendai Civil Library. I also skipped drinking alcohol yesterday.     I've also continued to cook to relieve my stress. Today, I cooked the salad spaghetti again.     It was wonderful to mixing taste of mayonnaise and pasta. I love spaghetti the best now.  

To use AI more effectively, I read President in this month, the magazine. It said we should use Chat GPT, Grok and so on. But I want to get neutral information more than biased information. I think it's OK I continue to use only Chat GPT. I've forgotten, that I want to expand Hakkenden to foreigners. Now, I consult Chat GPT about how to it. Chat GPT says, "You should summarize 1-2 minutes Hakkenden's story and publish in Youtube, Tiktok and so on." "You should publicize 'Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi' and 'Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi' in SNS." I obeyed the second advice, and I publicize the illustrations in X(former Twitter) . But it didn't go well. Hakkenden's story is simple, that Hakkenshi, 8 justice avengers, destroy evils and revitalize Satomi Clan. But the story is too long, and it's difficult to even visualize. It's the best for me if Hakkenden become NHK Taiga Drama. By the way, what I prefer illustrations...

In free time, I've been reading, "Rurouni Kenshin Magazine Reiwa 7th Summer". I've been amazed Mr. Sorachi Hideaki's illustration, the author of Gintama, and Mr. Matsui Yusei's illustration, the author of The Elusive Samurai. Particularly, I've thought no contact between Mr. Sorachi and Mr. Watsuki Nobuhiro. I've thought, that Gintama, The Elusive Samurai and so on has been affected from Rurouni Kenshin/Samurai X. Gintama's gag from Rurouni Kenshin had existed in the comparatively late period. This book also portrays about the detail of Shishio Makoto and Jippongatana. I'll intend to read it for future.

I was likely to eat too much. So my weight has increased about 88kg again. For my mother's recommendation, I decided to take Rybelsus, the agonist of GLP-1, again. GLP-1 has affection to lose our weight and our appetite. But we have to take as soon as we get up, and we can't eat and drink anything for 30 minutes. It's very troubling for me. And this prescription isn't under public insurance and needed about 16,000 yens. Obesity causes various disease, such as sleeping apnea, hypertension and so on. So I want this prescription to become under insurance. Actually, I've been calmness even if my weight increases. Only my parents have blamed and been careful too much. But should I care of my weight more? Eating and drinking is the best method to relieve my stress.

I made another animation and publish in Youtube, that is " 'Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi' and 'Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi' are kissing in Image Generator version".     I was troubled to make illustrations into all the same size. But these series' popular is a bit insufficient. I have to diversify variation of Hakkenden's illustrations. Casting of  "Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi"  and  "Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi"  is below. Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi 仁(Jin)/benevolent: Inue Shinbei: Kasugano Haruka(Yosuga No Sora): (CV: Shimono Hiro) 義(Gi/justice): Inukawa Sosuke: Manaka Junpei(Ichigo 100%): (CV: Suzumura Kenichi) 礼(Rei/courtesy): Inumura Daikaku: Yuiga Nariyuki(We Never Learn): (CV: Oosaka Ryota) 智(Chi/wisdom): Inusaka Keno: Yuuki Rito(To Love Ru): (CV: Watanabe Akino) 忠(Chuu/loyalty): Inuyama Dosetsu: Ichijou Raku(Nisekoi): (CV: Uchiyama Koki) 信(Shin/faith): Inukai Genpachi: Momonari Junta(D...

I made another animation and publish in Youtube, that is " 'Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi' and 'Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi' are kissing in 8K version". But it seemed it didn't go well. So I made another animation, "60fps Version." I could generate this video by DomoAI and PowerDirector 365. Its moving is smooth. I want to make Image Generator Version. But it needs a bit time. Casting of  "Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi"  and  "Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi"  is below. Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi 仁(Jin)/benevolent: Inue Shinbei: Kasugano Haruka(Yosuga No Sora): (CV: Shimono Hiro) 義(Gi/justice): Inukawa Sosuke: Manaka Junpei(Ichigo 100%): (CV: Suzumura Kenichi) 礼(Rei/courtesy): Inumura Daikaku: Yuiga Nariyuki(We Never Learn): (CV: Oosaka Ryota) 智(Chi/wisdom): Inusaka Keno: Yuuki Rito(To Love Ru): (CV: Watanabe Akino) 忠(Chuu/loyalty): Inuyama Dosetsu: Ichijou Raku(Nisekoi): (CV: Uchiyama Koki) 信(Shin/faith):...

In Masked Rider Decade, the old lady in Kabuto's world said below: "In the society, there are two things which we shouldn't swallow in a hurry: Saying in TV and the mochi in New Year." Now, it's likely to become, "Saying in SNS and the mochi in New Year." Thinking about confusion about the way how to use guns and SNS now, I think, that humans are not strong just like using the technology correctly and easily. It would be end if I'm said this blog is one of SNS. About X(former Twitter), I also sometime use. But, for only English outgoing. About YouTube, I often publish my opus by compilated by Topaz AI, Domo AI and so on. But I didn't made opus about politics. It would be incorrect opus. In the past, writing in the internet is said "the graffities in toilet" But by progressing of SNS, the power of influence couldn't be ignored. From my view, we can make "the graffiti in toilet" into "the artwork in toilet". But it...

I've continued to cook to relieve my stress. Today too, I got up 4:00 A.M, so I cooked the grilled pork. I love pork because I can cook easily and it has vitamin B12. But I have to increase variation of pork cuisine. It's OK if I can make shabu-shabu/Japanese hotpot dish by pork. For future, I'll try it.

 I published this video in Niconico Douga. "'Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi' and 'Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi' are kissing." https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm45383163   At first, I wanted to make this video by only Domo AI. But, by Domo AI, I couldn't generate animations very well, about "Yuiga Nariyuki and Mika as Inumura Daikaku" and "Ichijou Raku and Nishi Kinuyo as Inuyama Dosetsu". So I use PixAI instead for them.     The image quality is a bit rough, isn't it? I'm making 8K image quality version now, I think about image quality this time. Casting of  "Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi"  and  "Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi"  is below. Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi 仁(Jin)/benevolent: Inue Shinbei: Kasugano Haruka(Yosuga No Sora): (CV: Shimono Hiro) 義(Gi/justice): Inukawa Sosuke: Manaka Junpei(Ichigo 100%): (CV: Suzumura Kenichi) 礼(Rei/courtesy): Inumura Daikaku: Yuiga Na...

Under my father's request, we're progressing about the travel for EXPO 2025. But, recently, I found, that I want to go to foreign pavilions more than Japanese pavilions but my father prefers Japanese pavilions. My father wants to watch the stone of Mars in Japanese pavilion. Until now, I've not been very interested in Japanese pavilion, but I also want to watch it.     Today, I and my father reserved pavilions we need to see it. But the result is unknown.     Also, I've not been interested in Kura-sushi in EXPO 2025. But my father wants to go to it. But how does foreign sushi taste in Kura-sushi?

Yesterday, I went to Sunpia Sendai, the super hot spring. But in this place, I drunk Japanese sake too much. It was very sweet, and I became drunken easily. But today, my sore throat is terrible. Perhaps, much alcohol hurt my throat. My father warned that I shouldn't become throat cancer. But I often drink alcohol too much. Not yet, I need cyanamide, the inhibitor of metabolism of alcohol.

Recently, I've done nothing for spreading foreigners about Hakkenden. Hakkenden is the story, that Hakkenshi, the 8 justice samurais, destroy evils and revitarize Satomi Clan. I've already introduced Hakkenshi /8 justice samurais. I want to introduce Tamazusa, the key antagonist, next, but I have insufficient information. With more thinking, as the test type for spreading foreigners about Hakkenden, I have illustrations, "Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi" and "Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi" . But I can't still use them effectively. Now, I'm planning to generate animations, " 'Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi' and 'Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi' are kissing each other". I can generate them if I use Domo AI, but I don't want to watch them in the part of my soul and by some reason. However results will become, but I need to generate the animations. To spread foreigners about Hakkenden. Because the illustrations a...