Depressive Golden Week
I spent depressive Golden Weeks. I increased going out time, because I’m not comfortable even if I stay home or accompany my parents. I spent time such as staying Sunpia No Yu/Sunpia Hot Spring, doing window shopping in Yodobashi Camera and so on. But I wasted money for them and eating out too much. Recently, it hasn’t gone well for me, about my losing weight, my work and so on, So I took alcohol too much and it may make me depressed. I decided to fudge my weight to parents for a while. Like Ushijima the Loan Shark, without taking alcohol, I may need to forgive myself. Anyway, I may want to resolve my loneliness. But it may be good for me because writing English makes me a bit satisfied. I have to increase time to write English rather than going out.