SPIRIT's Diary

Today is holiday, but it's fierce rainy. So I stayed at home, and was enthusiastic to use Domo AI.     I can't still believe that we can generate smooth animations from just one anime picture by Domo AI. But, in other words, the technology and society has been changing fiercely. I have system Topaz AI, the system expands video image quality to maximum 8K. With mixing Domo AI and Topaz AI, I generated the anime, that Hanasaki Momoko and Scarlett Ohara in Wedding Peach DX is kissing, with 8K level((600%))     They are very sexy!

When I was browsing in the internet, I found Domo AI, AI animation generating system. I had become interested, I registered this system. But when I realized, I have paid about 50,000 yens. I've done too much. Domo AI was created in Singapore in 2022. So it’s new system. As standard plan, I have to pay about 35000 yens per year. But when we activate Relax Mode, we can generate animations for free. It's very useful for me because generated animations 　move more smoothly than animations by PixAI. But I have a bit anxiety. Whether generated anime is correcting anatomy or not, is dependent to our luck. And we can generate high quality animation and illustration for low price, so everyone wants to use these AI systems. Consuming of energy will increase remarkably Now, almost countries want to activate nuclear electrics. In Japan, the big accident in Fukushima nuclear electrics occur, so almost Japanese are sensitive to it. Can we decrease amounts of activating nuclear electrics, even...

Today too, I cooked. I made lunch. Because today is the day I work in my home. It's spaghetti salad for long time.   I t's wonderful of spaghetti's stiff and mayonnaise's mild. For future, I want to eat it.     What I make my favorite cuisine is also to relieve my stress. It's OK if I can relieve all of my stress by it. My mental stability is very weak.

Recently, I've drunk non-alcohol beer too much. If I don't do so, I can't calm down. But, on second thoughts, I've understood I'm alcoholic addiction.     The reason drinking non-alcohol beer too much is recent insufficient sleeping and taking caffeine too much too. But, originally, my mental stability is a far weaker than person without disability because I have Asperger and ADHD. So, I become mentally unstable easily.     I've wasted money for buying non-alcohol beer too much, so I thought I give up to go to EXPO 2025 once. Then, I decreased the budget of Osaka travel from 300,000 yens to 200,000 yens. I have discount coupon of JR East, the shareholder incentives, so I can also decrease the expense of Shinkansen.     But, for living by own, I want to decrease expenses to eat and drink more. It's ideal if I can relieve my stress to only generate illustrations and watch sumo.

It's been 6th day since health check. I've maintained my weight less than 86kg. It's OK. But it's insufficient for me to stop CPAP remedy, the remedy of Sleep Apnea Syndrome. As always, my parents have ordered I lose my weight repeatedly.     My mother recommended me to teach how to lose my weight from 91kg to less than 86kg. But it's for Alli, the inhibitor of absorption of fat. And it's the fact I had walked for 30 minutes in every morning. I couldn't come up with the methods to lose weight except them.     More thinking, I've drunk non-alcohol beer instead of alcohol. Alcohol makes my weight increase. It's the other method to lose my weight.     To relieve my stress, instead of eating and drinking, I've made the methods to generate illustrations and anime by AI, watching sumo and so on. They may made my weight decrease.     Today too, I generated an animation by Domo AI. This is, that Itou Makoto...

I had forgotten that I reserved APA Hotel in Osaka in Oct for EXPO 2025. Immediately, I cancelled it, and changed Toyoko INN my father has recommended. At one time, I thought I give up to go to EXPO 2025. Because, this month too, I spent much money such as DomoAI, AI Video generating system over 30000 yen. But after it, I got over by some reasons. I decided to go to Osaka EXPO 2025 in October. Seeing is believing.     More thinking, I had forgotten I want to watch Italian Pavilion the best.     Anyway, I want to make Japan an oriented-tourism country. As the method for it, EXPO is not bad. It's not bad for me to go to EXPO 2025 and review it.  

I've not cooked by own since long time. Today, I got up 4:00 AM, earlier, so I made spicy spaghetti. It's no good that I make only Bolognese or mayonnaise salad spaghetti. So I made spaghetti hot. But after eating it, I've become perspiring. Recently, the climate is very hot about 35℃, so I shouldn't become heatstroke. More thinking, cooking is also one of the methods to relieve my stress. If I feel like it, I have to get up earlier and cook aggressively. As always, I generate animations by PixAI. This is animation that Nishizumi Maho is jogging.

My father has become interested in this channel of Youtube below. Similar to me, alcoholic people's living has been described detailly. More thinking, I've not been careful of my health and my blood test. My score of ALT, Triglyceride and so on is high. I've not been careful of my health for future, and I've thought it's OK for me if I can enjoy now and here. I've not been able to stop alcohol because I can't find my way to relieve my stress. Recently, I've tried to relieve my stress to generate illustrations by PixAI, to watch sumo in NHK World in Youtube and so on. In this way, I can listen live commentary of sumo in English. Repeatedly, my parents have said that my health is the most important. I've become 38 years old, so I may have to be careful of my health more. At first, I have to stop eating my snack, and relieve my stress by only generating illustrations and watching sumo.

In Osaka, there is The Sumo Hall Hirakuza Osaka, which is the venue promote fascination of Sumo. It's near of Hanshin Railway/Kintetsu Railway "Osaka-Namba Station". The homepage is “https://hirakuza.net/”     It's said it often holds sumo shows and sumo workshop experience. And it introduces history of Japanese sumo.     To introduce sumo-related places such as The Sumo Hall Hirakuza is also to inform sumo's fascination, isn't it?     On the way going to Osaka EXPO 2025, Should I go to The Sumo Hall Hirakuza? Because I want to know about sumo more, to introduce sumo's fascination.

As always, I hadn't let go the sake cup in the past years, and after taking cyanamide, the inhibitor of metabolism of alcohol, I haven't let go non-alcohol beer. I've not understood what I want to do. As a pharmacist, I want to increase foreign customers, and as a hobbyist, I want to inform foreigners of Japanese culture such as Hakkenden, Kanjin Sumo and so on. About sumo, I'm studying Raiden Tameemon（日本語：雷電為右衛門）, the strongest sumo wrestler in Japanese sumo history, having more than 90% wins and only 10 times lost in his entire sumo life. Chat GPT answered about Raiden correctly when I questioned Chat GPT about Raiden. Like this way, I've written English diary almost each day, so I may praise myself about it. At this way, it may be OK for me to introduce Hakkenden, sumo and so on. I have to increase my self-esteem. I've made animations by PixAI.

Recently, I often go to the restroom in the night, up to 3 times. So for my father's recommendation, I went to the urology. The urology has many foreign patients, so they've made English homepage, and often hold English learning. One clerk of the urology had gone to Australia to learn English. I felt it's amazing. I've thought it's good if our company will become suitable to foreigners, so I'm making the reports for learning medical English. But I'm always anxious because I'm always thinking I'm rushing away without caring for others. So, I always take alcohol for escaping from this fact. I understand it's no good. More thinking about it, I have Asperger and ADHD, so I'm very troubled to communication to others. But I'm generous to foreigners. Because I may like English and have a dream that I want to watch various things of Japan and world. And I may want to improve my English ability by communicating various foreigners. I've underst...

Yesterday, after the health check of our company, I've let loose very much. After working, I drunk red wine very much, and today morning, I vomited. It may made my parents worried. From today, I have to fix lifestyle. I always take cyanamide, the inhibitor of metabolism of alcohol, but I forgot to take it yesterday. So, I may let loose. I ate favorite ramen and hamburgers of McDonald, so my weight has increased again. After today, I have to decrease amounts of meals. I think it's cool if Anchovy in Garupan is drinking red wine.