SPIRIT's Diary

Yesterday, there is a festival of 24 Hour TV in Kotodai Park. So I went to Kotodai Park, and drunk beer too much. I drew a blank in the night of yesterday and I vomited three times in today's morning. I can't forget the fluffy feeling when I drink the liquor. It's no good, so I took cyanamide, the inhibitor of alcohol metabolism. I have to take good care of my brain more. It's strange to say this, the brain of bilingual is activating more than monolingual. I can speak English to some extent, so I have to take good care of my brain.

It's said JICA is flamed now. One of my peers in my church works in JICA, so I wanted talked about it with her, but I couldn't do it. She can speak with foreign peer of my church very well and shiny. I want to become like her. From my experience, the best way to improve English ability is using English thoroughly. As Dragon Sakura 2 pointed out, most of Japanese don't use English, so they can't improve English. I've also learned English by writing English in this blog and SNS, such as Experimental English Outgoing. In EXPO 2025, English is written in exhibition. I think, that we shouldn't care of be called "Americanized". Because we can learn language by using it. I want to learn English more, and inform Japanese culture of foreigners, such as Hakkenden.

I have a dream, that I want to watch various things in Japan and the world. But now, I'm likely to give up it. it hasn't gone well about saving money and "10 second rule", which is that I bear for 10 seconds when I have my impulse to eat and drink. I can bear for 10 seconds, but after it, I wasted money to eat and drink, such as Famichiki. And I have no methods except earning money effectively, such as making most of my assets the securities and social lending. is what I'm petulant at all the characteristic as my developmental disorder? In the short term, I have to go to Osaka and watch Osaka EXPO 2025. My father decided to accompany me, and today, we're planning to make schedule about EXPO 2025. I want to watch Italian Pavilion at first, but it's likely to crowded, so I want to Singapore Pavilion and German Pavilion instead. I'm planning enter the west gate in 1st and 3rd day, and the east gate in 2nd and 4th day. I want to watch pavilion near to ente...

This song is advertising song of "Takefuji （日本語：武富士） ", which occurred scandal. Recently, I've not heard of Takefuji. What has Takefuji become? Everybody jumping （みんなとべ） Jumping （とべ） Jumping （とべ） Jump....let's go! （とべ、いくぞ）     It's got to be your love （あなたの愛になった） The only love I call （私が呼ぶ愛だけが） And you're （そしてあなたは） You are the angel of my life （私の人生の天使なのだ）     It's got to be my heart （私の心になった） Being beside you all night long, and oh （あなたが 1 日夜を明かして私のそばにいたことは） I wanna be closer to you, my love （あなたともっと近づきたい） Until the day I die （私が死ぬその日までずっと） I'll be your everything （私はあなたのすべてになるんだ） Hey, whoa oh whoa oh-oh (whoa oh whoa oh-oh) （ああ、うれしい） Whoa oh oh oh!     Let's go! （いくぞ！） Won't you take my hand （どうして私の手を取らないのか） And I will be your man （私はあなたの男なのに） So tonight will come （今夜は） Dance the night away （一緒に踊る夜なのに）     One and one is two （ 1 人と 1 人で 2 人） Don't you be so cruel （どうか冷酷にならないでくれ） Synchronized love is what we've got to do （私と一緒になること...

Since long time, I haven't studied Financial Planner 3rd Grade while I'm too busy of doing DomoAI and PixAI. And it hasn't gone well of "my 10 seconds rule" for suspending my impulse to eat and drink liquor. I drunk liquor for 2 days. It's good experience that I learned DomoAI and PixAI. And I learned that we can make fake videos easily now. But I can't take examination of FP 3th Grade in September. More thinking, I found my personality is impulsive and instinctive. I act suddenly and easily. If my personality won't change for future, I may have to give up my dream that I watch various things in Japan and the world. Because I waste money to eat and drink and can't make money for travel. Well, I have impulsive and instinctive personality and it hasn't gone well for saving money. So I've taken most of my assets to securities and social lending, and I intend to earn money effectively. Yesterday, I received my renewal notice about my job earlie...

By PixAI, I generated an animation, that The Duel of Horyukaku/Horyu Tower by Harem Protagonists from Nansou Satomi Hakkenden. Itou Makoto as Inuzuka Shino and Momonari Junta as Inukai Genpachi are battling on the roof. Now I recognized, Junta is a bit short. Is it that he adjusts to Anchovy(Inukai Genpachi of Garupan Captain Group)? But, even in official settings, Junta's height is unknown. I thought Yuuki Rito(as Inusaka Keno) is the shortest in Hakkenshi of Harem Protagonists. Casting of  "Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi"  and  "Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi"  is below. Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi 仁(Jin)/benevolent: Inue Shinbei: Kasugano Haruka(Yosuga No Sora): (CV: Shimono Hiro) 義(Gi/justice): Inukawa Sosuke: Manaka Junpei(Ichigo 100%): (CV: Suzumura Kenichi) 礼(Rei/courtesy): Inumura Daikaku: Yuiga Nariyuki(We Never Learn): (CV: Oosaka Ryota) 智(Chi/wisdom): Inusaka Keno: Yuuki Rito(To Love Ru): (CV: Watanabe Akino) 忠(Chuu/loyalty): Inuyama Dosetsu:...

After I made "10 seconds rule", that I bear for 10 seconds when I have my impulse to eat and drink, I failed in the first day. After working, my craving was terrible, I paid over 3000 yens although I decided my budget to 1000 yens every day. Particularly, I bought 4 non-alcohol beer. Does it mean that my craving is such terrible? Even now, I always want to drink alcohol. I decided my budget for eating and drinking as 30,000 yens, but even it's just barely. After my parents pass away, can I make my own living? I have to reduce my money of investing because my budget for eating and drinking has increased. Even now, I become emotionally unstable easily. So I want to take alcohol. It's anti-effective. Can't I change my personality becoming emotionally unstable easily?

I made Mihoniumu-san(@gupmihoniumu, key(gaigaigai123)) draw an illustration. This time is, "In the park, Itou Makoto and Nishi Kinuyo are staying as a lover." Kinuyo: Makoto-san, I love you... Makoto: I love you too, Kinuyo. Kinuyo: Makoto-san, please stay with me forever... Makoto: Of course... I said,  "The illust request that Itou Makoto and Garupan Captain Group has become lovers are my 'poison' and 'Detarame/bullshit'" For future, it's good if I continue to request such thing. I want to make him illustrate "Hakkenshi series" too.

I have to save money seriously and reduce latte money. Today, I charged 30,000 yens to Rakuten Pay, and decided to make "10 seconds rule."     I'm impulsive and agitated, and often buy Famichiki, alcohol and so on, without thinking. Chat GPT recommended 10 seconds rule, that I wait for 10 seconds when my impulse such as wanting Famichiki, alcohol and   so on occur.     But does it go well? Even now, I'm troubled to interfering from my parents. it often makes me more stress. But I have to try it.     Dragon Sakura 2, the comic by Mita Norifusa, said, "Only one or two people in the group thinks to try it and acts. Others don't try it with making various reasons. They eventually lost their intention after hesitating." I'm the one of a few people to think to try it and act. I have to not waste this personality.

I made 8K video (600%) again in Youtube. This time is "Garupan Commanders and Itou Makoto have become lovers." By Domo AI, PowerDirector 365 and Topaz AI, I made this video. I spoke my peers in my church that I'm trying to video compilation. But, according to word and action of my peer, the video compilation is out of my league to them. But I think it's like the egg of Columbus. After someone had done it, everyone can do it. But the first is difficult and almost people don't want to do it. Video compilation is the same. Everyone can make such anime if we can know and have Domo AI, and everyone can make 8K videos if we can know and have Topaz AI. I become fun and chuckling, if I see the scene that Itou Makoto and Garupan Captain Groups become the lovers. Okamoto Taro says, "Let's try to do ''Detarame/bullshit" "Have 'the poison' in yourself." And, in my case, the crossover of Itou Makoto and Garupan Captain Group is both ...

I've sometimes cook by myself. I'm impulsive and short-tempered, but can I relieve my stress to only cook? Today, I made mayonnaise salad and yakitori. The taste of mayonnaise was mild, and the salt of yakitori is refreshing. I ate this cuisine with my father, but it wasn't bad. After eating it, I walked in the morning with my father. The time of my walking has extended from 30 minutes to 1 hour. So, I've been perspiring more easily. My weight has decreased, 86.1kg. Is it good or bad?

When I was watching on TV, TV picked up about "latte money." The meaning of latte money is "small, but frequent expenses accumulating, such as subscription, eating and drinking and so on. " More thinking about it, I've almost paid money Famichiki, non-alcohol beer and so on. I want to decrease the expenses, but I can't control my emotion and impulse, so it hasn't gone well. I consulted to Chat GPT, and the answer was below. ・Remove stored cards from mobile payment apps or disable auto-charge settings. ・Create a “delay rule”: before buying Famichiki or non-alcohol beer, wait 10 minutes. Often the impulse fades. ・Walk outside for 5 minutes. And so on. But it's inconvenient for me to remove stored cards from mobile payment apps. I had decided my money goal, such as the limit amount was 15,000 yens. But it didn't go well. In this month too, I had paid for Domo AI excessively. What should I do for future? On second thoughts, should I decide limit amou...

Recently, I've sometimes drunk liquor. As I said before, I can't suspend my strong impulse. For the same reasons, I sometime drink liquor. It's the best for me to drink no liquor. But I can't suspend desire to joy, so I drink liquor. Are Domo AI, PixAI and so on not sufficient methods to relieve my stress completely? For myself, I don't know. I'm easily perspiring, so, for it too, it makes stress. At least, I want hot days to finish earlier.

I talked about it in the conference of developmental disorders, but I can't control my impulse very well. Such as paying for DomoAI, PixAI, and so on, eating and drinking, I can't control my such impulse. In this point, I'm very similar to Dr. Jekyll, which prefers pleasure more than usual while he's a noble doctor in public. I n my case, it's not gone well for me to save money on account of my such impulse, so I concluded, that it's better for me to earn money effectively more than saving money.     I can't suspend them if my voltage of my impulse or anger will increase more than usual. Even now, I'm likely to become mad and assault to my parents when I become angry. It would be OK if I can separate my impulse personality into one person, like Dr. Jekyll, but it's impossible. So, I have no way except earning money effectively such as investing. In this way, I've become taking pride in "the investor".     How w...

By PixAI, I generated an animation, that The Duel of Horyukaku/Horyu Tower by Garupan Captain Group from Nansou Satomi Hakkenden.     Nishizumi Miho as Inuzuka Shino and Anchovy as Inukai Genpachi are battling on the roof. As I predicted, the drawing has collapsed, but it may be the limit of present AI. If AI evolve, will the drawing not become collapsed?     I think I want to see Harem Protagonists' Version, that Itou Makoto as Inuzuka Shino and Momonari Junta as Inukai Genpachi are battling. But I have no money and credits. It needs a bit time. Casting of  "Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi"  and  "Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi"  is below. Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi 仁(Jin)/benevolent: Inue Shinbei: Kasugano Haruka(Yosuga No Sora): (CV: Shimono Hiro) 義(Gi/justice): Inukawa Sosuke: Manaka Junpei(Ichigo 100%): (CV: Suzumura Kenichi) 礼(Rei/courtesy): Inumura Daikaku: Yuiga Nariyuki(We Never Learn): (CV: Oosaka Ryota) 智(Ch...

Today, I went to obesity hospital and take blood test. Recently, my weight has increased again, what will the result become? I thought variously, and conclusively, I had found that it's important for me to maintain my health. I'm always careful for my weight. But, sometimes, I want my favorite food, and go to my favorite ramen shop, McDonalds and so on. So my weight hadn't lost very well. My president said that she wants me to maintain my health to work longer. I shouldn't forget it. I should have various attraction to entertain me, such as Domo AI, PixAI and so on. Can I resolve my stress by only them?

I've continued to use Domo AI. Today, I found that we can generate animations from even photographs by Domo AI, not only illustrations. But if we command correct prompts, we can generate even live-action. Therefore, we can make fake video easily. In South Korea, fake live actions have become problems, such as politics. Inversely, the technology has progress like such things. I think, that AI is a Pandora Box, that change society dramatically. But now, AI had already expanded to public. We all have to think seriously how to use AI effectively and safely. And we have to make technology that unchanged photographs by AI. If we are as we are, we can generate fake live-action video easily. Definitely, they will make us confused. At first, can we come up technologies that photographs can't change by AI?

Recently, I've not able to find the songs that I'll translate into Japanese. But I remembered "Beautiful Sunday", which translated into Japanese and has been signed by Tanaka Seiji. I tried to translate this song into Japanese.       Sunday morning, up with the lark （日曜の朝、ひばりとともに起きる） I think I'll take a walk in the park （公園で歩けると思った） Hey, hey, hey, it's a beautiful day （ああ、なんて美しい日なんだろう）     I've got someone waiting for me （誰かが僕を待っている） And when I see her, I know that she'll say （その人にあったとき、その人の言おうとしていることがわかる） Hey, hey, hey, it's a beautiful day （ああ、なんて美しい日なんだろう）     [Chorus] Hi, hi, hi, beautiful Sunday （ああ、美しい日曜日） This is my, my, my beautiful day （これは僕のための美しい日） When you say, say, say, say that you love me （君が僕のことを好きと言ってくれたら） Oh my, my, my, it's a beautiful day （もっと美しい日になるんだ）     [Verse 2] Birds are singing, you by my side （君の横で鳥たちが歌っている） Let's take a car and go for a ride...

In previous days, I said we can't generate animations of fierce actions, such as chanbara, by Domo AI. I tried to experiment this illustration of Mihoniumu-san(@gupmihoniumu, key(gaigaigai123)).     The result is below. Only water is spreading and 2 people didn't move.     Thinking about it more, I tried to generate an animation of chanbara by PixAI. The result is below. The move is very fierce, but drawing was very collapse.     The quality of animation by AI is insufficient. But, inversely, it has still big potential. If AI system upgrade, can we generate the fierce action?

I've sometimes cook by myself. After a long time, I made Niku-Soba/the soba with meat. It was delicious and refreshing taste! Since long time, I hadn't eaten soba, udon and so on. I want to make them more, but absorption of carbohydrate from soba and udon is fast. It may be a reason that I increase my weight. I have to think about it more.

When I think back, when I was in kindergarten, my go-to song in karaoke was "Suika/The Drunken Song" by Yoshi Ikuzo. I think, I felt this phrase good, "Ya-ren, So-ran Yo" . The reason has been unknown until now. My mother said, that I always ignored Minnano Uta/Everyone's song, such as "Makkura Mori No Uta/The Song of Dark Forest." The reason has also been unknown. Since I was a child, My sensitivity has been ubnormal, hasn't it?

Step by step, I've become used to use Domo AI. In accordance with it, my passionate to Domo AI has gone. For future, I'm not likely to disturb my eating and job on account of Domo AI. By Domo AI, we can upgrade videos to maximum 4K level and 60fps, with comparatively low capacity. But we need many credits. About Topaz AI too, we can need much time, such as than 5 hours, to upgrade video quality to 8K level. And generated videos have a far big capacity, so we're troubled to upload to Youtube. For future, will the problems be resolved? Anyway, I made 8K video again. This time is "Heroines in Sakura Trick are kissing each other." They are very sexy!

I've been addicted to Domo AI, the AI anime generating system, with even being likely to forget to eating and job.     But, recently, I've seen the limitation of Domo AI. At first, by Domo AI, we can't make over 3 people move. And, we can't generate fierce action like chanbara. But, about simple movement, such as kissing and hugging, we can generate many smooth animations.     In my case, I need to use Domo AI more, to be used to it. If systems of Domo AI upgrade for future, can we make over 3 people move?     Today too, I also made an animation by Domo AI and Topaz AI, It's "Wedding Peach DX Yuri Kiss Scene Part 3".

After I've known and gotten Domo AI, the AI animation system, my lifestyle has very changed dramatically. Always, I want to use Domo AI more than thinking my job and travel. Today, I always thought I want to use Domo AI earlier, and I couldn't concentrate my task. If we can't be more careful, we would be likely to pay for Domo AI excessively, we couldn't concentrate our job and so on.     Actually, by only using DomoAI, I can't still be believable that we can make many smooth animations from only one picture or illustration. But, in other words, AI system has progressed to such things. However, now, I've disturbed my job and my lifestyle because I'm always thinking of DomoAI.     At any rate, I'm also always thinking, "How many fields can we, the human being, be permitted to step in?"     Anyway, I made 8Kvideo again. This time is, "Heroines in Wedding Peach DX are doing yuri kiss." All heroines are...

Today is holiday, but it's fierce rainy. So I stayed at home, and was enthusiastic to use Domo AI.     I can't still believe that we can generate smooth animations from just one anime picture by Domo AI. But, in other words, the technology and society has been changing fiercely. I have system Topaz AI, the system expands video image quality to maximum 8K. With mixing Domo AI and Topaz AI, I generated the anime, that Hanasaki Momoko and Scarlett Ohara in Wedding Peach DX is kissing, with 8K level((600%))     They are very sexy!

When I was browsing in the internet, I found Domo AI, AI animation generating system. I had become interested, I registered this system. But when I realized, I have paid about 50,000 yens. I've done too much. Domo AI was created in Singapore in 2022. So it’s new system. As standard plan, I have to pay about 35000 yens per year. But when we activate Relax Mode, we can generate animations for free. It's very useful for me because generated animations 　move more smoothly than animations by PixAI. But I have a bit anxiety. Whether generated anime is correcting anatomy or not, is dependent to our luck. And we can generate high quality animation and illustration for low price, so everyone wants to use these AI systems. Consuming of energy will increase remarkably Now, almost countries want to activate nuclear electrics. In Japan, the big accident in Fukushima nuclear electrics occur, so almost Japanese are sensitive to it. Can we decrease amounts of activating nuclear electrics, even...

Today too, I cooked. I made lunch. Because today is the day I work in my home. It's spaghetti salad for long time.   I t's wonderful of spaghetti's stiff and mayonnaise's mild. For future, I want to eat it.     What I make my favorite cuisine is also to relieve my stress. It's OK if I can relieve all of my stress by it. My mental stability is very weak.

Recently, I've drunk non-alcohol beer too much. If I don't do so, I can't calm down. But, on second thoughts, I've understood I'm alcoholic addiction.     The reason drinking non-alcohol beer too much is recent insufficient sleeping and taking caffeine too much too. But, originally, my mental stability is a far weaker than person without disability because I have Asperger and ADHD. So, I become mentally unstable easily.     I've wasted money for buying non-alcohol beer too much, so I thought I give up to go to EXPO 2025 once. Then, I decreased the budget of Osaka travel from 300,000 yens to 200,000 yens. I have discount coupon of JR East, the shareholder incentives, so I can also decrease the expense of Shinkansen.     But, for living by own, I want to decrease expenses to eat and drink more. It's ideal if I can relieve my stress to only generate illustrations and watch sumo.