SPIRIT's Diary

Recently, I can't come up with what I want to write this blog. This blog is alternation of my diary, so it would be good if I can continue to write every day. More thinking, in Gintama, there is a story about Seita's picture diary. It seems, to elementary school students, it's good for them that writing own diary is making good habitancy. In fact, it's said, that writing own diary is good for activating own brain, improving writing ability and so on. But, today, how should I write this blog? Recently, I took GLP-1 agonist, the medication for obesity, so I could reduce my weight from 93.2kg to 92.4kg. It's good for my health. But my habitancy has remained, that I eat and drink liquor too much if I have much stress. I can suppress my crave to liquor, by taking cyanamide and Legtect. What should I do for future?

Today is also work from home. So, I decided to cook again. Today is, "Spaghetti with pork and mayonnaise." The taste of mayonnaise and pork was mixed very much. However, I added the salt and pepper too much. This cuisine made me perspiring. Because it was also warm despite February in Japan. I've skipped alcohol for 3 days. I want to continue to cook without drinking liquor.

Yesterday, I had blood stools and 37℃ fever. I thought, it was derived from hang over to drink liquor too much 2 days ago. So, yesterday, after my task, I slept earlier. Now, my body feels light, and my blood stools have been gone. Recently, I've not thought my body and my health. And I've drunk liquor gradually. It seems it's about time that my body is about to reach my limit. More, I have to think about my body and my health.

By Domo AI and PixAI, I made an animation. This time is,  “Itou Makoto in School Days and Kay in Girls Und Panzer are kissing as the lover.” This animation is made from an illustration of Mihoniumu-san(@gupmihoniumu, key(gaigaigai123)). I have to thank him so much. Really, I love to stir up Garupan Ojisan(Garupan Fan) by using Makoto.

Yesterday, I went to Soyogi No Mori/Forest of Breeze in Ayashi, the big public bath again. Public bath was very warm and impressive. And, as lunch, I ate negitoro rice bowl and drank the large beer. Beer was crisp and refreshing, and negitoro bowl was light taste. However, I may shouldn't have drunk the liquor. But going to big public bath makes me refreshing. It's also good for me to relieve my stress by going to the public bath. Today, the cough is terrible because I may drink beer too much yesterday. I have to think about my body health more.

 Last Friday, I cooked again. This time was, "Spaghetti salad and gyoza" And grilled tuna was remained. They were improvised, but they were very delicious. Mayonnaise of spaghetti salad and soy sauce of gyoza mixed very much. This combination is not bad. It's good if I can stop drinking alcohol by relieving my stress by cooking.

Recently, when I have free time, I watch the videos of the game, "Takeshi No Chosenjo（日本語：たけしの挑戦状）/Takeshi's Challenge Letter" in YouTube. As "Kusoge（日本語：糞ゲー）:the junk game", this game has been infamous in the game fans. This game is, that the hero, the lame office worker, searches a treasure in South Pacific. However, in this game, the goal of this game never been shown. I think most people had thought, that this game is what the hero only walks around in the world. And, more thinking, to find a treasure, the hero in the game have to both quit from his company and get divorce. In the real, It's too risky. The world view in the game is hard, and the hero will die if we choose wrong route. In various route, the traps are hiding. And in the ending of the game, Beat Takeshi (Mr. Kitano Takeshi) appears and tells, "Why have you gotten serious to such game?" It's brutally frank of this saying. This game published on Dec 1986. Why did Mr. Beat Takesh...

I also watched Girls Und Panzer Motto Love Love Projekt 2nd. But, Darjeeling's turns are too little. However, Darjeeling in Motto Love Love Project is a bit eccentric, such as loving Orange Pekoe too much. Personally, I think it was too bad. In this story too, there are some heartfelt short stories. I love Duck's Team's story most. They never lose their passion to volleyball. BC Freedom High School's story was also interesting. Marie and Oshida had become fat, so they had to lose own weight. That Andou was contributive to them, made me laugh. I also have obesity, so I have to be careful more.

It's my faint memory, but this song was shown in the climax of the movie, "Bohemian Rhapsody". I felt this song it was dynamic. But I thought Freddie Mercury's life was strange. He was bisexual, broke up with female lover, and got AIDS and died. Had he felt his life was happy? I've paid my dues （僕は自分の運命を満たした） Time after time （長い年月の後で） I've done my sentence （自分の使命を満たした） But committed no crime （犯罪に走ることもなく） And bad mistakes （悪い間違いは） I've made a few （ほんのわずかに犯した） I've had my share of sand kicked in my face （屈辱的な思いをさせられたこともあった） But I've come through (And I mean to go on and on, and on, and on) （しかしそれはもう過ぎ去っている（僕の中からも忘れ去られている）） We are the champions, my friends （友よ、僕たちはチャンピオンだ） And we'll keep on fighting till the end （最後まで僕たちは戦いきるんだ） We are the champions （ぼくたちはチャンピオンだ） We are the champions （僕たちはチャンピオンだ） No time for losers （負け犬だったことはない） 'Cause we are the champions （なぜなら僕たちはチャンピオンなのだから） Of the world （世界の中で） I've taken my bows （舞台で僕は挨拶をし） And my c...

Yesterday, I drank liquor again. I said, that my best way to relieve my stress is cooking not drinking liquor, don't I? It's very strange and it's my dissolute lifestyle. I need to control my stress more, and I need to observe my cuisine and think the cuisines was made very well. I forgot that I made spaghetti salad again last Friday. I'll show this cuisine. I added the rest pumpkin, so it was delicious and nutritious. The texture of pumpkin was soft and flaky. I want to make spaghetti salad again and again.

My weight has returned from 92kg to 93.2kg. I've become fat again. Yesterday, I ate too much hamburger in McDonalds. Recently, I've not understood what I should do and how I should become. That's all, if I say I should reduce my weight and stop drinking alcohol. But I couldn't do them very much. They look easy but actually are difficult. Now, we are called for increasing productivity, so it's insufficient for me to only do my best. I may need to make my goal again, and I need to try it. 3 days ago, I finished to renew the qualification of Japan Health Literacy. 2 days ago, I met my friends of developmental disorder and talked variously. Yesterday, I went to my church and devoted as a choir. All of them are needed to me, and I want to do all of them. Now, I need to study G Certificate to pass the examination. And to lose my weight, I have to drink over 2000ml water.

Again, I requested Mihoniumu-san(@gupmihoniumu, key(gaigaigai123)) an illustration. In this time, it's "As Inuyama Dosetsu, Ichijou Raku and Nishi Kinuyo are showing the orb of ''Chuu（忠）/loyalty". Raku and Kinuyo: We’re Inuyama Dosetsu Tadatomo. We have the orb of Chuu（忠）/loyalty. I prefer, Ichijou Raku and Nishi Kinuyo as Inuyama Dosetsu, most. Raku as Dosetsu who expresses aggressive and volititional. Kinuyo as Dosetsu who cotes flame and are the most beautiful in Dosetsu's world. Both of them impacted me strongly! In next times, I requested Mihoniumu--san illustration, of pairs of Inukai Genpachi (Momonari Junta and Anchovy). HAKKENSHI! FIGHT FOR JUSTICE!! Casting of  "Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi"  and  "Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi"  is below. Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi 仁(Jin)/benevolent: Inue Shinbei: Kasugano Haruka(Yosuga No Sora): (CV: Shimono Hiro) 義(Gi/justice): Inukawa Sosuke: Manaka Junpei(Ichigo 100%): (CV: Suzum...

After long time, I can translate English song. This time is  "Imagine" by John Lennon. When September 11 Attacks in United States Occurred, it was said that America prohibited to listen this song. I think Americans in this time were not good of these lyrics below; "Imagine there's no countries" It seemed American thought the lyrics were rebel to patriotism. However, it's right, that it would be easy if we don't imagine. Because some thinking makes us pain. Imagine there's no heaven （天国はないと想像してほしい） It's easy if you try （その気になれば簡単なはず） No hell below us （人々の下に地獄もない） Above us, only sky （ただ空だけがある） Imagine all the people （すべての人々が） Living for today （今日だけを生きていると想像してほしい） I （僕は） Imagine there's no countries （国がないと想像してほしい） It isn't hard to do （想像するのは難しくない） Nothing to kill or die for （殺すことも死ぬこともない） And no religion too （そして地方や境界線も） Imagine all the people （すべての人々が） Living life in peace （平和の中に生きていると想像してほしい） You （あなたも） You may say I'm a dreamer （きっと僕は...

Again, by Domo AI and PixAI, I generated animations. This time is, "Itou Makoto and Darjeeling are kissing as the lover." They are very cute! In the snow, Itou Makoto and Darjeeling are kissing. In tea time, Itou Makoto and Darjeeling are kissing. In the bed, Itou Makoto and Darjeeling are kissing. These animations were made from illustrations by Mihoniumu-san(@gupmihoniumu, key(gaigaigai123)). I have to thank to him. Really, I love to stir up Garupan Ojisan(Garupan Fan) by using Makoto.

After 4 years, I received notification of renewal workshop of Japan Expert Master of Health Literacy. I have to receive many workshops and pass the examination by Mar. But, the reasons aren't understood, I'm very happy. I've understood, that what we have my goal and dream make ourselves very happy. Dragon Sakura 2 also said. I wanted to escape my recent dissolute lifestyle. And I decided to never drink alcohol. Instead, I want to drink more milk, my favorite drinking. And, I returned my guts of passing the examinations of G Certification. I want to pass both examinations of Japan Expert-Master of Health Literacy and G Certificate.

On Friday, I cooked again. In this case, I made the pork and cheese sauté. The taste of cheese was very delicious. And the texture of cheese was very melting. I love cheese. Recently, liver rest days are only a handful time. It would be good for me if I can relieve my stress by cooking not drinking alcohol.

Ever since the Sagamihara stabbings, I’ve occasionally wondered what has happened since then to Tsukui Yamayuri-en and to Kanagawa. So every now and then I take a look at Kanaloco, the online site of the Kanagawa Shimbun. Honestly, I’d like to go directly to Tsukui Yamayuri-en and lay flowers there, but I’ve heard that since the incident the media may crowd in, and that there’s no shuttle bus and the access has gotten worse. I also hear things like: compared with Miyagi, Kanagawa has a larger population and a larger foreign population, and there’s more hate speech than in Miyagi. I’ve never actually seen hate speech myself, though. Or rather, if people with developmental disabilities were to drive out resident foreigners, I think it would just become infighting. (Christ also said something like, “If Satan drives out Satan, it’s divided against itself.”) Basically, I think the foreign people at church are good people, and I probably also have the desire to share Japanese culture with th...

In October, I'll go to Germany with my father. But now, I'm struggling to collect money. It's last-minute planning, that I collect money after I applied travel tour. At any rate, I've collected half money of expense. But I couldn't stop small wasting, such as eating and liquor. Should I rely on dividend of my equity, or sell gold or bitcoin? In my case, my cash is always barely. I also think for the benefit of society, but I want to broaden my vision by going to various place at first. Going Germany is one method. I become easily mad if I rely on only passion and guts, so I have to maintain my pace, in the saving money case too.

Since Edo Period, Inusaka Keno, the warriors of "智(Chi/wisdom)" has been very popular. Because “He is a beauty man like female, and he's no discomfort even if he becomes cross-dressing.” “He is extremely cruel despite of beauty people, and even kill women and children of enemy family without hesitating.” But he has a bit human touch. It's that he is a little gay. In original work, there is "Asakeno's woo to Kobungo". Asakeno is Keno's fake name as the female dengaku performer, and he flirted with Inuta Kobungo, the warrior of "悌(Tei/brotherhood)", with condition that Keno will release Kobungo from the prison. He even said and offered his head to Kobungo, "I want to be killed by you if this love won't become true." By unknown reasons, Kobungo responded it. However, in ancient Japan, "Shudou(日本語：衆道)/male homosexuality" like this was not rare. For example, Yajirobee(Yaji-san) and Kitahachi(Kita-san), the heroes of Tokai...

Thanks to you, my weight has decreased from 94 kg to 92.4 kg. For my health, it's very good. Other reasons are, ・I've continued to take GLP-1 every day. ・I've taken over 2,000 ml water every day. ・4 times a week, I've walked for 1 hour with my father. However, in Polynesian, full-figured women are called as beauty. And, In Qing, the ancient China, women having small feet were called as beauty. In other words, it seems that every people are called as beauty depending on someone's perspective. But, in present Japan, it's the satiation era, so thin people are called as beauty. In such era, how much will I reduce my weight* At least, I want to continue to drink over 2000ml water every day.