I've Lived like A Chariot Horse

My weight has become over 92 kg.

By own, I can't control all of my weight, appetite and emotion, so I decided to consult obesity clinic.

 

 

On second thoughts, I'm a developmental disorder and my emotion is unstable by all means.

In this case, I've continued to my career as a pharmacist and an investor. 

 

 

Dragon sakura 2 said,

"To make good peers, we should go to Tokyo University."

But about my peer of developmental disorders,

"Without working, he's stayed at home."

"Except working in Pre-employment transition centers B type, he always goes to game centers and restaurant."

"He had been a hikikomori since long periods, but he's gone to an Employment Support Center recently."

And most of them are very fat.

Thinking about it, I've been desperate and lived like a chariot horse.

Instead, I can't control both my emotion and my appetite, and I'm easily agitated and inflammable.

 

 

Strict hierarchy in workplaces has collapsed by Globalization and IT-ization, so supervisors rushing desperately was the past era.

I rush desperately after deciding, but have neither self-control ability nor popularity

In other hand, I have a qualification of pharmacist and TOEIC 840.

Isn't my spec low?

Despite lower position, whether I have ability to just live in entire my life or not.

I've become fat again, my itchy of my atopic disease is terrible.

Should I think about my future after I'll go to an obesity hospital?