I Went to Hatsumode/First Shrine Visit in New Year, Today

Today, I went to Hatsumoude/the first shrine visit, in New Year.

With my father, I went to it, but my father was more vigorous than me.

I’ve become very tired now.

Recently, my mental instability and addiction to alcohol become even mortal condition now.

So, for recovery of my mental health and expanding Hakkenden to foreigners, I prayed in the shrine.

Is it OK for me, the Protestant Christian, to pray in the Japanese Shrine?

However, the vision from the shrine was very beautiful.

Recently, I'm wondering what I want to do.

It's OK for me to contribute my company with English knowledge and Chat GPT.

It's OK for me to inform Hakkenden of foreigners with English.

But my mental health has become dangerous, such as alcohol addiction and so on.

I've kept in mind to take Regtect, the inhibitor of alcohol, three times a day.

And, also, I've been tired of accompanying my parents in year-end and new year holidays.

It would be OK for me to make my own time, without drinking alcohol.

As always, on account of alcohol, my depression is terrible.

But it's good for me to praise myself because I could write English in my blog and SNS, today too.