I Have Obesity and My Body Is Swollen, but My Soul Is Like Much Emaciated.
I have obesity and my body is swollen, but my soul is like much emaciated. So I always want alcohol more. Yesterday, I went to obesity clinic, and was shown my blood test. All of AST, ALT and γ-GTP was high, in other words, my function of liver was bad. The result made me shocked, and made me drink alcohol more. So, in this morning, I couldn't sleep despite taking sleeping medication. What do I want now? I'm understand I'm very luxury, because people in Kumamoto are struggling catastrophe of earthquake. But what should I do to make me satisfied? Until now, I've written English in this blog to improve my English ability. Can I think just it's great? For now, I began to take a diuretic to lose my body swollen. But now, I'm struggling frequent urination. For it, my soul is like much emaciated. According to some books, it seems we need 40 million yens after retirement. I could reduce paying for PixAI somehow. But my cash is too little because I've been desperate...