SPIRIT's Diary

On last Sunday, in the church, I ate curry as lunch. It was very delicious but spicy. I had become very perspiring. It affected to me, so I cooked again to relieve my stress today. This time was "Mayonnaise yakisoba" It was first time for me to add mayonnaise into yakisoba. But it became nice effect. Both texture and taste became mild. On second thoughts, I prefer mayonnaise. However, I can't stop wasting money for PixAI. What should I do?

In Japan, there are holidays from Sept.19th to Sept. 23th. So they are called as "Silver Week" So, both yesterday and today too, I cooked again. The cuisine of yesterday was, "Gyoza" . However, I added wrong amount of water into gyoza. So texture of gyoza were soft and watery. For my father, he could eat them more easily than ordinary gyoza . Today's cuisine was, "Yakisoba". The texture of yakisoba noodle and the taste of sauce were moderate. So both I and my father could eat them too much. To relieve my stress, cooking is important to me. However, for a whopping of these 3 days, I paid money for PixAI too much. German travel is soon, so I have to save much money as possible. What should I do?

I've continued to cook to relieve my stress.  Yesterday I cooked,   "Fried Rice with Ketchup".  I also got up at 4:00 A.M. today too.  So I cooked,  "Yakisoba". The taste of fried rice with ketchup was very perfect. The sour taste of ketchup and the texture of pork mixed very much. However, the amount of cuisine was a bit much. Yakisoba was a bit bad. I couldn't stir fry carrots very much, so the texture of carrots was very hard. I have to chew carrots many times. But the taste and texture of the noodle of yakisoba was moderate. Yakisoba is useful because my mother who can't eat hard cuisine can eat it. To relieve my stress more effectively, I want to cook more for future.

I've told myself much time, "About Japanese politics and economy, it's not going to happen overnight. All I can do is just what I can do." However, I've noticed that I could do nothing until now. About much money prepared for equity investing, I've wasted them to PixAI and alcohol. Now, I'm nothing and I still can become nothing. It's exactly same to Itekura Byakuya in Rurouni Kenshin Hokkaido Arc. To resolve incredibly frustrating from it, I cooked again. I made "The mayonnaise yakisoba." The taste of mayonnaise was very melting. The delicious cuisine made me vigorous once. But I have to think, "What will I do for what, as a pharmacist and an investor?" My rest cash is a few. I may have to bear and bear such as saving money and stopping buying alcohol.