SPIRIT's Diary

I watched this video in Youtube, by Mr. Tanaka Kei. According to it, we have to decide both "What do we want to do?" and "By when will we do them?" What I want to do is, "I want to use English more because I have 840 TOEIC score." "I want to go abroad and watch various things in the world more." About the first desire, it has been fulfilled because I often talk foreigners in my church with English. But about the second desire, I want to this desire more. But I have both Asperger's and ADHD, so my mental health has been very unstable. So I can't control my appetite and liquor desire, and both my weight and my blood pressure has increased recently. Is it the limit of developmental disorder? Recently, I've done the meditation to relieve my stress, but it hasn't gone well? Should I continue it? However, it's no other methods, to reduce money to eat and drink and relieve my stress. It may be said I have to continue meditation.

Today too, I went to go to ChocoZAP with my father, and exercised. Anaerobic exercise in ChocoZAP can help to make my muscle. But, about my weight, my weight hasn't decreased yet. However, as always, I haven't cared for my weight. As always, to eat and drink is the best way to relieve my stress. My physical strength and resilience have fluctuated for days. If I have both of them, I have much desire such as going to Shanghai. But if I have neither of them, I don't want to do anything including to work. It may be the key whether my mental is stable or not. Recently, I re-started that I often take meditation in free time. But, until now, I can't make my mental stable even if I do it. Will it become effective.

I said, that I prayed with English in my church. I was happy because my English made foreigners understood. I want to learn English more because I want to watch various things of Japan and the world. By the way, Mr. Narita Yusuke, the vice professor of Yale University, said, "In Japan, the English's needs will polarize. Ones will need English deeply to communicate foreigners deeply, but the others will need minimum English knowledge by using translation app and so on." But I think that inbounds and foreign labors will increase in Japan for future. To incorporate their needs, we need English to communicate. (There is also "plain Japanese"). Therefore, not "for knowledge" but "FOR OWN", we will have to learn English, I think. English will become important equal to Japanese. According to BBC, the brain of bilingual is activating more vigorously than monolingual. Anyway, by using English more, we have to learn English.

In my church, there was "circle for praying" today. There is also "status report and praying with English", so I joined this circle with foreigners. I was very tensioned because it's first time for me to praying with English. I couldn't listen English talking of other foreigners. But I could inform, that I want to increase revenue of my pharmacy and contribute my president. Nobody except me had joined the English praying circle. But if I don't join this circle, nobody won't join this circle. And I wouldn't win the peer of my church which works in JICA forever. She has worked in JICA, so her experience communicating with foreigners is far more than me. I want to watch various things of Japan and the world, and I want to inform Japanese culture such as Hakkenden. I can't dismiss this experience. After it, I ate salmon-rice as lunch in my church. It was very delicious!

My company is struggling to decline the revenue and have to raise the minimum payment. I want to make the productivity of my company, but before it, I have to improve my productivity. And my physical strength and resilience have decreased a far more than when I was 20s. I've consulted Chat GPT again, but the answer is how to improve productivity as a pharmacist. I charged 15000 yen to Rakuten Pay, so I have to consider my earning power and productivity more seriously. My job is that I write reports about disease and medication. Applications of my paid leave has approved easily, so I have much freedom in my company. But because of it, my payroll is a bit cheap. I recover insufficient payroll by earning money by investing. But I want more money. Eventually, the best way earning money and increase productivity is that I reduce money to eat and drink and invest instead. But I can't do it easily. I decided that the budget to eat and drink every day is 500 yen again. But until now, i...

My vigor has recovered one by one since I was working in my office yesterday. I've become the emotion that I want to go abroad again. At first, I decided to go to the Gogh's Museum in Tokyo Metropolitan Art Museum in November. I've known this exhibition, when I was watching NHK in Topos, the onsen in central of Sendai. I watched various opus by Gogh in Singapore, but I want to watch them again. I 'm thinking about how much budget is. But I also want to watch both Newoman Takanawa and Odaiba Retro Museum. If I will watch them, I have to stay in the hotel of Tokyo, and the budget has to increase much more. Should I make this trip the day trip?

I've continued to generate animations by Domo AI. In this time, I generated, "The hot scene of Momoi Satsuki and Aida Riko in Kuroko No Basket"     In X(former Twitter), the kiss scene of Momoi Satsuki and Aida Riko has become some famous. In this Youtube, how it will become?     I have only published hot scenes in anime, haven't I? I should diversify variations of Youtube anime.