Depressive Golden Week

I spent depressive Golden Weeks. I increased going out time, because I’m not comfortable even if I stay home or accompany my parents.

I spent time such as staying Sunpia No Yu/Sunpia Hot Spring, doing window shopping in Yodobashi Camera and so on. 

But I wasted money for them and eating out too much.



Recently, it hasn’t gone well for me, about my losing weight, my work and so on,

So I took alcohol too much and it may make me depressed.

I decided to fudge my weight to parents for a while.



Like Ushijima the Loan Shark, without taking alcohol, I may need to forgive myself.



Anyway, I may want to resolve my loneliness. But it may be good for me because writing English makes me a bit satisfied.

I have to increase time to write English rather than going out.


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