SPIRIT's Diary

I applied for a tour-pack for German Travel in next Oct. But I've not collected sufficient money yet. It's 400,000 yen to go. It's OK if I can save 50,000 yen every month. However, my mother recommended that I should save 200,000 yen as the defense of living, not for German Travel. But I've adopted the theory by DIE WITH ZERO or Horiemon/Mr. Horie Takafumi below: "We have to collect our own experience, not money." I can't think, that it's meaningful if I save cash without purpose. Do I need 200,000 yen as saving money? Anyway, I'll ABSOLUTELY and DEFINITELY collect the rest 400,000 yens for 8 months, for German travel. I also have to broaden my vision and collect my experience.

Yesterday, I bought a textbook of G-Certificate/JDLA Deep Learning for GENERAL, so I started to study G-Certificate today. It's certificate of general knowledge of Deep Learning. I'm a Japanese pharmacist and I have IT passport, but it's very difficult. However, for future, medical DX will progress in Japan too, and the knowledge may be useful. My knowledge of IT passport can be used less than English knowledge now. In next May, I'll take the examination of G-Certificate. But will my studying be on time by that time. I decided to study 3 pages every day, so if in this pace, I'll finish to study the textbook Can I make use of knowledge of computer, such as IT Passport, G-Certificate and so on for future?.

Today, I went to Sendai branch of Kinki Nippon Tourist, and I applied German Travel. As immediate compensation, I needed 200,000 yen and paid it. I thought whoever strikes first wins, so I decided applied it today. I'll go to Rotenberg, the city of Germany. It's the model of anime, A Little Snow Fairy Sugar, which I love once. How is this town? This tour will be joined at least 3 members, including me. Anyway, this tour will be executed. I have to collect the rest money.

Today morning, it's very snowy. So that I make my body hot, I made cap cai, the Indonesian cuisine. It's very hot, but glass noodles is stiffy, the good meaning. I've become very perspiring, but I'll take bath again. Cooking is the best way to relieve my stress. But it would be also OK if I could stop drinking liquor.

Today, I took three-ways interviews in my company. But I'll tell it in another times. Recently, I've hardly used PixAI, even animations. PixAI can generate dynamic animations. Anyway, by Power Director 365 and PixAI, I added music to "The Duel of Horyukaku by Harem Protagonists and Garupan Captain Group , based on Nansou Satomi Hakkenden." These are them, I have to use animations by PixAI more effectively.

Ropia Sendai Store, one of supermarkets in Japan, is adjacent to JR Sendai Station. We can use only cash, so I've not been interested in Ropia until now. But, I have little cash, and for changing mind, so I went to Ropia after I had gone to alcohol hospital. In Ropia, katsudon, pizza and so on looked very delicious and big. But katsudon looked most delicious, so I bought with 500 yen. And I bought 2000ml of milk, so I needed 834 yen. But, it was cheaper than other supermarkets and conveinience stores. I'm straying how to save money. But I think, that it's good of buying cheap and much meals in Ropia and spend money for travel most. But, recently, my desire to go to Germany has lost interest. I could collect half of money for German travel nevertheless. Anyway, to save money, I may have to go to Ropia, not convenience store nearby my home.

Recently, I’m always languid. My BMR has decreased because of my aging, so I can’t lose my weight however I  exercise. And yesterday, my proposal hasn’t been adopted to my president. Yesterday, I ate two big cups of ramen in a binge. My president said, that she’s struggling to manage her company because the value of medications and revenue has decreased but the minimum wage has to raise. So I’ve thought I have to deal with it. It’s also OK, if medical DX in my pharmacies progresses and interpersonal work of pharmacies increase. But it needs much time, effort and expenses. My company is minor, so I don’t think we have sufficient assets. So I’ve thought we have no methods except incorporating new customers. I came up with inviting foreign travelers and foreign laborers as new customers. But brochures for foreigners weren’t adopted to my president. My president said, that no foreigners come to our pharmacies so the brochures for foreigners are useless. But somehow, can we make foreign...

After long time, I cooked the cuisine. Today, I got up 3:00 A.M. and cooked cheese penne and cheese pork. Mayonnaise has become gone, so I add cheese to penne salad instead. Cheese was melty. After making cuisines, I've become very sleepy and slept deeply. After it, I made animations by Domo AI. But I found we can also explicit videos by ever Domo AI. How far should we, the human being, be permitted to step into?

I have a bad habitancy, that I want to use the rest cash to invest equities and social-lending. But I decided to leave 100,000 yens as the cash. Always, I've been worried whether I can pay the paying of credit cards. In other words, I also need some cash. I made the cash by selling the stocks of ANA. But I don't know it goes well or worst. And, I have the thinking,  "Using the cash is the most meaningful. the cash is a voucher to be able to exchange the value and the cash itself has no value." Anyway, I have to collect the money to go to Germany. Anyway, I have to live by my own.

I have to lose my weight with maintaining my muscle amounts, to deal with three-ways interview on Dec. 10th. In this time, I found the chicken thigh steak in Family Mart. It's suitable when I become a little hungry. The chewy is firm, and mix the taste of teriyaki sauce very well. The chewy of chicken breast is too solid, so I can't eat it very deliciously. But the chicken thigh is not. I'll be likely to lose my weight if I exercise regularly and eat chicken thigh when I become a bit hungry. But it's ever difficult to me.

For my mother's recommendation, I went to ChocoZAP and exercise too much yesterday. But I thought I had done both aerobic exercise and anaerobic exercise. I could lose my weight if I can continue this.     I always keep in mind that I have to do lat pull down in ChocoZAP, to correct my posture. And lat always consume our calories the most. I think I can lose my weight easily if I train my lat.     But, yesterday and today, I ate Famichiki too much. I've kept in mind that I have to eat chicken protein instead of Famichiki. But I couldn't forget the soft texture of Famichiki.     I have three-way interview on Dec. 10th in my company. I have to get physical strength and lose my weight.

My parents returned from Chiba. They brought many souvenirs and I ate them today. But I couldn't eat so much because I've become aging. Yesterday, I ate Billy Ramen too much, so my weight has returned over 92kg. On Dec. 10th, I'll take three-ways interview in my company. Until the day, I have to reduce my weight. Recently, bears won't appear in my town, so my mother recommend that we go to ChocoZAP again. In this way, it's good for me to lose my weight.

I got a requested illustration from Mr. Mihoniumu(@gupmihoniumu, key(gaigaigai123)) again. This time is, “Darjeeling Is Pushing Itou Makoto's Head to Her Breast” Darjeeling: “Please don't hesitate... Do you understand? my heart is beating fast such thing.... It's OK for you to do what you want to do...” Makoto: “Darjeeling…” Darjeeling is very sexy! I think my next request of illustrations will be Hakkenshi/The Eight Dog Warriors series. Because their illustrations are also very cool!

Since long time, I've thought I want to eat Billy Ramen enough be tired of it. So I went to Billy Ramen and buy ramen when my parents were going out. However, when I tried to eat it as lunch, I couldn't eat ever half of it. Char siu was fatty and delicious. Have I been aging like not being able to eat favorite food enough? But I’ve been still fat. My parents went to Chiba, so they won't return by tomorrow. So I'll eat Billy Ramen little by little.

Because of wasting for buying in the convenience stores and so on, my cash is likely to become gone completely soon. Perhaps, I may not be able to pay credit card payment in next month. It seems I've not changed since young age. It's important for me how to use money more than saving money. In this age and times, I've been able to go to many foreign countries, such as Thailand, Singapore and so on. But some people may think about, "It's the short-term luck of the ferocious people who can't control own." Actually, I can't deal with it if I need emergence expense. But, there is the way to resolve it, such as selling my equity. Like Ushijima, it's good if I can say, "I'm giving all with admitting the risk."

My weight has never decreased recently, and I've maintained my weight 90kg. I want to eat Billy Ramen on this weekend, so I've tried to lose my weight. On next Sunday, there is my uncle's 77th birthday, and will hold its party in Chiba. But I can't attend party on account of my choir of my church. At least, I want to buy my favorite Baum-kuchen and send to my uncle. When my parents leave their home for my uncle's party, I intend to eat my favorite ramen. But can my cash become left? I also restarted hedge selling to get more money. Can it become effective?

Recently, I can't drink except little liquor. I easily vomit when I drink 9% Chu-hai. So, I don't like it, but I can't drink except beer. Has my body changed because of aging? For maintaining my physical ability, I'm trying to decrease my weight, such as taking Alli and so on. For it, I could reduce my weight to 89.8kg. Would it be better if I don't drink liquor? I've finally understood that physical ability is the most important for travel, because I'd become tired easily when I went to OSAKA EXPO 2025 and Tokyo. But can I reduce my weight easily?

I went to Gogh Exhibition, and I knew, that Gogh's opus has extended by Theo, Vincent Van Gogh's little brother. And Jo, Theo's wife, and Vincent Willem, the son of Theo and Jo, also had done their best to expand Gogh's opus. Extremely, artists need their own patron, I understood. What about me? I have my favorite artist, which often draw Girls Und Panzer illustrations. Of course, it's OK for me to pay money for my requested illustrations. But what I have to do the most is that I bring out his talent, isn't it? Because both I and he love School Days. I've often requested illustrations of "the romance of Itou Makoto and Garupan Heroines" and "Hakkenshi/The Eight Dog Warriors series". But it's also for bringing out his talent, isn't it? I need to bring out the identity and individuality of his illustrations. If he were Vincent Van Gogh, I would want to become Theo. I don't know what I'm capable for yet, but I want to extend ...

I went to Tokyo to watch Gogh Exhibition in Tokyo Metropolitan Museum from Nov.12th to Nov. 13th. But was it luxury for me to stay in Grand Nikko Tokyo Daiba? This hotel was very accessible, that it's 1 minute from Yurikamome Daiba Station. And I could enjoy the taste of steak and salmon. However, I felt considerably that my physical strength has decreased. After breakfast in the hotel, I slept in hotel room for 1 hour and my checkout was about 10:00 A.M, later than usual. Horiemon/Horie Takafumi recommended, that we have to watch ourselves and maintain our physical strength. That's absolutely right. In this way, I may have no physical strength to go to Germany.

I always think I have to become thin when I watch my swollen body. So I changed the snack from Famichiki to chicken protein bar. After I decided to go to Germany, I often watch this story of Doraemon. But it's first time for me to watch Mizuta Wasabi's version. As always, it's not easy for us to save money. Can I reduce amounts of alcohol? Recently, I can't receive 9% Chu-hai 1000ml. When it's about 750ml, I always vomit. It's on account of my age, isn't it? Anyway, I want to go to Germany. I also have to think my mutual funds to cash.