SPIRIT's Diary

Today is also work from home. So to vitalize myself, I cooked again. This time is "Oyakodon" Most Japanese prefer oyakodon. And we can cook it within 30 minutes. It's very useful. I added sukiyaki sauce into oyakodon, so it was a bit too sweet. But it was within acceptable range. I should make don series more to make me full more.

In a whim, I translated Japanese Song "Minato No Yoko Yokohama Yokosuka（日本語：港のヨーコヨコハマヨコスカ）/Yoko in The Port, Yokohama and Yokosuka", after I returned home from Sunpia No Yu/Sunpia Hot Spring. At any rate, "Jiruba" in Japanese is called as "the jitterbug" in English. It made me very surprised. "I remember about a bit ago, （「ちょっと前なら覚えちゃいるが） but I can't remember about one year ago. （1年前だと、ちと分からねえな） And long-haired girls have many here （髪の長い女だって、ここにはたくさんいるからね）. Sorry, but please search her in other places. （悪いな、他をあたってくれよ） You, what do you mean to her?" （あんた、あの娘の何なのさ？）） Yoko in the port, Yokohama and Yokosuka （港のヨーコ、ヨコハマ、ヨコスカ） "I think she had quitted about a half year ago. （「半年前にやめたはずさ） She had left without salutations to us. （あたいたちには、あいさつなしさ） She often clamored with saying she took Mari's customers （マリのお客を取ったってさ、そりゃあもう大騒ぎ）. It was naturally she couldn't stay here because of her lack of humanity. （仁義を欠いちゃ、いられやしないよ） You, what do you m...

I spent depressive Golden Weeks. I increased going out time, because I’m not comfortable even if I stay home or accompany my parents. I spent time such as staying Sunpia No Yu/Sunpia Hot Spring, doing window shopping in Yodobashi Camera and so on.  But I wasted money for them and eating out too much. Recently, it hasn’t gone well for me, about my losing weight, my work and so on, So I took alcohol too much and it may make me depressed. I decided to fudge my weight to parents for a while. Like Ushijima the Loan Shark, without taking alcohol, I may need to forgive myself. Anyway, I may want to resolve my loneliness. But it may be good for me because writing English makes me a bit satisfied. I have to increase time to write English rather than going out.

In this April, AI anime generating systems has been upgraded in PixAI. It's a bit expensive, but I tried to use it. I generated 3 animations, These are  "Hakkenden Series Renewal" "As Inuzuka Shino, Itou Makoto and Nishizumi Miho are striking each other with Murasamemaru" “Itou Makoto as Inuzuka Shino and Momonari Junta as Inukai Genpachi are striking each other in Horyukaku/Horyu Tower.” “Nishizumi Miho as Inuzuka Shino and Anchovy as Inukai Genpachi are striking each other in Horyukaku/Horyu Tower” Movement has become more dynamic than past system. And drawing hasn't collapsed so much. Improvement of AI system makes me surprising. And we can generate 15 seconds AI animations.

I've been very depressed because I'd wasted over 30,000 yens for PixAI, AI illustration and anime generating system. Nevertheless, I've felt both regretting and new experience. To vent my anger, I cooked again today. This time is "Egg sandwiches" I added both crushed eggs and mayonnaise, so their taste was very melting and tasty. In Family Mart, I often buy egg sandwiches, but I should always cook them. In Japan too, working poverties have increased, but my family has maintained some high-level lifestyle. I don't want to waste it. My failure about PixAI has left it lay, but I have to invest my money more. I believe it's for society and other people.

For society and other people, I've assumed that I have to buy equities more. (It's also important to earn money effectively) But I also want to make my desire come true. More thinking about it, the level of hotel I stay have elevated steadily. In June, I'll go to Ueno to watch NHK 50th Sunday Exhibition, but I try to stay in Grand Nikko Tokyo Daiba.     When I was young, I thought I'm OK if I even sleep crowd together. But I've become old and my physical strength has weakened, so time I stay in the hotel has increased correspondingly. My father was more vigorous than me when we went to OSAKA Expo 2025.     I've applied to the theory, "It's more meaningful for us to use money and we should money for the best memories." So I want to stay the skyscraper of Grand Nikko Tokyo Daiba and watch the view of the sea of Daiba.     I've understood it's too luxury to developmental disorders. But I think that I stay true...

In PixAI, recently, new AI anime generating systems have been upgraded. I was flowed from it, I paid PixAI more. In this month, my billing has been likely to be over 20,000 yens. I tried to generate animations from "The duel of Horyukaku/Horyu Tower by Harem Protagonists" and "The duel of Horyukaku/Horyu Tower by Garupan Captain Group" , from this new AI anime generating system. Because there is nothing that I can show to men and women of all ages, except them. It seems that movement of animations is more dynamic. And movement of camera angle has also become more dynamic. And we can add voice into these animations. It's very useful! But hallucination is still remained, and this anime generation system often fails to generate anime. Well, we should wait and see.

I decided, that I'll manage as a pharmacist and an investor, for society. I have to re-confirm my stance as an investor. ・To earn money effectively. ・To contribute society. ・While I'm at it, to pay tax. ・I won't invest for Black Company（日本語：ブラック企業） which make employees karoshi. I decided to invest for prosperity of the companies and contributing society. So I don't want to invest for Black Company which makes employees karoshi. In this point, Ajinomoto has been enthusiastic for renovation how to work, and ascend its earning of company. I recommend beginner of equity investor, which straying which company they have to buy, the stock of Ajinomoto, And I want to recommend my parents to buy equity of Ajinomoto, but they are enthusiastic to buy bank-related equities. ・I don't sell equities unless in great circumstances. With Dollar Cost Averaging, I've bought equities with same money every month. I decided not to sell, unless in great circumstances such as insufficie...

I've been struggling where I should invest as an investor, and I've forgotten my plan that I extend Nanso Satomi Hakkenden to foreigners as Japanese culture. Just in case, in this blog, I wrote columns about Hakkenden, but it was insufficient. Hakkenden is the story, "Hakkenshi/Eight Dog Warriors, 8 braves, destroy evils and revitalize Satomi clan". It's said that Hakkenden has become prototype of Power Rangers/Super Sentai. However, it's not been sufficiently famous in even Japan, let alone foreigners. Using such as Cool Japan, I want to extend Hakkenden to foreigners as Japanese Culture. I conceived, "Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi/Eight Dog Warriors" "Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi/Eight Dog Warriors" for extending Hakkenden to foreigners more efficiently. Because I thought, that many foreigners will get interested if I use Cool Japan. Should a miracle happen, I would want, that both "Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi" and ...

I'll go to Germany on October with my father. But sufficient money hasn't been collected yet. In my case, I have a bad habitancy, that I intend to use deposit if excess deposit remains. This habitancy also hasn't changed yet. Now, I always think what equity I should buy from my deposit despite my insufficient deposit. I've made it a habit to estimate money for German travel to fixed deposit. Anyway, always, I just want to snack on something, so I waste money for snacks and liquor. I decided to watch this video about department stores in Showa era if such time comes. In Showa era, entertainments are a far fewer than present era. But people were living hard despite high birth and death rates. Only once in a year, my mother also went to the department store in Kamogawa when she was a child but my father hadn't gone to department store when he was a child, I heard. There may be many things that I have to learn from this era. Entertainments and values of people have dive...

Yesterday, I went to Funaoka for hanami.  However, fully-blossomed time has been passed, so passengers of train was very few. And most of cherry blossoms in Funaoka had been scattered. It was profanity because I brought my favorite ramen and hamburgers of McDonalds. I wanted to watch Hitome Senbon Sakura（日本語：一目千本桜） in Funaoka, but, in the middle way, I felt strong bowel movement, so I went to Aeon near from Hitome Senbon Sakura. This Aeon was run-down, but I’ve thought, that it was gorgeous shopping center in the past and many people had come to it.  What should I do for renovating this Aeon? Should I buy equity of Aeon? By the way, as an investor, I'm always thinking what equity I should buy for society. I’m troubled where I should invest for.  I’m being troubled, that I have to invest for one and I have to also invest for another. After returning from Aeon to JR Funaoka Station, I had become completely tired. And it was too hot.  So, earlier, I returned to Sendai C...

Again, I requested Mihoniumu-san(@gupmihoniumu, key(gaigaigai123)) an illustration. This time is, “As Inuta Kobungo, Fuyuzora Kogarashi and Kay are showing orbs of ‘悌(Tei/brotherhood)’.” Kogarashi and Kay: We’re Inuta Kobungo Yasuyori. We have orbs of Tei（悌）/brotherhood. Among Harem Protagonists and Garupan Captain Group, both Kogarashi and Kay look natural to fight by living body, not tanks, from my view. I want to watch their powerful action very well From my view, both Kogarashi and Kay mow down enemies by bold and audacious techniques. In next times, I requested an illustration of "Inusaka Keno pair (Yuuki Rito and Darjeeling)". How will be the quality? HAKKENSHI! FIGHT FOR JUSTICE!! Casting of  "Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi"  and  "Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi"  is below. Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi 仁(Jin)/benevolent: Inue Shinbei: Kasugano Haruka(Yosuga No Sora): (CV: Shimono Hiro) 義(Gi/justice): Inukawa Sosuke: Manaka Junpei(Ichigo 100%...

For 2 days, I cooked again 2 times. Yesterday, I made the egg sandwiches. Today, I made the mayonnaise spaghetti again. I added much mayonnaise into both cuisines. The taste of mayonnaise was melting and tasty. And I could make my parents joyful. It was first time that I made the egg sandwiches. But I often buy the egg sandwiches in Family Mart, so it seems I love them. It would be good if I always cook the egg sandwiches.

In PixAI, we can generate animations with voice, including NSFW animations.  But I’ve spent money too much for it.  In this month, I've spent over 5000 yen. I said one of my strong points is action-oriented. But this personality backfired on me in this time. AI animations we can made in PixAI are useful, so I'll publish new AI animations in Youtube soon. But I'm impatient, and is it that I'm not good with money? I'll go to Tokyo in June, but should I stop staying in Hotel Grand Nikko Daiba? My habitancy that I eat too much when I have stress has never gone.  if I’m as I am, will I become bankrupt?

Yesterday, I went to Matsushima to watch cherry blossoms. However, I had to accompany to my parents and be cooped up in my car. Moreover, my parents always quarrel. I was always anxious that they're likely to quarrel each other yesterday Therefore, I had much stress, and I ate too much in the convenience store when returning home. Today, despite secret to parents, my weight has increased to 96kg. I can't bear to be together with my parents. Anyway, I should join Overeaters Anonymous in Sendai. But where is it?

Today is rainy. To relieve my depressed emotion, I cooked again. This time is, "The Fried Rice with Brown Rice". I added bean sprouts, eggs, sausages, and ketchup into brown rice. It was very supersizes. I'm likely to eat it in both lunch and dinner because it's too many. Can my mother eat this fried rice? It's no good for me to make only spaghetti. I have to increase my repertories of my cuisine.

My dislike phrase is "naturally". In Japanese, it's called as " atarimae （当たり前）" or " touzen （当然）" Because it needs much energy and labor amount for doing "naturally". And now, in 4th Industrial Revolution, the era of innovation, "naturally" until now has been upturned increasingly. By AI, robots, cryptocurrency and so on, the world will change dramatically. Get off track, but as the method teached from Dragon Sakura 2, I've written English in this blog, SNS and so on, to improve English ability. Recently, I often record the video speaking English by the smartphone, and also publicize in SNS. At first, I had tried "to improve English ability", but now I feel it's "naturally" to them. For me, it's naturally to write English in SNS and so on, but most Japanese don't think so. As technology has improved sharply, the way of thinking has diversified increasingly. In such society,  "There are no na...

Today, in early morning, I cooked again. This time is  "Salmon spaghetti". I poured burned salmons and much olive oil into spaghetti. The taste was very light and best. But coloring wasn't good, was it? I love spaghetti very much. I want to extend series of spaghetti cuisine.

After going the alcoholic hospital, I went to Billy Ramen, my favorite ramen shop, and bought it with 1800 yen. But it will make my weight increase definitely. Should I go to Overeaters Anonymous in Sendai? According to the information from ChocoZAP, around needs 21 days about what new actions become habitancy. About English, I've written English in SNS and this blog much and much, such as Experimental English Outgoing. Before I knew it, I've not felt suffering, and I've often written English in SNS, in free time such as I'm in the bus. In this way, can I make exercise such as walking habitancy? Sooner or later, I'll eat Billy Ramen. On weekend, I want to buy Billy Ramen again, and go to Funaoka Castle Park for hanami. However, how should I lose my weight? I'm exact opposite personality from such as mild, great personality and so on. In some cases, I'm likely to stab others multiple times and pour kerosene to others and take a fire. Moreover, the possibiliti...

By Domo AI and PixAI, I generated animations again. This time is "Heroines in Sakura Trick are kissing, with adding voice." I generated animations with voices by PixAI, and upgraded 4K and 60fps by Domo AI. It was the best for me to try these below: 1.  That I bought some equity with 1000 yens in Paypay Securities. 2. That I wrote English in SNS and this blog to improve English ability. 3. That I tried video compilation like this. Particularly, about 2, I recommended some friends to improve own English ability, but they've not begun yet. Are they making "reasons they can't do"? Challenge is very important if we have readiness to take responsibility by own when we failed. Like Dragon Sakura 2 saying, "We can't become anyone if we don't try." I think, that it's true of this phrase, "Just do it." by NIKE.