SPIRIT's Diary

Today is also work from home. So, as lunch, I cooked again. This time is. “The pork spaghetti with mayonnaise.” Unexpectedly, pork, mayonnaise and spaghetti were matched very well. Salty of mayonnaise was also good. Texture of pork was moderate. I have to wait to eat this cuisine completely until noon. I could relieve my stress very well.

Again, I requested Mihoniumu-san(@gupmihoniumu, key(gaigaigai123)) an illustration. In this time, it's "As Inukai Genpachi, Momonari Junta and Anchovy are showing the orbs of ''Shin （信） /faith".   Junta and Anchovy: We’re Inukai Genpachi Nobumichi. We have the orbs of Shin （信） /faith.     It's drawn very well. And he didn't forget to illustrate peony-shaped birthmarks in their right cheeks. It's thankful!     In next times, I requested an illustration of "Inuta Kobungo pair (Fuyuzora Kogarashi and Kay)". How will be the quality?     HAKKENSHI! FIGHT FOR JUSTICE!! Casting of  "Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi"  and  "Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi"  is below. Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi 仁(Jin)/benevolent: Inue Shinbei: Kasugano Haruka(Yosuga No Sora): (CV: Shimono Hiro) 義(Gi/justice): Inukawa Sosuke: Manaka Junpei(Ichigo 100%): (CV: Suzumura Kenichi) 礼(Rei/courtesy): Inumura Daikaku: Y...

Yesterday, I went to Sendai Port and took an onsen, in Hotel Dormy Inn Sendai. In the middle time, I ate butadon again. Because eating butadon or something, my weight has returned to 93.0kg again. It's no good. Recently, I've not taken GLP-1 agonists, for losing my weight. GLP-1 taking is difficult, and I have to take it in the morning, without eating and drinking. And after taking it, I have to wait to eat and drink for 30 minutes. I often eat and drink just after awakening, so I couldn't take GLP-1 agonists effectively. It's also no good. Last Wednesday, I took three-ways interview, and my president recommended me to maintain my health. But I can't lose my weight and suspend taking alcohol. What should I do?

Today was for struggling to lose my weight. After walking for 30 minutes, I tried to go to my favorite convenience store, but stopped it. Alternatively, in YouTube, I watched an anime, "Anne in The Green Gables" by Miyazaki Hayao. On second thought, I'd been surprised to Anne's characteristics, that speaks very much and is very well for imaginative and fictional ability. In the afternoon, I wanted to eat Ramen Billy, my favorite ramen, very much when I was working in my task. I intended to order it by Uber Eats, but I stopped it just in time. Alternatively, I decided to use the expense for buying equity of Canon. It was 2000 yen. However, I've been satisfied because I can contribute the prosperity of Canon and research and development of nuclear fusion. In the evening, as substitute of Ramen Billy, I ate Cheese Bread and Chinese Dried Chicken. It was simple, but the taste of cheese was melting and salty. Once in a while, it's OK for me there is such days.

Today is also work from home. To gain my vigorarity, I cooked again in the morning. This time is, “Natto Spaghetti” The sauce was a bit spicy. But stickiness of natto was mixed to texture of spaghetti very much. Natto spaghetti is one of Japanese-style spaghetti, isn't it? Spaghetti is one of my favorite cuisines. I want to expand array of my cooking.

I requested that illustrator an illustration, "Momonari Junta and Anchovy, as Inukai Genpachi are showing orbs of `信(Shin/faith)`". And Inukai Genpachi in Nansou Satomi Hakkenden specializes in Torimono Juujutsu/arrest tactics with jitte. Recently, I think what is Torimono Juujutsu, and researched it in Youtube. According to this video, it was said that Torimono Juujutsu with jitte was generated in Kyoho Reforms in Edo periods. And Torimono Juujutsu seemed it was mixed with jitte tactics and judo to me. I had thought, that Torimono Juujutsu is like piercing-centered tactics like Makashi in Star Wars, who is mastered by Count Dooku. But it must be wrong. The hook part of jitte seems to it can catch Japanese Sword easily. But, jitte is 30-60cm and a bit short. I think jitte isn't practical if it's not a bit longer. I tried to imagine the battle style of "Momonari Junta and Anchovy as Inukai Genpachi". It would be like, "With using jitte, they do piercing-...

Yesterday, I went to the church, and sing the chorus, and went to Sunpia Onsen/Sunpia Hot Spring. But in the even afternoon, I drunk liquor too much. Recently, my lifestyle has become unhealthy again. At 4:30 P.M. yesterday, I took Sushi and Udon as late lunch in Sunpia Onsen. But in the time, I drunk Japanese Sake too much. I've not forgotten my relaxed feeling when I drink liquor. So, I can't stop drinking alcohol. But it's also called as "small wasting". Can I reduce it? Today, I took cyanamide, the inhibitor of alcohol, and Regtect again. Can I stop drinking liquor by this? My throat has continued to have pain, and hasn't studied G Certificate very well. Can I change this dissolute lifestyle?

Today is also work from home. So, both as breakfast and dinner, I cooked twice. Breakfast was junk. I added salmon and pork. Dinner was carbonala. Cooking makes me happy. But carbonala was spicy.

I rejected Mr. So Kuramoto’s idea of “poverty-happiness” (hinkō), and I also brushed aside Ms. Chizuko Ueno’s notion of “being equally poor.” Sometimes I feel a twinge of guilt about that. Even so, it’s also true that I couldn’t go along with the idea that: “Poverty itself is ‘good’ and ‘beautiful.’” To begin with, as for me: ・I was born right in the middle of the bubble era. ・My father is an investor who’s good at paired trading/hedging with stocks, and I’m a petty-bourgeois type whose living standards are a bit higher than others. ・I grew up in cities—Chiba and Sendai—my whole life. ・And because I have a developmental disorder, I probably can’t control myself as much as I’m “supposed” to. Well, maybe it’s simply the difference between someone who’s lived in the countryside and nature, and someone who’s lived in the city and civilization. Come to think of it, something suddenly came back to me. According to a “behind-the-scenes” setting for Castle in the Sky (Laputa): “Back in the era...

I got up at 4:30 A.M. So I decided to make spaghetti salad again. Spaghetti mayonnaise salad is my favorite cuisine. I want to make it for future. Because I love salt of mayonnaise. Today, one of what I could do was  I could cook. Today, in other, what can I do?

Since I was child, my self-esteem is low. So, to get good pride, I decided to watch this Nakata Atsuhiko's Youtube. This video said, "It's good that you write what you could do in this day." So, I tried to write what I could do in X (former Twitter). Yesterday, what I could do was, 1. I could write English in my blogs. 2. I could study G Certificate. 3. I could walk and exercise. Now that I think about it, I can do it sufficiently. Today's what I could do was, 1. I could buy equity of SoftBank Group and Ajinomoto with each 2000 yen. 2. I could write English in X (former Twitter). What I can do may be more, I think.

For 3 days, I took alcohol too much. Because I may skipped taking Regtect and cyanamide. But, yesterday, I went to Sendai Port and ate butadon. The texture of pork was melting and delicious. And I went to hot spring in Dormy Inn Express Sendai Seaside. It made me refreshed And when I was returning home, the wind blew moderate, and I hadn't become perspiring. It made me very happy..

Recently, I can't come up with what I want to write this blog. This blog is alternation of my diary, so it would be good if I can continue to write every day. More thinking, in Gintama, there is a story about Seita's picture diary. It seems, to elementary school students, it's good for them that writing own diary is making good habitancy. In fact, it's said, that writing own diary is good for activating own brain, improving writing ability and so on. But, today, how should I write this blog? Recently, I took GLP-1 agonist, the medication for obesity, so I could reduce my weight from 93.2kg to 92.4kg. It's good for my health. But my habitancy has remained, that I eat and drink liquor too much if I have much stress. I can suppress my crave to liquor, by taking cyanamide and Legtect. What should I do for future?

Today is also work from home. So, I decided to cook again. Today is, "Spaghetti with pork and mayonnaise." The taste of mayonnaise and pork was mixed very much. However, I added the salt and pepper too much. This cuisine made me perspiring. Because it was also warm despite February in Japan. I've skipped alcohol for 3 days. I want to continue to cook without drinking liquor.

Yesterday, I had blood stools and 37℃ fever. I thought, it was derived from hang over to drink liquor too much 2 days ago. So, yesterday, after my task, I slept earlier. Now, my body feels light, and my blood stools have been gone. Recently, I've not thought my body and my health. And I've drunk liquor gradually. It seems it's about time that my body is about to reach my limit. More, I have to think about my body and my health.

By Domo AI and PixAI, I made an animation. This time is,  “Itou Makoto in School Days and Kay in Girls Und Panzer are kissing as the lover.” This animation is made from an illustration of Mihoniumu-san(@gupmihoniumu, key(gaigaigai123)). I have to thank him so much. Really, I love to stir up Garupan Ojisan(Garupan Fan) by using Makoto.

Yesterday, I went to Soyogi No Mori/Forest of Breeze in Ayashi, the big public bath again. Public bath was very warm and impressive. And, as lunch, I ate negitoro rice bowl and drank the large beer. Beer was crisp and refreshing, and negitoro bowl was light taste. However, I may shouldn't have drunk the liquor. But going to big public bath makes me refreshing. It's also good for me to relieve my stress by going to the public bath. Today, the cough is terrible because I may drink beer too much yesterday. I have to think about my body health more.

 Last Friday, I cooked again. This time was, "Spaghetti salad and gyoza" And grilled tuna was remained. They were improvised, but they were very delicious. Mayonnaise of spaghetti salad and soy sauce of gyoza mixed very much. This combination is not bad. It's good if I can stop drinking alcohol by relieving my stress by cooking.

Recently, when I have free time, I watch the videos of the game, "Takeshi No Chosenjo（日本語：たけしの挑戦状）/Takeshi's Challenge Letter" in YouTube. As "Kusoge（日本語：糞ゲー）:the junk game", this game has been infamous in the game fans. This game is, that the hero, the lame office worker, searches a treasure in South Pacific. However, in this game, the goal of this game never been shown. I think most people had thought, that this game is what the hero only walks around in the world. And, more thinking, to find a treasure, the hero in the game have to both quit from his company and get divorce. In the real, It's too risky. The world view in the game is hard, and the hero will die if we choose wrong route. In various route, the traps are hiding. And in the ending of the game, Beat Takeshi (Mr. Kitano Takeshi) appears and tells, "Why have you gotten serious to such game?" It's brutally frank of this saying. This game published on Dec 1986. Why did Mr. Beat Takesh...

I also watched Girls Und Panzer Motto Love Love Projekt 2nd. But, Darjeeling's turns are too little. However, Darjeeling in Motto Love Love Project is a bit eccentric, such as loving Orange Pekoe too much. Personally, I think it was too bad. In this story too, there are some heartfelt short stories. I love Duck's Team's story most. They never lose their passion to volleyball. BC Freedom High School's story was also interesting. Marie and Oshida had become fat, so they had to lose own weight. That Andou was contributive to them, made me laugh. I also have obesity, so I have to be careful more.