Extremely Unstable!

"In human like lifestyle", I'm sinking into the garbage.

"In human like lifestyle", I'm working like slave by nasty persons about my unwilling work.

"In human like lifestyle", I'm masturbating with Ona-Hole by picking up the free porno pictures in the internet.

Dammit!

(By Itahashi Kiyoshi in Ushijima: The Loan Shark)

This is one quote in Ushijima: The Loan shark.

About myself, my work isn't my unwilling task, and my president is very kind.

But, recently, I've not been able to accomplish my quotas.

I've wasted over 1000 yen to eat and drink liquor.

And I had drunk chu-hai again.

"To increase my productivity and continue to work, I'll lose my weight and skip drinking alcohol."

If I think so, I should have made my mind relieve

On second thoughts, I'm easily agitated and inflammable.

I'm very short-tempered and have few coordination.

My personality is like “the savage beast” or “the tamed viper”.

In other words, I'm very hot-blooded and not be content in positioning side by side.

It's the best if I can control my appetite and skipping alcohol "with my hot-blood".

I can save more money.

I shouldn't forget, "To increase my productivity and continue to work, I lose my weight and skip drinking alcohol."