SPIRIT's Diary

Today is very rainy. It makes me a bit depressed. To relieve my stress, I got up at 3:30 A.M, and I cooked again. This time was  "Gyudon/Japanese beef rice". By my father, cabbage was added after my cooking. For it, textures had become very strange. But it was also good. In yesterday's case, I made mayonnaise spaghetti again. I prefer mayonnaise. Mellowness of mayonnaise and texture of spaghetti had been mixed successfully. I want to make mayonnaise spaghetti many times. To relieve my stress, cooking is one important method of many ways. I want to cook more.

Yesterday, I went to the travel agency with my father. And we paid remaining balance for German travel, by credit cards. (By the way, after it, for 40 minutes, I had to walk to my father's favorite restaurant for lunch, it made me very perspiring and irritated. So I drunk liquor in this day.) However, I re-confirmed my household budget and balance when I had returned home, and I found my cash is insufficient for paying credit cards. It's about 70,000 yen insufficient. If it goes on like this, I have to sell my equity more again. In this month too, I paid money for PixAI excessively and also hadn't taken into account for insurance of the travel. Perhaps, they've become bad. For the good of society, I've continued to invest and buy equities, but it's a very mess like this. As soon as possible, I have to stop to pay money for PixAI and liquor. However, my personality is impulsive and not good at putting up. So I consulted Chat GPT about how to overcome my impulsive...

Yesterday too, I paid money for PixAI excessively. It was over 5,000 yen. At this rate, can I pay expense for German Travel? And can I make ends meet? The value of merchandises has continued to rise. ` If I'm not careful, I have to sell equity more with violating regulations of my investment, My deficiency that I can't "waiting" such as saving and bearing buying unneeded merchandises is showing obviously. It's no use crying over spilled milk. Including expense for German travel, what should I do for my next life expense? If it's insufficient, do I have to sell my equity more? For the benefit of all, I've continued to invest for equity, social-lending and so on, but It's putting the cart before the horse. What should I do deal with my impulsive personality and my life expense?

I've continued to cook to relieve my stress.  Yesterday I cooked,   "Fried Rice with Ketchup".  I also got up at 4:00 A.M. today too.  So I cooked,  "Yakisoba". The taste of fried rice with ketchup was very perfect. The sour taste of ketchup and the texture of pork mixed very much. However, the amount of cuisine was a bit much. Yakisoba was a bit bad. I couldn't stir fry carrots very much, so the texture of carrots was very hard. I have to chew carrots many times. But the taste and texture of the noodle of yakisoba was moderate. Yakisoba is useful because my mother who can't eat hard cuisine can eat it. To relieve my stress more effectively, I want to cook more for future.

Today, in DomoAI, I got credits for generating animations. So, I decided to generate animations, of "Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi" and "Garupan Captain Group as Hakkenshi", based on Nansou Satomi Hakkenden, again. By using Seedance 2.5, This time was I generated each 30s animations. The result was like this. I've not been satisfied these animations because these animations were that people were only walking here. So I added phrase into prompt below, "and drawing their own weapons." The results were below. Eventually, the result was failure. Both of them have occurred hallucination. Their weapons and hairs were a bit different from resources. Almost of them have katanas. Does it mean, that the present AI systems are immature and they can't deal with a whopping 8 people. Of course, I also need to challenge to generate animations more from the present AI systems. Casting of "Harem Protagonists as Hakkenshi" and "Garupan Captain Grou...

I wake up at 4:00 A.M. every day, and continue to cook our breakfast. These are pictures of recent cuisines. I prefer spaghetti the most, but I can't cook it every time. So, today, I cooked pork with the soy sauce. But my father said that the texture of pork was too hard. I grilled pork too much, didn't I? I said, cooking is one of the best ways to relieve my stress. But, for my craving, I often take alcohol. How will I resolve this problem to skip alcohol?

 In pre-article, I introduced Kaishu Katsu's quote, "It's meaningless if we hurry up. Waiting with lying down is our first priority." But, more thinking, I'm not good at waiting. Today too, not having learned my lesson, I paid money for PixAI. There was an animation that I want to make by any means. But, inversely, I can act aggressively. As new customers of our workplace, I've been interested in LGBTQ recently. So, today, II devoted money for one of LGBTQ group and became a supporting member of it. I prefer yuri, but yuri and LGBTQ are different, so I have to learn about LGBTQ more,, such as books。 However, even a bit, I have to learn ability I can do "waiting", such as saving money. I've understood that I want to spend money for the society..