My parents leave home and I'm only one in home.

Today and tomorrow, my parents will be in Chiba.

So, I'm only one in home, without interfered from my parents.




Today, I went to the psychiatry to take counseling and get medication such as Concerta.

Recently, I drunk 9% Chu-hai again, so I consulted the counselor about it.

"Can you change 7% Chu-hai?"

he answered.

Anyway, today and tomorrow, I decided to skip alcohol.

For future, I'll think about it in this time.



If always, I go to the spa such as Sunpia Onsen, but today, I returned home earlier and I took laundry my futon.

Because, recently, my back and chest have terrible atopic disease, and they are always itchy.

I thought my futon had been fulfilled with allergen such as ticks.



Without interference from my parents, I took one quiet day with my favorite ramen.

Always, I have craving to liquor but I must bear today.

Today was Sendai Aoba Festival but it was not affordable for me to watch because it was rainy.


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