What Is My Ideal Lifestyle Model?

Today, I went to the hospital of alcoholic department, and saw the result of my blood examination.

The result was all terms was within normal range.

I was happy, but it was the fact that I had sometimes drunk liquor.

I told, that the reason I had drunk liquor was I couldn't understand what I was doing.

Then, the doctor said,

"What is your ideal lifestyle so that you become satisfied?"

I've done many things, such as working, investing, and writing English in this blog and X.

But I feel it's still insufficient.

But as the doctor said, what is my lifestyle so that I become satisfied?

Many protagonists in Ushijima the Loan Shark are bad models.

But calculating reversely from them, should I think my ideal lifestyle?

For my ideal lifestyle, I need all of things, which are working, investing, using English and so on.

But it may be also important for me, to "Shou Yoku Chi Soku/Reducing My Greed and Knowing Satisfaction".